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2010-10-23T22:16:00.000-07:00

~~BOOYAH (!)~~

hello ni aini , lama benar aini engak update .
niway helllohellohello , aini move to tumblr .
maff rock my ass(!) sayang Love darlink cinta Babyy.

aini, anak Pak osman .

2010-02-10T00:43:00.000-08:00

~~being sensitive at the moment~~ .

hate bias cher , can i change cher?
its really been affecting my studies and interest .

been hating that att of yours

~~siapa makan chili raser pedas~~

2010-01-21T03:43:00.000-08:00

Hello hello hellooooo!
Helping aini to updateee,
So,this past few days is fun for her except that i fell from a bike and she was behind me.
and the one who suffers is me.
arghhghg!
study hard for N levels ah gerl?
Then O levels.
you know WHY she MIA?
because she is studying for N LEVELS .
cheh mcm phm.
and camp will rocks for her bcos shes partnering brennan hahahah maybee i dont know actually.
cheers.
my blog i nvr update but i help her update hers baik kan?

fatin.

2009-12-26T03:48:00.000-08:00

heyy,
came back from sis . she was a super host i think i just burn her pocket . OPPZ niway thanks kak love ya lots . She order mac n pizza . Ate mc spicy twice , man am i gg fat . goshhh , Dunnoe if dad give gg her house on sun ^^ . SUNDAY COMMING . Syg thanks (siapa2 terasa memang patut) . Kay i got till 8 pm to use which is about 10min left . post one video Fifteen hhehe . Hmmmm, yesterday with jum, farah, amani and aisyah was super . Her sister look so pretty . Im so happy for her . &&&& heyyy the pink guy who wore spec is mine haha . mcm phm , He took a pic for us felt so paisey . Hmmmm, the time spent at sis' was great . Play com , eat n slept the whole time . Yeah talk to frens at night . They kindda kept me accompany . Just LOVE my frens . Hmmm, currently kindda love 'sexy bitch' by David guetta ft akon . Hmmmm, yeah im so sorry to my sis , i was very irritating to her . i kept playing the jb song . She kindda hate it hehe . Okay gotta its almost 8 . && Cant wait for the clock to strike 12 ^^ been waitting the whole year . Sshsshshshss. byebyee .

almost fifteen ,
aini

2009-12-26T03:47:00.001-08:00

2009-12-23T08:41:00.000-08:00

Pretty much , well , I am bored.
smallkidd~ here.

This video up here ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ is for Nuraini Osman (:
Cheer up uh babee. Don't be super duper sad . Not good you knoww. (:
Takecare eh girl (:

WithSuperDuperALOTofLoveForAINI! ,
smallkidd ~

2009-12-15T05:30:00.000-08:00

okayy,

sorry bout yesterday? yuppp . its just the day . Its been bugging me . Im trying my best to ignore the day and yet i remember . Hais, even wish to .... Idk lah . Kay a lots of thing is on my mind . I seriously have no privacy , i cant breathe . Just a few days back i start to msg my fren to see what they are doing . i really miss that gerl then she keep saying maff?
hmmmmm. maff? let me write back maaff. haven't talk to them since we part . I mean like really talk . Only talk to fatin and sometime farah . The rest semua mia . Everyone change , the only one that reply to me faris and some more lah . The person i hope for didnt .... Nvm . My birthday? I dun even know is i got anything plan . hmmm. I know pathetic . Called fatin on yesterday i hint my sorrow but i doubt she get it . Hmmm, lets see hmmm , i dunnoe . Just now at msn chatwit someone hmmm i think i trust people too easily that why sometime im at the losing end . Im i trust people BUT the question is do they trust me?
My parent been irritate me in numerous ways . Hais, every time they talk i will blast my song . Disrespect? maybe? but i really cant take it . haiz, Why do some people say ......... Nothing lah .
nvm lahh . dun mind me Im just someone not important right? haiz? dunnoe lah . Hmmm, let me seee , how important am i to people?
let see , the thing that bugg me the most is that , someone lah i dun wanna MY fren to be her.
Like i want something to be mine only . like saw that that someone blog . like CANT stand it lah why must invade my privacy? I really cant stand it . GGGGGRRRR! its stressing me . like fuck siak . every move its watch . EHHH fuck lah i want my life back . SERIOUSLY ,
i think WATever i like she will too . and! she knows all my fren n even read their blog. like what sak ? i know she pretty . im gg to be real and not look down on myslef . but fuck lah what a life im living . No where to hide =,(

2009-12-14T09:50:00.000-08:00

hey alots had happen .
im really super sad over something .
hais, went out with edmund on mon . was fun kay lah . im so .... hais,
dunnoe lah dun feel lyke talking , i hope someone just take me out and cheer me up .
My birthday i dunnoe i sort of tot they had thing plan for me . BUt now im not that sure . Coz its on Sunday so i guess some poeple might be out . I dunnoe lah . Who caress about my birthday anyway .

peace . no more mood to write already ...

2009-12-11T05:09:00.001-08:00

La la la , smallkidd~ ( dewii (: ) here.
Helping this girl update for fun . (:
Hahahahahs ! Well , I am bored anyway .
Aini have been going out a lot these few days. I really mean a lot like as in a lot , a lot. Like , super a lot. Okay , you get my point (: I am sure she had a lot of fun . Oh and today she FINALLY rested at home. Wait, not rest. Watched Korean drama till now. And she is still watching the Korean drama. Okay, mind blank ):
Takecare ~
byebye ^^v

WithoutLove (heh , just kidding) ,
smallkidd ~

2009-12-07T08:34:00.000-08:00

kay ,
feeling down this few days , hmmmm lots going on my mind . I dont know whats going to happen next hais . Maybe its just me . Is it? Im scared . The person i trust most turn her back on me i guess . Anyway i really miss my crazy dancing friend . haha Never fail to make me laugh NURUL . Yeah kindda miss late night talking to my syg , she kindda busy now with exam and everything . The rest rare msg me . In fact not a word at all after the marina barrage outing . Its like we are stranger sad or what? Im currently really stress about a lots of thing . I so heartbroken about something but its okay felt a lots better after talking to someone . Thanks a lot . Yea chat with afiq , really miss him .He mia right after psle result . Raja Nur Afiq , weird that i still remember his full name . Dont know lah . I reallyreallyreally wanna get out of this life im leaving in can? its heading no where . I not smart , i hate hearing people saying get are piss for not getting all A1 . Its really hurt me to see my pathetic result and act dumb about it . I dun like being look down on . Am i really that dislikeable? annoying ? irritating? I know dun have the looks but we cant pick out own face right? Sometime i just wish im like my eldest sister , smart , likeable,pretty , sweet and she good with everybody while im just so terrible in everything i do .
Hais, i should really keep my distance from people before they start hating me .

2009-12-07T08:25:00.000-08:00

errrm? cant wait for you all to finish ur course then exam then camp . We rarely hang out or even chat ever since it started hais, amirah kindda bz with her familyy n Kawan DIER . heehehe . farah , cant wait for her to came back . =) . need i say more?

2009-12-07T07:07:00.000-08:00

NURUL! NURUL! NURUL!NURUL!NURUL!NURUL!

aini betul2rindu kat u! hmmm, i miss my fuunny manjara . Always so friendly , with her around i wont feel afraid . My garfield terus mia seyy .Lesap lepas holiday . I really miss you my one jambu friend . & NASIRAH my 9 year friendship with her =) Nothing cant tear us apart kan syg? i hope? i just wish to met them right now in this very second and hug them real tight !
kay i noe its already past 12.30 .. grrr .

2009-12-04T08:01:00.000-08:00

hello just posting some random pics of my syg . Satu dari syg i dah berangkat gi holiday .Balik selamat kay syg . ERRM , agi dua syg i tu nak gi course sjab . Dorang dua2 takut . Okay ni untuk mira & fatin good luck for ur test okay ? Do ur best i know u can do it . Yea for my last syg , you yeah you amirah tak gi besok? goyang kaki kat rumah nampak? member ah hi - 5 amirah . Okay nurul dah lamer tak nampak glass besar u .Other word manjalara i tu .Rindu kat dier . Errrm tomorrow i think i will be at home . I know dewi will say 'finally' . Wait, i think lah i will be . I like having a movie marathon . Its very nice,fun ,everything lah . I bought a bag did i say already? hmmm, on the way home today , i took the mrt home as its faster . You know what? every where i see there couple , its getting annoying . Gggrr, im not jealous .why would i be? They are like -_-''' nvm spare me the detail .
Okay look at the time its past 2 . gtg . byebye

all my love, nini

2009-12-01T08:30:00.000-08:00

wi

Hey, went to Vivo and skypark follow by marina barrage today . Had fun . We were super wet . Pics with fatin thus, will upload l8r if im hardworking . Yeah those were the photo from that tyme camwhore . It look so wrong but trust me i was laughing the whole time .

I noe i will invite more gossip but hais, dunnoe lah just noe really lah . Thats y i hate having odd no. i noe im always the left out one . bey nak uat aper aini bukan suker ckp sangat . and tadi nampak faiz . siot ran away . after fatin left i felt lost and i dunnoe ... call farah so i could calm down She turn me down flat ? nvm . was shivering of fear and wanted to cry . wat if i met hym again? alone? im on my own? wat would i do? how to get to savety? hais, idk . sometime i think people are not there went i need them the very moost . i was left all alone . ....
today i felt really sad .

nuraini bte Osman kassim

2009-11-30T08:12:00.000-08:00

BOO!
I had the most crazy-est day ever .My cousin went to party in the room . Cute sak satusatu . Hmmmm, lets see . Went skating then , went my mood went crazy . Dewi and i went singing up high in the seat standing and singing away . Everyone look at us ehkeheheh?? but then we gave them a pose and a smile . HAHAH! Abey nak buat aper agi kan?Best lah . Then it was alr after 7 . There a quote that say " tak manis perempuan jalan malam2 " Then , we went hope drinking slurpy. Went to the room and party all night haha. Make video Only we noe the url .Paisey big time dok .

Today, the plan was to go swimming at jurung east . So, head there one by one problem start to visit us . First Danish lost hisez-link card . Yeah make rain fall on someone cheek hehe . Sorry i just had to say my speeech . Then, sigh . went there CLOSED right up our face . i was like WHATTTT? . we report the missing ezlink - card . The counter look so lazy , Trust me . Kay we could talk about that lazy guy or move on . Im with move on whose with me?? hehe .
Moving on we decided to head to cck pool . That guy say maybe open . Ask for direction . take 307 and count 5 stop . BUT yes there a BUT . BUTBUTBUT then yet again CLOSED! . Like 'sabar aini sabar ..' kayyy , so just went to wooland one . BORING . Just play for a while n done . Not much hs n q . Sad story lah .

We then went bazar that guy was there . * paisey moment people . Then, bought chakueh(sp?) kayy yeah that it . Ate and Camuack there . Cannot take it sey , my pose all so crap-ish . yeahh will upload but hope no one will view . Well you see i rarely update so i dun think anyone will view it . Right? Just minute ago Dewi had upload video Danish lah kept on insisting . Whatever it is i know my face i cover and comfirm that the light did not shine at my face . So , its NOT me . If anyone see it my so going to act dumb about it .

Yeah tomorrow going out with the sjab . Aini know i disturb but then ?? haha . Fatin invite dok . Beside kindda miss them . Kay i called my syg just now . Went i heard something i was very sad sey . Like miss them then ... Like who i am all this while? Kay i guess so far no one really appreciate my present . I keep on thinking is my present disturbing them? Am i a nuisance? Kay i do not know? Maybe that why i keep asking am i annoying to the person . I dun noe as long as aini anggap semua sebagai kawan dah cukup . aini tak minta apa2 dalam balasan yer . Walaupun aini tau yang kamu tak anggap aini sebagai kawan baik .Kay enough of the emo moment but serious . Hais, kay i should be turning in right now . hehe . Aniway , Nadz belikan aini benda tau tak kesah .

you know me???
Nuraini bte Osman Kassim
-siapa lagi kan kalau bukan gua .

2009-11-28T06:01:00.000-08:00

heyy,

i know my blog is dead ,
so, i guess no soul will read my pathetic blog right? So here goes , hmmmm .
hari raya best jugak lahh . q and hs belambak . hehe . Anyway , yesterday 27 November is my dear sis birthday . Not fair she get like everything she want . Well, at least the things that i wanted . At 3 am in the morning , kak erah gi cambodia . Hope for her safety . Ceyyyy, baik per aini? haha . Dun forget my gift ! Kay we could talk about kak or we could move on ? I pick move on whose with me?
hahahahaha . People are so irritated with me saying that .

Kay , hari raya haji first go to bibik house . One thing make me so piss . A sec one cousin , so basketed . Dun like her attitude lah . kaykay enough talking about her . I - phone are so cool . Me and kak play with bro phone . Cool to the max . Yeahh for kak taptap are so kental but his fighting game are so cool lah sey . Kay , moving on today went jb with aunties n dewi . Cool lah sey , the sale person , purple ,green ? macam2 lah her . Kay , i told her i will blog about this . there we shop for coli . All of it was so lawa . "Kalau ikut kan hati semua hendak aini beli . "
Wear inside who see say eh? haha We ate like a pig today trust me . Im FAT already .

Kay , my 4-day plan . Tomorrow i go skate with my adeq . (huahahaha) *inside joke . kay Monday going to swimming . Tuesday , going out with fatin . Wednesday , khaz bff day out .
That all . Homework? ermmmm , kindda lose it . SO ? anyone got a solution to that?
aini tengok tv- show . Im not single and momolove .
The show very nice . I nak gaduh ngan org ah sekarag hehe . AND i wish to have a protective bro too . That way too fairy tale . Shilang is so cute . One of the bro wearing spec so handsome .
YeAHHHH. Hmmm , so long never see fatin nuraini haha! I wanna see my suami . awwwww, sweet ke per?

Every night i seem to be hugging my bear . hehe . Kay that always wanna write . Nak tahu benda? every 10 pm kan? my matair akan call me . Loving right? love someone alot lah sey . For more info , dial 1800 - busybody , terima kasih . Kay ,i know im so bored right now . Haiz, at least on the surface lah . Yeah i wanna watch new moon . Jacob black is super hot .
Edward , he is so the burok gils nk mamps.. Yeah who have prince coffee dvd can lent me?

kay will end here .
ONE and only ,
nuraini bte Osman kassim

2009-11-27T06:40:00.000-08:00

heyyy i ngah watch im not single .
first tyme u i tengok . people say its very sweet but then im watching it now slow kan? . niway nari hari raya haji . hari ini memang best . me n erah laugh our butt off the whole day kayyy dah nak focus on the cerita akan sambung l8r.

syggsygg semua happy hari raya haji .
fatin farah, amirah n mirahhhh love u much

2009-11-24T09:09:00.000-08:00

HELLO people. Dewi here, helping Nuraini Bte Osman to update since she have such lazy hands to type . "No time" you know. Haha, okay. Idk what the hell to update about. But well , I am trying my best to bersihkan this blog you know. So the berabuk. Lagi sikit MATI deh . you know you know. HMMM, okay .I advertise my blog for tagging kay. So if you view please have manners to tag okok ? LOL . Hmm, this girl, Nuraini, went out today. So called belajar at E!Hub you know. haha, nevermind. Hmm, she says that talking to fill in this blank yourself la seyh can be fun you know. Okay, im bored. Oh wait, I'm not . -.- k, lupekan ok .
BYE .
Takecare.

WL,
DEWI.

P/S: AINIKECEQ GILER NAK MAMPS was never here. LOL. jk .

2009-11-12T05:23:00.000-08:00

hey nari alik awal to pack my bag for camp but end up i on com hhehe
then i went own ea kfc haha bought my favo maggi ,
then went home with my mum, at school was a bust!
maff & amirah had a hell of a tyme, we are crazy over 7-11 cookies hehe.
nowadays tooot always on9 i like u .
wanna chat then open the thing then i closed back i scared lah .
yeah just now otw home i sat that the end of the bas
hs was sittin beside me ( everybdy scream!)
i took his pic giler kan/?
wanna see ask me personaly,
hehe .
just now we did our hobby, camwhore! wooots.
wanna noe something funny?
q was on9 so i unoe y i got angry n sad at the same tyme
so, i change my pm to something mushy,
haha yeah, childish much, even add ''i love you bby''
=) then i think again what if q this wrongly of me so i change lah my pm .
single ladies day out? wat was i thinking hehe.
-----macey on9 lahh. haha .

tomorrow u wont see me miss me kay ,
syg msg , call me at night kayy .
mesti aini bored yer .
yeah now alr past 10 i guess wat i havent even pack cool or wat?
go to :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QxUr2ggLlhI
yeah went youtube-ing scary sey i do research on satani
finally ehk . just remember wat fiyas said n decided to check it out yo'
saw some symbol that enlighten me a lot .
niway gtg byebye

love,
nuraini

2009-11-10T09:11:00.001-08:00

♥ sri Dewi nur puteri azan terima kasih sayang u banyak2
thx kerana membantu aini ngan blog yg suggung tak popular ini

2009-11-10T05:52:00.000-08:00

maff & amirah really had a heaven of a tyme !
took pic share joke, fun tyme,
niway something someone sae rather disturb me .
sedih lah niway 17 nov on kayy
no sakit perut or meting bf , anything that make it tak jadi,
niway'
who is free on 17 nov?
my n frens are all excited for '' you know what ''
niway one kekek thing my mum ever said to me was when we watch teevee
n we saw this mum giving birth AND she act so over with the screaming all that
then my mum said that a nurse once said to her that
" time uat anak tak sakit time beranak aru nak pekik"
funny? haha . tk senonoh ader lah
niwayy kan? hehe .
kakak came weeee
i wish we change phony soon kay .
niway my syg help so my blog now here a big thanks u to dewi! love u bby
now my current phone is being wrap by me.
wanna see? hehe ask me lahh
niway , hais,
i scared 17 ader prob .
harap my mum tak uat hal ahhh.
irritating tau . and harap my dad tak perangai to me .
n my sis tak extra. btw getting cam fromm bro on sun . wooots beware babes

mum betul2 bias giler sey. semua si kakak nk dapat part aini mesti alasan banyak ade
amirah alasan my mum agi dahsyat .
irritating abey kakak tu pulak perangai sey tadi , mcm tooot .
nasib baik kakak. grrrrrrrrrr!!!!!
geram yerr!!
niway will be busy whole weeek sorry khaz really am
friday-sun , camp
sun, go take camera at grands
mon, maybe meeting my maff & amira
tuesdae, 17 nov class bbq n special day lah sey.
wed, nasirahsyg birthday 18 nov .

jum,aini,farah,fatiin & amirah ! ♥ you darlings

2009-11-08T06:48:00.000-08:00

hello one more week of school n weeee
next week i have a date .
rinduu dier sangat2
hmmmm fatin!!! so not jealous of ur toooot*!
diamm ah!
nak show off ishh maklum lah tooot* mahal hehe.
i want my phone back hais,
im still sick=(
dat on friday i saw tooot* mcm nak nagis,
ade lah inside story

i kindda hate the situation now. whywhywhywhy???
nuraini bte osman sedih!! sedihsedihsedih
hais,
tak adil si dier tu nak aper2 jer dapat .
kalau aini, nak tak boleh.
ish!!!! bias. dah lah cukup ckp psl dier
saw hs dlm bas tadi dier duduk sebelah aini =)
jealous tak?
n nurul cepat2 dapat phone alik boring lah tak dapat msg kau .
k lah gtg kalau tak besok mesti tak nk gi sekolah .
holiday cepat2 dtg .
yeah getting super bored ,
took stupid pics of myself,
when i say stupid i mean it ,
someone laugh her ass off looking at my tupid face.
i look like an idiot trust me hahah.
niway suami i yer birthday semlm ,
happy birthday u ,
semoja u panjang umur kayy,
he look super hot ,
shhhh ni kalau dier nampak uat paisey jer haha
ehkk fatin ,
perasan sesaat aini ,

Fatinn

2009-11-08T05:50:00.000-08:00

i've updated your playlist
its the same song as me ..
like you wanted heheh.
your welcome eh.
hannah montana lah seyh..
member ahh.

this song is our takder lagu lagi lain nak nyanyi song.

ps,your soo jealous kan kan?you know i know.

2009-11-01T07:25:00.000-08:00

heyy,
there something tih me n primary 6 that pis me off .
haiz,
been eating the wrong medicine i guess.
everything made me mad .
halloween was mess up .
hais, 2 person really boil my blood .
dun have the mood to blog ...
toodle..

babylove

2009-10-26T08:46:00.000-07:00

ishhh
www was fun got one tating guard p6 my ass
more info at jum blog , niway nari tating basket .
one by one ask me if i went swimming isshhhh geram yer.
hais, aini so gelap !!
jum talk me into cutting my fringe kayyy i noe its so cacat gilers babs
my dad kan showtime tating tau,
wanna learn dance , or silat he say cooking better
i think im crazy surrender my life to my parent? like no life sey ...
the engagement party ( inside story ). i wanna tink again lah.
been moody this few days , entah lah lots is in my mind .
n another extra load is pushing in .
sometime its irritating went you hear someone voice?
n its annoying went the person who u rely on like ignore u .
someone who u least expect help u the most .
entah that's what u life?
isn it?
kay im making it sound so emo-ish like farah blog (shhhshhh dun tell her)
niway , me n khaz gg out soon woooots love u syg!
miss our lil picnic treats
farah n jum hutang aini movie
fatin hutang a bike trip?
my dad owe me that dance lesson
n yeah aini takut tak kene promoted
hais, aini kan bodoh . asyik2 fail hais,
hopeless muchhh so far i achieve nothing but disappointment

im dead serious bout my hip hop class hope my dad
(mls nak lyn cooking?).......... just hope

2009-10-22T10:19:00.001-07:00

aini sedih =,(

2009-10-22T08:40:00.000-07:00

20 more minute
lets count down!
come on i can do it! wooots ! go me go farah
watching tv (american top model) , pet society , facebook .
BORED!
farah mia -ing
kay i wanna msg edmund gd nite i noe random
been ages since i wish hym =)
hope he havent sleep yet .
edmund tall! good nite ,
no more stress for u hehe
let celebrate!

2009-10-22T07:04:00.000-07:00

hey wooots?
had a great tyme .
met aka he owe me n dewi the shake butt
& a song hehe.
today n yesterday talk like nobody business haha
maff n amirah talk non stop about one topic yes BOYS!
haha tak habis .
aini biasa ahh haha first me n farah n jum talk bout hand thing
then continue dahlya hehe
kekeq sey .
me: dahlya mcm maner kalau kat movie nk ....
dahlya : suruh dier gi jauh2

she gav me all the funny answer!
i keep giving stupid question
besok can waitt having double date woots
wat should i wear for my date?
meet at 7? wth? semagat per
and this is for amirah rosly yess you
memang patut pun terasa

you owe me a *shake butt*
with the song ! weee

yeahyeah aka n nuramirah rosly owe me a dance

2009-10-21T01:47:00.000-07:00

at home shaking my but haha.
dun noe my result yet scaredlah
i dun like malay paper at all.
haiz,
sucksucksuck niway besok must go back school grrr.
amira pun tak gi hehe .
weeweeeweeeee. kay sakit seyy =(
tok yer air masih lum habis haiz,
dah tengok imagine that best !
hehe... okay nak gi library
gtg bye syg,

2009-10-18T09:48:00.000-07:00

exam over =)
its weekend was fun .
they went visiting at malaysia w/o me?
grr slept at sis house she was sick s wanted to take care of her
then she went out with her fren grr.
talktalktalk to fatin haha .
was so gerek la.
next tyme i should try to talk less or dun talk okay .
not everyone like me to talk hinthint .
ggggrr wateveer. aka mia then just now on9
he very kekeq had a fun time ''chating'' wit hym??
???
aini sedih ahh nari , betulbetul sedih.
aini tak tau aper nak uat .
semua terjadi pader masa yg same .
aini bencibenci keadaan mcm ni .
:'(
sedih ahhh!

2009-10-18T09:33:00.000-07:00

malade de cri
fatigué d'être fait mal
puis-je arrêter ?
puis-je y mettre fin ?
personne ne se soucie en tout cas.
je fatigué de crier quotidien.
il a fait mal. tout .i détestent ma vie peut je perdre ma mémoire
il semble être ma seule médecine qui peut guérir la douleur im le sentiment maintenant
sont je que faible ? im s'est effrayé
quelqu'un me protège peut ? je ne veux pas continuer à crier quotidien.
le réveil le jour suivant le sourire et que la fin du jour se décompose de nouveau
laissez voir,
ma vie ? famille ? seulement le soin d'eux ne veut jamais demander. comment vous étudiez le départ ?
faites-vous manger encore ? u ont-ils le problème s'occupant de votre universitaire ? mais non. personne ne demande seulement de s'attendre à ce que je fasse bien dans tout. comme qu'est-ce que ? alors amis ? entah j'aime un poste d'agneau autrefois. je sais vraiment que faire ? qui être avec ? le droit de whats et whats mal plus ?
je veux à ...........
n'en faites pas je serai toujours que la petite fille timide.
qu'un fait qui ne changera pas ?

2009-10-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

Justin Bieber is so cute!

Aye, aye, aye, aye, aye, aye, aye, aye.
Me, plus you. Im'a tell you one time
Me, plus you. Im'a tell you one time
Me, plus you. Im'a tell you one time, one time, one time.
When I met you girl my heart went knock, knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop
and even thought it's a struggle love is all we got
so we gonna keep keep climbin till the mountain top
your world is my world And my fight is your fight
my breath is your breath And your heart (and now I've got my)

[Chorus]
One love, My one heart, My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
Im'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
and I'll be your one guy You'll be my number one girl
Always making time for you
Im'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
Im'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep, You no that it humbles me
You by my side and troubles them dont trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatevery you want shawty I'll give it to you
your world is my world And my fight is your fight
my breath is your breath, And your heart (and now I've got my)

[Chorus]
One love, My one heart, My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
Im'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
and Im'a your one, guy
You'll be my number 1 girl always makin time for you
Im'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
Im'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
Shes got everything I need and Im'a tell her one time
Give you everything you need, down to my last dime
She makes me happy, I know where I'll be
Right by your side cause she is the one

[Chorus]
And girl you're My one love
My one heart my one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
Im'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
and I'll be your one, guy
You'll be my number 1 girl always makin' time for you
Im'a tell you one time (one time)
Im'a tell you one time (one time)

Aye, aye, aye, aye, aye, aye, aye, aye.
Me, plus you. Im'a tell you one time
Me, plus you. Im'a tell you one time
Me, plus you. Im'a tell you one time, one time, one time.

2009-10-11T01:42:00.000-07:00

heyy
love tis week end
met 2 new fren bey bebual mcm dah kenal lamer gitu haha
best lahh . fiq n aka ..
haha
namer pernuh is akashah n shafiq.
cool eh nama akashah.
best lah met new fren.
we bersembang mcm dah lama kenal gitu haha
ermmm mendaki fiyyas belanja mac eat mac spicy.
exam?
haven been studying.
was busy with myself haha
opppz
dun wanna repeat . hope miracle come n save me .
hmmm
been eating lot. strss lah .
destress method lah . kfc mc...
kfc like everyday like wtf...
dahhh gemuk =(!!
dah boncet!
='(

2009-09-27T00:46:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !!!

had the most awesome weekend end ever
friday met amalina bby .
she forget me but its okay . hey i will always remember her.
best baget sey , me nurul syahirah and atq had a tyme of our life.
syahirah masha'allah tak leh angkat betul. haha .
kekeq ahhh kite . uat kecoh se dunia yeah someone msg happyhappy aini! anyway,
then sleep over sis house.
friday ishh kak ahh alik lambat so call peep to teman me .
then in the end haiz,
so pathetic betul thanks you so much fatin nur amira i love you so much.
thanks farah nurdyanah too . sygsygsyg you !
i went sis house mamam pizza. she such a dear keep saying need anything.
then the next day go to school skip medaki ,
poa is stressing me . haiz then me hui wen n nandeep go slack
first tyme go lepak wit them .
it was kindda cool. rode bicycle till tm n turn back best dok.
then me as usual take the couple bike haha .
they take turn to ride me hehe .
then went to a romantic spot the 3 of us rest then play true or dare .
was so fun . we all did all our dare . i cant believe i did it haha
then head home. boredboredbored.
dun feel like gg home .
kay tomorrow class gg jln raya
khairul, abdullah tak leh ikut errm hu else??
spoil betul lah .
n after tis must study if i go ite i dun want to study lah .
so. must buck up dun wana retain .
i still dunnoe wat i waana be .
errrm.
yeah saw someone blog errm a guy . ever post have i love tis gerl .
lol he must have love tis gerl . entah lah . i mean cant imagine that a guy would actually post it . i mean.. wow... kayy ...
=(...

je manque ma maison. personne ne comprennent pourquoi la chose de nécessité soit comme ceci ? 1 an après. 1er octobre 2009. puis ? faites considérer n'importe qui mon sentiment ? mon étude ? l'ok irritant vont à l'extrémité à l'extrémité.
chose foutue de la haine i ! lah de baise

. tink im lost again duno wher i heading but i guess i finding my way back home .
ps: can someone help me?

2009-09-19T05:56:00.000-07:00

ps: i will miss u more than ur aeroplane .

bonjour ,mon nom est aini
je vous manque que je pense que j'ai la chute pour vous
2 ans est une longue année où je waitting vous.
je t'aime
j'espère que vous partagez le même sentiment.

él didnt vino el viernes. yo lo esperaba. si su no llegada en esta llegada el martes significa que no lo veré durante 2 año. muchacho, perderé querido fren u

okayy i will not be giving fren the letter as fren la.
dotdotdot.
niway, tomorrow raya i wanna wish selamat hari raya to all the people i love .
maff, bby, amira, nurul, nasirah and all the malay boy tu
no to forget khazzy bby and many more hehe
i just sent msg to the muslim celebrating raya tomorrow.
mesti excited kan?
yeah i even msg this fren which i dun think he would even talk to me
let alone reply me .
but its okay yg tentu aini had seek for his forgiveness,
diriku cuma mengharap dirinya itu maafkan aini ini insan yg tidak sempurna.
and yeah thanks to all the teacher who gave me hw n test on tuesday n wed.
coz like duh i wont do n study . i will obviously fail.
thank you so much.
this year will be wearing black same like last year
i bought the typical baju raya the that one2 lah .
babe i also buy the scarf with hat . kawaii you ( erah language)
if my bro wear the baju kurung with the jason mraz hat i wear the scarf
we are so sibling! yeah someone call actually i was scared but i pretend to be cool
like wat the hell cool. haiz, pleasee oh pretty please i begg you dun contact me no more you really scared me i really had phobia of you let be stranger .
thank you i owe you one .

will airul msg me back? will he forgive me? oh pretty please make it happen .
and i wonder wat happen to reza n is ? i msg no reply . hmmmm, bought a slig bag yesterday . okay let finish with .
enjoy ur raya love,
and forgive me for all my wrong doing .

siempre amará usted y el bebé por favor perdóneme le esperará hasta que me pidan ser su ¡adiós!

love, aini

2009-09-17T05:37:00.000-07:00

feeling rather down,
nvm .
must happyhappy . people ask why sadsad but they nvr really ask .
so i guess im alrite?
entah la,
keep saying '' wat i care ''
actually those are just word
have no idea how i care bout everything
sometime i tink im paranoid nvm,
hais, niways

Action speak louder than words
words are just word by the end of the day

silence cry
sincere smile
broken heart
impossible wish
simple hope

and wat do they mean?
.. thats something you will nvr understand .
only a girl like me noe ,
fren didnt came today i really hope fren will come tomorrow
or aini akan rindu fren .
i really hate me .
haiz i have a big babat which is untouchable .
dduhh.
why am i such a shorty?
most of all why am i so stupid?
a simple trasaction , formula, date i cant get in my brain.
why am i so slow?
end of year coming i dun want to fail .
but i just shu min just set my future .
its the end . (ite)
im hopeless anyway .
everyone gave up on me ( kay not really)

untuk mu yg ku benci; sesiapa yg patut terasa
i hate you to the core!

ps: i will miss u more than ur aeroplane .

bonjour ,mon nom est aini
je vous manque que je pense que j'ai la chute pour vous
2 ans est une longue année où je waitting vous.
je t'aime
j'espère que vous partagez le même sentiment.

2009-09-16T05:59:00.000-07:00

hello,
i had the most hateful moment of my life.
haiz,
am i that invisible?
maybe .
yeah i lead .
they hardly learn anything from me .
memang patut pun jadi assistant .
i dunoe la .
kayz, entah been rather disturb
lots of thing happen .
the sad part is n one even ask bout my well-being
but its okay .
felt down , alone only nurul help
thx ... did msg but few h later .
entah lah .
yeah i dun wanna go home.
n my fren will be away .
i like act over when i dun even think he care/notice that i care
should i give or not?

yeah sesiapa yg patut teraser ,teraser lah banyak2; dun ask who
i hate you!

2009-08-19T23:52:00.000-07:00

cool per? one whole month didnt update lawls
thing are very sucky here .
puasa on sat gd luck .
yeah for today thanks a lot mr shafee really appreciate it!
wahh totally love tis week cn it get any better?

miss my kitten ,

2009-07-25T05:30:00.000-07:00

heyy, as faras i can see my blog is dead.
so far foughtwith my bestf over ....
im so sorry she got involve .
been avoiding ... as far as i can tell that dude is wacko!
yeah .find out something really f gross . trust me.
pity ...
but cant tell .... my sorrow ltr she in trouble life wil be so hard for me .
its so scary to found out something over night really.
got trouble with one cher too MILLION thx to ...
i cant see how is it that im involve? hu betray my name?
u noe its irritating when everything all happen to me?
i noe i can trust my fren but sometime u just cant tell them everything.
haiz, at least i have the most lovely sis .
2 of them! one pracically pay my phone bill . such a dear she is .
and both of the would sometime treat me when its their pay day .
=) okay exam coming guess what no matter how hard i tried to study i just cant focus what a time ! i dropping in poa . i dun noe ANYTHING about physic . thx mr yap!
just cant keep myself awake in math . kay for every subject i wil be lying on my table sleeping away . i bearly do my hw.
kay ,
i hope ..... will leave me alone forever n stop the sp behaviour .
(only maff noe what it is )

yeah fatin bdae coming wat should i get her??

2009-06-29T06:55:00.001-07:00

yo, farahshawt is here.
peace(Y)
NURAINI BTE OSMAN, you hate me?
wtf!?
takkan lah psl bag pun u wana hate me?-.-
lame uh girl.
chey, kidding.
say one more time you hate me and ur gonna get it.
anw, im ACTUALLY SUPPOSED to sleep at 9.30 pm.
BUT GOT THIS GIRL UH, ASK ME DO HER A FAVOUR.
print for her lit.
abeh tak tahu berterima kasih-.-
i hate you for taking my sleeping time):
grrr..
anw, first day of school was great eh aini?
rambut punyer lah lawa.
tak leyh angss.
eh nak tahu cerita?
tadikan, i cross the traffic light kan, abeh almost kena langgar.
bodoh peh musibot peh driver.
kiwak, buta per?
kay, aku tahu info tak perlu.
but i just wana share with you guys(:
kay, im done with printing lit.
thank me ah girl.
byeee!
love you ainikeceq~

2009-06-29T05:49:00.000-07:00

first day of school was okay was so excited. idk y. i miss the all damp lots . miss the owner of my favo teddy . tapi heyy its in the past . but still hhehe . kay class was okay found out that y class gg to stink for the rest of the year . change of cher . kour n limoimoi. wat the toot . nvm . so far okay la. hw still undone . goshh MAUT. yeah lepak with fateha jab .. okay la spent most oft the tyme sing . i was so into the song my y hand action all u noe that one then fateha go take video so the memalukan . haiz, i havent take from her phone haha .went home early surprise the other . kak bought burger for me sweet ain she ? hehe.
today was okay hope it goes well for the rest of the year prey hard. i think i will drop poa . my result n understanding in that sub suck like shit. haiz, buut its too late to transfer all his fault . i remember . nvm.yeah saw amalina was like ohmygoshh ilove her so much! i was practically scream n hug her like one big lest! goshh so embarassing . yeahhh hey i'm in school was half so excited hiperr happy n haf down mood . haiz, u noe alot of peeps change . shaf i saw just noe as always jambu . her hair semakin panjang lawa seyy . trust me when i saw people change dey reallu do . now wanna be good girl like i'm always is . yeah maff made my day dey rock my ass siol , n they so the kecoh with my hair . only farah n jum need to go to class to how to put clip at other poeple hair . they do punyer la tak sakit . haha but thanks u gerl for styling up my hair .
and i am not jealous farah got a new bag like wat the its NOT FAIR!

ainikeceq€

2009-06-28T09:01:00.000-07:00

heyy mcm nak rak i did y lit project .
goshh today is sunday and i have not completed any of my work like wat the heck? i am so dead. yeah like duh DEAD! okay . i must say i am so ttupid i forgot all my work n i do not noe how to do haiz, yeah pariz had been very kind to me idk y . been pretty bored lately . my holi was fine . really enjoy it much . pariz paling kekek only today he go shopping kecian . anyway . i gtg need to finish upp my other hw . goshhh i need a miracle toodle peeps
i dunnnoe where i am anymore

-i so love you-

visit http://ihavenoballs.blogspot.com/ kekek giler!

2009-06-24T01:11:00.000-07:00

heyy,
beeen ages since i post,
sighh,
i dunnoee la.
june make lots of plan but all cock up.
then in the end peeps make their own plan .
iits okayy. ell the truth i make my own plan to cover up that i'm sad that .....
nvm la.
then fateha mia she like mad at me some how nvm la.
sighh everting in mess.
bodoh
i dunn wanna go school ..
ting been suckin a lot
i really meant it . u spin my head* right round right round

beide thossee totz.
thing are okay thanks elly for those cardigan
and thnk mummyyy, erah for thossee cloth
my sis n um are such a dear i burn their pocket .
sorrieee n thanks
thnks cik ana, bibik for the invite to kl =)
really enjoy myself .
bought cap n shadieee .
n my boyf mickeyy!(a cute balloon)
cutee seey mickeyku .
ps; i wan my minniee wallet .

i miss a lot didnt i?

love aini!

2009-06-13T01:08:00.000-07:00

heeeelooooooooooooo!
im here to blogg and make your blog alive ah babe.
sorry if my picture supeeeer big.
its for you to look at it whenever you miss me very muchh lah.
since you be going tomorow i want to be the first to say goodbye.
miss me tau when you go.
jaga diri baik baik kalau enjoy ke
terjumpa ngan mat mat handsome share lah ngan maff.
jangan segan segan jangan malu malu.
chey macam pham seyh pompan ni.
k lah nanti if i start to nag i can never stop so ill stop here arh .

so do you recall this picture huh?huh?
i bet you would this is a picture that is taken when we wanted to go for the cross country right?
tengok farah dengan semangat ambil gambar.for me muka tak perlu.you okay maintain tetap cute lah si keceq ni.lols.kay AFF forever.... so its like 3 years we are togeta2 so hope we last long despite havng fights along the way it still made us stayed strong and get back togeta.now not to forget maff 6 months all the way still going strong??not sure but whatver it is we will still remain as it is if nothing goes wrong.harap harap kamu semuer sihat selalu juga.amin.
fatin syg aini bangeeeeeet nanti jumpa jgn lupa hug ah babe!chiaoszxs jambuus sorry if the post damn long.
im nice i help you,3/4 and myself update eyh you dont mind i put 3/4 song on your blog right if you mind you delete ah cos i lazy do playlist cos that playlist i dooo wan.
love fatingilerr,

2009-06-10T05:35:00.000-07:00

watch hanna montana highly recommended by me=)

2009-06-10T04:57:00.000-07:00

Lets Go
Hey, hey, hey
Red One
Hey Hey
Shawty got that super thing
Hotter than the sun of south in spain
Got me soon as I walked through the door
My pocket started tickle-ing
The way she dropped it low that thang
Got me wanna spend my money on her, her

She get it pop it lock it drop it,
That birthday cake,
Got a candle, need to blow that crazy flame away
Now take my red, black card and my jewellery
Shawty is cool like the fire,
Cool like fire

Somebody call 911
Shawty fire burning on the dance floor
Whoa
I gotta cool her down
She won't bring the roof to ground on the dance floor
Whoa
Shes fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawtys fire burning on the dance floor
Shes fire burning fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawtys fire burning on the dance floor
Fire burning fire burning

That body is a masterpiece
The order is one in every hundred years
But aint no doubt im taking it home

Little mama game is about to change
Shell be on covers over the world

She get it pop it lock it drop it that birthday cake
Got a candle need to blow that crazy flame away
Take my red, black card and my jewellery
Shawty is cool like the fire
Cool like fire

Somebody call 911
Shawty fire burning on the dance floor
Whoa
I gotta cool her down
She won't bring the roof to ground on the dance floor
Whoa
Shes fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawtys fire burning on the dance floor
Shes fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawtys fire burning on the dance floor

She got that fire in her dance thatll make them fellas run around
Hey
No exit from the dance floor so them boys want more
Hey
She got that fire in her dance thatll make them fellas run around
get outta my way , everybody, sing it now
No exit from the dance floor so them boys want more

She get it pop it lock it drop it that birthday cake
Got a candle need to blow that crazy flame away
Take my red , black card and my jewellery
Shawty is cool like the fire
Cool like fire

Somebody call 911
Shawty fire burning on the dance floor
Whoa
I gotta cool her down
She won't bring the roof to ground on the dance floor
Whoa
Shes fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawtys fire burning on the dance floor
Shes fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawtys fire burning on the dance floor

Somebody call 911

2009-06-10T02:59:00.000-07:00

hey
tis june holidays being busybusybusy
the spec course was ookkay.
just knowing peepps true colour.
dun worry i remember ..
yea had fun thanks mel for letting me sleep beside u that night was really scared.
u noe the fucking door suddenly open.
thanks eh nabilah for not letting me sleep with u.
haiz,
okay la.
so far i love the shooting2 part.
will miss lots of people.
i will miss nabila that cute campany ic hehe.
ridzuwan mohd raihan amir(rahman twin haha) haikal. FIFI! sir. my flower haha.that guy ishh i forgot his name.lots lah.
will miss u.
yeahh not to forget nicole n atikah okay the rest cant remember haiz,
i learnt how to make flower.
hehe.
alik jer.
my belove bro ajak mamam kfc aper agi go.
tis june pack giler.
gg out with cuz. then got counless number of kenduri.n gg to kl.
but sis not gg.
sigh so lonely n such an extra there seyy...
anyway my twin sakit like me.
semlm mlm cant sleep,
was awake the whole night keep roling haiz,
kater twin.
farah nurdyanah bin md kamsin.
get well soon tau.
dengar2 dier popular.
semua orang wish dier get well hehe.+)dats good to hear.
anyway imysvm!u miss our anni n date.
9 june remember our movie picnic??
all dah burn la.
hehe.
n yeah dewi like o bully me!
i wanna write bigbigg DEWI BULLY ME!
she say i babby.
no manner ahh.
hey i'm so much older then her.
she ahh

tis june holiday is a very resting for me.
no need to rushh so much.
but i havent even lay a finger on my hw.
sighhh.. i feel like that gerl at the beach so calmingg.

i'm sooriee kay.
ainikeceq.

2009-06-01T05:59:00.000-07:00

a little attention is all i seek for
to whom i always seek
He who simple just walk pass me
not even a stare he gave
i temp to start a talk
but my shyness get in the way
in the end i decide
i'm not good enough
a secret hiding place is where i will be
from a far i will see
watch him from my hiding place
i cant afford to pay the price
of letting my feeling known
rejecting is my biggest fear
for now i will be at my hiding place
i will be here waiting

so how? my lit?
okay tak?
ade potential?
hehe

smile peeps.
coz.
fire burning at the dancee floor
haha

2009-06-01T05:43:00.000-07:00

heyy
its seem tat y blog is dead
sorrie lot happen
firstly i wanna say i am a duper ttupiid gerrl.
simple thing also fail=(y cant i be like my besties?
they get 1,2 ,19 in class.
me?
haiz,i'm hopeless fail 2 sub sighhh
i wanna cryy i wanna die.
sighh y cant i just be like them?
why????
life is so diff ...
n yeah love tis weekend.
went to www had ton of fun then sundaee when to malaysia for someone weding.
malaysia yupp.
n they speak malay,my malay so the terrible sighh.
niwayy noe a few of my cuz.
dila tis gerl remember me.
felt bad i dun remember her. haiz,
yeah been so busy during june.
got the history remedial, spec course , n any more
sorrie to the part A if i scold u all to over the limit.
i noe la i only Asistance pc.
haiz,
tomorrow spec course i scared la.wish me luck,
i scareddd X(

haiz,
sorrie but i just dun likee u.
pleaseeee.
pleaseee
let me off.
i'm tired very tired.
.....

yeahh i'm very tired
treat u ike fren then?
u gave me attitute.
sometime i really wanna tell u off but i didnt coz it will hurt u.pleasee
pleasee change.
y must alway followw ur beat when u dun like it u lik pushh me asidee.
when i follow ur beat u then will mak remark.
haiz,
yeah i dun feel a sense of belonging anymore.
i noe i am a type of person wit lots of prob.
heyy i wishh to be like u too.
at least u dun have to encounter wat i do.
its so diff.
i'm just tired kay.
there lots to do.
lots of people to pleasee.
u noe it verry freaking diff to please them all.
wateva i do it dun seem enough
sighh

''bloww them all away''

2009-05-16T23:13:00.000-07:00

sighh,
Hey nari sunday.
I argue with u noee.
Over the same matter.
Sighh bila nak game?
Its suck i stay home for 2 whole day like wat the fcukk boring noe.
Besok school?
nahh but need go the councellor innvest?? Thing la
How am i?
Okay lahh
The same
I am single babee & i'm proud of it
Hehe i noe random
I see peeps hu r couple fight2
Sighh
Niway fren been okay.
I smooth my relationship wit them already so okay already dah tak gaduh

Breath slow count from 1 to 10
With my eyes close

And everything gg to be fine
Hahaa
Yesterday watch one of tis show.
Its said
Close your eyes and they will disappear
Anyway sighh
Very bored lahh stay home
Butbutbut sighh.
nvr go mendaki coz wake up at 0830then see tyme so sleep back wakaka.
so long nvr sleep enough coz always sleep late then wake up early
sighh.
Kay practically i am writing crap haha.
I hope me n someone stop fighting yupp i think hymmm is right we non-stop fight.
Fight also the same topic
I'm sorry kay.
I want that dress
I want that shirt
I wanna that dress
That short
That pant
Thatthatthat
I wantwantwantwant!!!
Get me that please.
Sighh i say i want then my belove cuz say save myself
if u havent noe me yet i cant save i always ask fatin to save for me haha
Coz i 24/7 keep munching tib bit or eat
That y i am fats!
Goshh i need lose weight.
fobia lahh go jogg k actually paisey lahh.
Muka tuu mcm drop lahh.
Nvm i waana go gym=)
Hmmm i wanna go swimming nak ikut??
I waanna lose weight.
I wanna grow.
i want my milkky.
Speaking og milkyy remind me that
I lose my mr milky ='(
I dunnoe where i put sedih ahh.
Sighh i want to go out!
I noe i banyak wishh
Not like i get wat i want.
Anyway nurul is gg east coast have fun
Mardiana following hav fun u two wit ur frenss.
N
Anyone can tell me the meaning of khilaf??
I like the song haha but sadly i dunnoe the meaning.
Practically almost all the song i'm hearing is about love patch break falling in love.
Sighh like purposely wanna make me jealous.
Padahal sikit pun tidak.
My mum bought for me the tougue cleaner sweet that one.
Very nice recomended by me.
N yeah that remind me i noe wat to give farah memory pleasant memory when she with us ^^
Good idea??
Okay lahh i gtg byebyee

I need a miracle

ainikeceq€

2009-05-16T12:30:00.000-07:00

heyy,
U noe last friday lots of things happen.
Many peep angry/merajuk with me sighh.
on thursday i fall while jogging to burn my fats
Then i fall.
Got blood siol.
And so fcuking pain trust me
Sighh then i buy the kindo beano white to cheer me up=) then i complain to everyone haha.
Then like people all against me i call tis fren of mine.
go scoldd2 sighh dah sakit nvm.. Then gi comfort me^^

doll up with fatin kekek siol.
Like so jakun like that.
Sighh tot of gg to bugis abeh tak jadi my fault lahh bozor betul
After tat.
Hadd funnfunfun!
Yeah i made lots of peep angry at me.
i'm really sorry.
I like the whole day kept apologizing
I'm sorry kay.
-Farah
-nurul
-faiz
-is
Sighh got some more lahh.
Sighh
Sorry kay.
sorry faiz i cant go the firas thingg.
Niway happy birthday ti hym^^
Then today eat like lots of kindo white.
Ask mum to buy for me.
Then she bought me 2 packet sweer or wat??
Then my cuz gave me one stick hehe.
So the sedap u nOe
Then aft sis come home from work i ask he buy mc chicken thx sis,
Then my mum bought sweet for me the tougue cleaner sweet hehe thanks.
dun i have the sweetest lovely family??
Love them>3!
sunday?
Which is todayyy coz past 12 already
Hmm dunnoe if go as plan.
Niwayy sighh
Its 4 in the morning.
Sighh.
Gd nighht.
I sleepy lah.

Thx for being there when no one else did.
I just learn to realist that u all are important to me like peaces of my heart.
Dun ever leave me kay u all??
=)
Thanks for being there for me
Whenever i'm down
I will try my best to return the favo
And be there for all of you=)
Love you all sweetheart.
Muack*

ainikeceq€

2009-05-14T01:38:00.000-07:00

sigh poa paper maut siol.Sighh idk lah.Anyway didnt finish sigh. Cher is so gg to scream at me sigh sos??Niway buy food for sis then forgot to give the sweet n shirt slengg lah me.Just now went to school with nasirah tak sengaja lol!for some reason i was so happy haha. Then went separate way coz she take art=( i wantt! accidentaly met fadil rindu siol memory babes. Tomorrow physic comfirm fluck dead! Lah me. Satu benda haram aku tak phm n tomorrow got plan go bugis. Go jln2 with farah i inviting cuz coz she will be bored so y not hehe. Not sure if she can go and tried to upload pics but the loading geram so i cancel. Tis sun ade plan.
not sure can or not go.The presure like is in me. They dun understand they nvr will they only wanna hear wat they want not wat i wanna say its difficult. No one ever there. No one okay. No one there for me never. Fuck lah.
I just need a ear but....
All i ask for is a help hand.
All i want a ....
You dun wanna understand.
At least pretence to.

I just wanna be free like a butterfly.

ainikeceq€
& i'm proud of it.

2009-05-13T00:13:00.000-07:00

why must i follow wat they say?
I wanna hear to my own voice
Why is it so hard to do it my way?
Sighh.
Grrr i hav the ttupid-est brother ever!
Touch my thing without permission the go delete MY msg BODOH!!!
My prob ahh
U jealous ahhhh i havv frenn?
Ahhh ttupid!
I HATE MY LIFE!
Idiot ahh!

ainikeceq€

ainikeceq€

2009-05-12T23:18:00.000-07:00

ainikeceq€

Errm school been okay just a few hard feeling
Here and there.
Sighh
Anyway.
U noe i am using my PHONE.
To surf.
Cool or wat??
Haha.
Anyway,
Yesterday went to karaoke
Wit my brother lurp
Had fun dey all sing
They force me to sing.
But i dun wana wakaka.
Anyway today wed i hav no school jealous??
I hav my reason lah.

2009-05-10T03:04:00.000-07:00

heyy.
you noe my life is in a mess.
but gg okay soon
errm.
sighh.
i treat them as my sis,syg my everyting
but wat did i got back?
its so difficult u noe trying my best to get their
attention.
then i tried to ignore just be alone.
coz even if i join i will not contribute to the talk for wat.
then kene scold n leftt behind. for not joining.
sighh then wat u tink i should do?
haiz,
then sighh weird things been happening to me.
i guess my cuz know bit of the other side of me.
she think my massages are like a story book.
she said its interesting.
more like sad to me.
cz i am the one going thought the pain.
haiz,
then u noe all tis nonsense about guy sighh
sighh hanyerr dewi jer lahh yg tau.
practically coz whnever i wanna tell them(bestf) everything
they will be to busy with each other and forget about me.
sadd.
now sighh this frenn,
this fren lie to me before.
till my feeling went numb for dayss.
i cry coz of this fren lied but of course i act dumb and happy.
but then i begin to trust back but i worry this fren will betray my trust.
maybe i should just give it a chance maybe
and yeah currently having the sweetest cuz ever.
she seem to be like me lost when i was her age wakaka
gd luck in finding ur wayy cuzbby.
sighh exam?
honestly i just make sure i write till i am satisfied.
so wat if it is around the bushh?
niweii.
it been really peaceful for the past few days.
to someone.
i am srry if i got ur ur feelingg sorry i swear i did meant to.
and yeahh finally realist .....
and for mother day got choc for mum n make nasi gorenng wit dewi kekek giler bab lor.
and friday went jog t 9:30 n went home at 11?
fun lah more info go tis cute cuz of my bogg.
n she said i am pretty.
gilerrr she so a thousand tyme prettier.
and aini sikit pun tak teraser yg aini cantik k.
sighh sweet love cuz really cheer me up despite the sorrow that i gone thought
and also to myy sweet love fren,sygg.
to be continue i wanna go sembawangg shopping centree.
byee peeps*
chillax
random
**ps: bring ur thermometer and the blue form for monday no school coz i am collecting. niweii enjy ur holi dear fren but remember to study too!
vice-chairmann here.
and yeahh please if anyone got a invention that could shut my ......'s mouth tell me.
she so the noisy u noe!
byebyee.

2009-05-05T04:59:00.000-07:00

heyy,
exam was fine k la.
doable but not sure if it is passablee la.
and noe wat?
people are really very irritating nowadays
hey i am a grwn up woman.
yess hell yeah i can take care of myself.
ciz,
sighh/
yeahh afai,ajai,syaee is duperr nicee=)
school is okay.
just that been super tired n sleep n class.
behind is nice with dahlya company.
haha also eat at the back..
thats y i put on weight n not that hungryy anymoree haha
and yeah thing is really been annoying
i want to go home str from now on..
or study with maff.
either tat or home sweet home.
........
just now in mt class was really fun.
played true or dare with them haha.kkekek siol.
farhan ishh he very.... nvm.
ahaha. dare serious tak senonohh.
n yeah i noe i am very random.
i want to eat kindo beneo(SP?)
haha.
the white.
'tak habis2' kan dahlya haha??
and yeahh aini setia pade haha..
for me to noe..
sighh random ahh nowadays.
..
love kill yet pure.
love kill.
yet sweet,=)
its all depend on the person ur loving.

peace ya, all.

2009-05-01T06:11:00.000-07:00

heyy ,
you wanna noe wat?
i tink i am fat.
am i?
hmm.
sighh
some people say i amm.
ciz even if i am does it hurt to lie??
..
sighh.
school holi.
on fri make puding with maffsyg.
and went loyang point
saw that guy.
he seriously need help kan maff?
boleh muntahh.
wat with people tis days?
stress kan orang jerr
irritating tau.
k wateva.
the puding was very nice see lah hu make haha.
then we talktalk see tv.
pcd is so hot n britneyy spear is verry nice actually.
okay sat got mendaki.
lazy lah go.
sighh.
ttupid la.
then i wanna go home.
always go home late. sigh i wanna be home early la.
then sun,
bro ade bola.
so plan to watch.
study first.
they been really such a dear each of them thanks=).
is, reza, faiz thx.
i dunnoe y suddenly i can see hu really care 4 me=)..
obviously maff lahh haha.
i just love ya peeps lahh.
i dun hav bestf just close fren
everyone is my closef.
maff is my syg.

2009-05-01T05:27:00.000-07:00

heyy
life been ups abd down babyy,
heyy thats life
now i juust realist i fcking long tyme nvr update.
entah.
sighh.
hows my life you wana ask?
complicated muchh.
sometime i got fed up i off my phone.
ringgring noisy noe.
and heard some untrue ting about me.
sighh wthh la
watev.
exam is on.
gg to be relax.
study .
sometyme i do need tyme of my own
and yeah took test at mendaki.
seriously i tink i am gg to fluck.
so difficult sighh hanya tuhan jer lah yg tau.
heyy my emo sad and those tyme are over babe and dude
let me repeat OVEROVER!
yo babyy i am still youngg.
over ttupid useless tings.
i wanna b depress?
it ain' worth it.
heyy,
me.
aini yeahh that my name.
goig to chill and go with the flow.
for now my syg is all i care about.
maff. tis post is for u bby,
dey always been there when no one did.
dey care when no one else did.
they were there even when i make mistake.
hey you noe wat?
they even punish me for my wrong did.
over all their kind deed.
they are vry nice lovely peeps
sighh..
sometyme.
i shout but they nvr listen.
but its okay.
i learn how to control my emotion=)
anywayy.
they are my concern now.
andd why al song hav or got somting to do wit love??
sighh.
sengaja ehh sighh it okay dun need boyf coz i got my syg=); maff.
we can nvr breakup ehh?
hehe. layan kan jer hehe.
okay la.
aini nak gi dulu bybyee.

2009-04-11T22:54:00.000-07:00

heyy.

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

..
so far so good my holi.
thursday.
sent .. sobsobb~~ going to miss ya.=( kay miss ya already.
anyway meet dahlya buy choc n stuff. i'm sure she had fine "inside joke"
then went is n raza. lek jab.

friday.
good friday baby.
went to tm. buy my syg!
at tm 1.
siol a lot of peeps. traffic jam lah inside the shopping mall!
then sleep at sis.

saturday.(TODAY!)
went to mendaki pakai tak senonoh betul sumpah.
wore jean n a shirt inside. then borrow farah shirt wear over.
serious felt so stupid!. thanks ehh for the comment. hehe. today b4 someone came they were okay n cher was reasonable.
its not fair . he so bias! dun like next week got the parent teacher thing so not gg to ask mak to go bluek*!
then we n farah went to tm1 u noe the new one saw my syg.
farah gave me lots of comment. said too big not nice. but who care coz it belong to me NOT her haha!
bought "baju" for my syg. k la cover.
then saw bags which we plan to buy next week or the week after.
but i noe is SOON!. put lots of song in my syg.
n yeah i change number. reza n is gi lepak. but i cant follow=( hey dun they need to do hw?? or study??
ceyy say people haha. then sleep again at sis house. let me put song in my syg by ... laptop

sunday.
heyy suppose to go home like pagi but i lazy so i am still here at sis house.
she is to wash clothes. but she tired so sleep.
aini pulak are to do hw. but at home.
later go home do lah.
n yeah got pos test FISH!! dundundundun like!.
n yeah miss... sighhh..entah la. at leats farah hehe. entah la.
see her happy i also happy. see my cuz ade bf. sighh. n msn so shitty irritating got the stupid virus thing keep poping out.
sighhh entah la who add me. lazy use already. stupid la.
me? sigh so lonely here. buy its okay got my syg phone to accompany. i noe how pathetic.
i scared la. sigh nvm. anyway tomorrow see maff.. syg their orang. wat a dragg to go to school.
okay la. better get my but off the chair n my hand to off the computer. n get dress time to go home anyway i miss my syg at home.farah getting her phone. then me n her is gg to camwore together hhaha. them farah fatin mira n me we hav a hp hhaha.
sweeeeeeeeee per timing haha, sigh no more resting time to get to work.
n yeah kak bought somethin for my syg at home sweet ke per=)
k got to go
get dress.
wake my sis up.
go home
byebye had fun during my holi=)

baby u noe that i miss you.

2009-04-11T22:18:00.000-07:00

Terdiam Dan Aku Terpaku
Pada Kehidupan Yg Harus Ditempuh
Kesemua Jalan Telah Ku Teraju
Tetapi Belum Ada Yg Ku Temu

Siang Dan Malam Aku Bertanya
Pada Diriku Yg Tidak Bermaya
Siapakah Yg Sudi Untuk Bersama
Menjalan kan Kehidupan Yg Merala

Mengapakah... Derita Harus Melanda
Dalam Hidupku, Mengapa Sengsara Harus Ku Alami
Haruskah Aku, Tempuhinya Dengan Rela Hati
Dengan Sabaran, Dan Kehidupan Yg Hitam
Tak Akan Ku Kenang

Walaupun Ini Semua Cabaran
Dengan Dugaan Dari Illahi
Tak Akan Ku Putus Asa Ku
Kan Tetap Ku Berdiri Selama Ini...
Kan Tetap Ku Berdiri Selama Ini..

2009-04-11T22:08:00.001-07:00

RedOne, Konvict
GaGa, oh-oh, eh

I've had a little bit too much, much
All of the people start to rush, start to rush by
How does he twist the dance? Can't find a drink, oh man
Where are my keys? I lost my phone, phone

What's going on on the floor?
I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Wish I could shut my playboy mouth, oh oh oh-oh
How'd I turn my shirt inside out? Inside outright
Control your poison babe, roses have thorns they say
And we're all getting hosed tonight, oh oh oh-oh

What's going on on the floor?
I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just

When I come through on the dance floor checkin' out that catalog
Can't believe my eyes, so many women without a flaw
And I ain't gon' give it up, steady tryin' to pick it up like a car
I'ma hit it, I'ma hit it and flex and do it until tomorr' yeah

Shawty I can see that you got so much energy
The way you're twirlin' up them hips 'round and 'round
And now there's no reason at all why you can't leave here with me
In the meantime stay and let me watch you break it down

And dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Woo! Let's go!

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

Go! Use your muscle, carve it out, work it, hustle
I got it, just stay close enough to get it
Don't slow! Drive it, clean it, lights out, bleed it
Spend the lasto
(I got it)
In your pocko
(I got it)

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

2009-04-10T14:12:00.000-07:00

do i deserve to be left here and hurt.?

heyyheyy its sat=)

speech daywas okay had fun with dalyha darling..
byebye tc faizstudy hard.
then GOOD friday was extra good!

nokia E63 , wantwant that phone
" preettty please"

love ya.
hehe
love ellyerika so muchmuch!!!
still cant believe its mineminemine.
ceyyceyy.

n yeah me aini is in pasir ris for the weekend i think.
hehe.
funfunfunnnn
cant wait.
heyy i'm just a gerl.a simple gerl wat do u expect? from me?
i'm so tired already... sighsighsigh.

2009-04-04T00:09:00.000-07:00

kay my blog so dead.
yeah wateva. thanks farah tat son is really v. nice =)

I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt

idk i feel so scared. faiz kindda loss is memory idk la.
sigh my studylike drop. sigh so fucking difficult.
hathatehate sec 3 life
my life is in suck a mess.
trust me. aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh. i'm sorry.
beside that had fun with the maff?
yupp i did.
sighh can i not go school?
yestrday atq...
she.. sedih la. hang out with her. went to loyang point someone went past.
at school.someone went to school dk y?? yyyyy??? ad is atq right???
ahhhh dk la. ahyahh feel so tired.atq i'm sorry about .... i dint do it on purpose.
sigh. why ahh..idk i dun think its my fault but why like if there a prob i felt that i'm to blame?? do poeple hate me?? did do something wrong??
everday i just wait for each day to past by. so fast april already.

ahyahh.. went to kfc on thursday treat mak hehe. then went jln2 saw my sis ex- mom??
cool or wat? she is very nice and sweet=)
and yeah speaking of sis.. i WANT my belonving cuteee nicee phone back i really miss it like hell. its more than 3 month u noe. looking forward to 27 APRIL hehe=)
sighsighsigh there are lots to be said but some are better to be kept alone.

aisha❤

2009-03-25T01:40:00.000-07:00

sigh.. lots had happen.
didnt expect.
sigh.
anyway.
danish is so cute!
haha
mamat too.
lol.
'inside joke'
maff is okay.
getting closer in fact.
hehe.
maybe.
k them getting closer.
me?
idk.
something i'm like in my own world.
sigh
idk la.
23.march which is yesterday.
went to hq.
fuckk.
ncc.
sigh.
sawsaw.
idk.
felt sad and happy at the same time.
confuse la.
ncc?
fateha fainted masuk hospital.
sigh.
tu a siapa suruh tak mamam tak bawa $$
you la.
andand
agi sikit dapat jumpa naz & mac.
hmmm..
farah...
feel so penat.
ncc?
sawsaw..
u noe.
sighhh.
fuck?
geram giler ggrrr!!!
fateha la.
she say . .... you
to MYYYYYY!!!!
nvm.
grrrr...
yg paling sort nyer la.
sigh.
'inside thingg'
tating babe.
dun like.
then alik ncc kene marah coz kat hq tak behave. i must admit la i was at fault too
soryy nabilah. sorry to let you down.=(
then kene punishment. maybe we do deserve it. sighh. dk la.
nagh sort. confuse. dun noe wat to do. maybe its better for me to walk away.
maybe.
hope i dun regret my action.
wish my luck peeps.
my love,
ainiL (there a history to that name hehe)

2009-03-21T07:14:00.000-07:00

hello.
life sucksucksucksucksucksuck.
too much prob.
shit*
sigh.
as usual.
tiredtiredtired.
sigh mff change blogskin.
wooo~
i lazy anyway like peeps care like that.
sighhhh.
been feeling scared this few days.
been feeling rather alone.
sigh
idk lahh.
my friends have their own prob.
i should not add in by sharing mine.
i'm okay.
i'm fine maybe
sigh.
i gtg.
byebye.
and if u dun hear from me.
means i'm dead..

2009-03-19T00:57:00.001-07:00

Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't now
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)

Baby I kno that u like me
U my future wifey
Souljaboytellem
Yeah u can be my boonie
I can be ya clyde
U can be my wife
Text me, call me
I need u in my life
Yea all day
Everyday I need ya
And eveytime I see ya
My feelings gets deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya
But I can't
678 triple 9 8212

Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't now
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)

Baby I've been thinkin
Lately so much about u
Everything about u
I like it, I love it
Kissing u in public
Thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen
Talkin on da phone
Baby u so sexy
Ya voice is so lovely
I love ya complexion
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya
But I can't
678 triple 9 8212
Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't
Now baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)

She call my phone like da(20x)
We on da phone like da(20x)
We takin pics like da(20x)
She dial my numba like da(10x)
678 triple 9 8212

Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)

2009-03-19T00:47:00.000-07:00

sighhh.
tupid3.
ttupid aini.
sigg.
from mon to wed over night at sis homy.
there was time limit sol.
tuesday went to beach.
wd went to maf outing. made video slenger bacin.
until 5.30 i must go home.
then on wed night sis let me go out.
went to beach..y
wth atqsyg.
went home at 9 gg to 10.
had a time of my life?
maybe.
atq we are in the same broken boat in a way.
see the sea very calm tried to sort things out.
i realist that i was fucking tired.
stress out.
nvm.
just forget about it.
tahan jer la.
ldk.
ldk anything!
i dun want anything. except for..
nvm.
forget about it.
#$#%$#%^$%^$%^#!!!!
can i? cn i?
too much things to do.
too much responsibility.
people expect too much from me.
wat if i disappoint them?
sighgg.
put up brave front fake smile.
wats the use?
the harder i tried to cover my sorrow
the more i am lost.
sigh.
its okay.
no one hav a clue of at i am feeling right now.
but its okay.
i'm use to it?
i guess.?

2009-03-16T06:03:00.000-07:00

tired.
every day the same routine.
wakey2 early nak mampos.
around 5.
then bath.
off to school.
then came home around 7 or later.
str away bath n sleep.
life like puppet siol.
so tired.
everyday do same thing.
dunnoe how long i can take it.
maybe MAYBE just maybe la.
asking for transfer.
dunnoe la.
we will see if i can cope for the following week la.
every day.
from wooldand to pasir ris.
pasir ris to woodland.
like nothing to do.
pffft.
and yeah.
aini stress and fucking tired lah dey..!

2009-03-16T06:02:00.002-07:00

heyy.
ncc camp was fun.
i am the new a-pc yo!.
camp was nice.
the part a was.
OH MY GOSHH.
i love shafikah prase belum part b nak step part c.
siol ahh.
but over all.
they are all NICEE peeps ya!.
gg to love them i think=)

congrat peeps for ur rank.=)
fateha nanti i help u kay=).
go part C!

2009-03-16T06:02:00.001-07:00

strees la siol!

2009-03-03T14:48:00.001-08:00

heyy.
been doing fine in school.
the usual peeps make me laugh again n again n yet again. .. maff garfield.
my school result??
i did fine. i pass all. i should have rub that off my sis face. she say i will fail coz i constantly go out.
ish3! so encouraging. NOT!
its a lil scary...
sigh.
n yeah mls nyerrr! nak bangun awal.
ak yeahyeahyeah..
someone is so sweet.
i think that someone is made of honey hehe.
n yeah mls ahh nak layan semua ni ..
i'm so tired.
kay gtg to school dah pukul 7.
byebye. sweetheart,
kaykay n dah mls ahh nak blog.

2009-02-28T09:20:00.000-08:00

jeah farah.
jyeah faiz. i'm not the only one who is feeling stress.
yeah ur right.
ur prob is bigg then mine.
yeah
wait i dun have a prob.
even if have i will bottom up from now on.
not like anyone is listening.
i should keep it to myself.
until i explode one day kay.
will that be fair n fine to everyone?
i think that day will come soon.
havent decide.
idk lah.
i seriously now have no problem.
maybe.

2009-02-28T03:16:00.000-08:00

today is 28 yup. nothing happen. was a lil disappointed
a lil peeps went to mendaki.
listen to what fyras?? say.
then recess time sigh.
idk wat to say.
farah was mad at me.
its better she' mad at me then to tell her the truth,
coz it will hurt her.
seeing her hurt will kill me.
then went to bugis.
search for the class outfit .
need it urgent went o bugis. tm loyang point,
as usual they make me laugh. n they keep pulling my shirt.
jgn !. sensed you haha.
n agi sikit leh nampak nazhar. asal lambat ! grr.
bila nak alik a group of boy sembarang sebut nama. yg pelik terdengar nuraini 2 kali.
lol.
sighh.
alah. ! tak tau ahh ngah stress,
dunnoe who to trust.?
sigh.
bodoh ahh.
farah told me something. fatin told me something.
sigh.
why?
why everyone hate me?
why?
they all. everyone seems so nice,
but the truth is they hate me?
then y be nice to me?
asal?
wat did i do?
this is tupid sad. babiehuntan sialllllll!!.
i'm sick of pretense.
tired of faking.
i'm really tired.
really tired of saying that i'm okay but actully i'm not.
maybe its better is i go.
maybe its better.
but y should i give in.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
cb ahh.
aini dah penat tau!.
is everyone like that?
are they nice but deep inside they hate me?
is it?
dunnoe who to trust anyone.
feel so lost.
all my peeps have their own trouble.
wanted to voice out my prob but end up listen to their trouble.
sigh.
all i want is a ear to listen to me. all i need is a shoulder for me to cry on.
all i ask for is a friend who stay by my side no matter wat happen.
thanks farah. fatin. nurul. mira

2009-02-27T05:12:00.000-08:00

i wanna run.
i wanna hide.
but all i see a endless journey.
i wanna give up.
i'm so lost. i'm so scared
i hear alots of voices .
i dun wanna listen to them
i dun wanna obey them.
i'm finding my own voice n say.
help me find my way?
i'm so lost.
lose of hope
lose of trust
lost of everything.
now .
i'm left alone with no one.
tak de orang nak tolong aini.

kay.
i nedd no one help but myself.
i trust nobody. nobody but me.
i need nobody nobody but ME!

nari pakai sock tinggi maut.
me n my twinnie farahsyg,
idk why.
why must peeps say negative?
why? wat had i done?
why cant i do anything w/o peeps to talk?
everything i do wrong!
whywhywhywhywhy.
the wisperr the stare the looking. why?
i noe lah. aini sedar diri
i'm not pretty. i'm not smart. i'm not sweet.
i'm not everything they are.
i dun have lots of frens like them.
sigh..
am i that useless?
am i that weak?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh cb ahh,
stress bodoh..
i can fight back but i dun want to.
i can ignore but its hard,
why like people hate me.
teachers hate me.
the student dun like me.
everyona i feel that they hate me. why?
everyone have lots of fren to turn to.
i only have 5. besties.
but its hard to open up to them.
they wont understand.
after cca slack with nurul.
then sent farah n nurul homy. then i'm off.
went up the stair. but didnt want to go in.
so sit at the staircase mcm budak sleng maner n budak bodoh.
look like i'm waitting..
jyeah .waitting for noone.
sit. think though. cry myseft.
its sad.
i'm like waitting for someone to came n lent me a shoulder.
but no one came.
i scream.
i shout.
i cry.
i'm sad.
but no one came.
for some crazy reason.
i wish azhar was there.
i noe!
i just love his personality. i just got to noe.
but idk y for some crazy reason.
i wish azhar would come.
i wish i have that bearbear of mine to hug.
but i had nothing.
i still hear voices.
i'm still confuse.
!@#$#$%...
bodoh! @#$$!!! aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.....
i wanna run farfarfarFAR away i wanna HIDEHIDEHIDE from evrything.
i wanna DISAPPEARdisappeardisappear .

heard ader orang nak .. my twin?
eh?
asal?
pasal skirt deir pendeq per?
salah ker?
its own personal per?
wats with peeps this day i really dun understand.
why do things all turn wrong things few days.
sigh?tapi i dun get it.
we didnt disturb anyone
..
ahhhhhh stress ahh aini tak tau ahh!
nak mati ah
bye!

aini vanish~

2009-02-25T04:38:00.000-08:00

nari sedih.

sigh dunoe lah
today is just sad.
as usual the normal peeps make me laugh to my stomach cramp.
after ct hujan turun tak ingat dunia.
so wait.
heard they waiting for airul.
ohh.
sigh but didnt see .
nvm.
start clearing.
mesyy!
cant stand it.
n keep coming.
dunnoe how to wait is it?
finish common test.
please give me reason to stay.
hinthint. hehe
n yeah maff slap me.
u all jaga,
must wait will 1 march then my phone activate.
sial hahh lama siak.
grrr,
its okay must sabar.
cross country coming.
ahh mati ah.
nak aini lari? sigh tak yah susah.
sigh so stress.
prob trouble sress beribu homework. assignment. project, test revision.
grb prob. friendship prob. family prob. aaaaaaaahhhhhhh
probprobprob. sigh wat to do it love me.
grr tatingtating.
dizzy. pening, spin2
i need a light i need giude to tell me wat to do. wats wrong n wats right,
but dun order me. coz i'm ain ur dog people.
anyway.
this selalu lambat gerl had to wakey2 early to keep up with thing.
phm2 jer lah.
gg inactive soon.
not using blogg soon.
mia-ing soon.
yupp. that soon.

love ya peeps.
lovelovelove; keceq shawt giler airul.ainiL garfield retard. fp. iya themthem. amalina. atq. him. herr.YOU!.

do w need them?
i guess.
i think so.
yeah.

ainiL.

2009-02-24T03:47:00.000-08:00

aloha bby.

hey tidur lambat fikir kan benda.
sigh rindu .
rindu dier hehe. semlm.
tis morning went to school with the normal peeps.
i woke up at 4:30.but still the last one to reach there boo-_-
school was V. disgusting. tak senonoh lah korang.
nak belajar pun senang hehe.
but that calm me down.
now left POA.
poa.. teringat lah seorang tu.
sigh,
Social Studies was diificult.
ncc was so tiring. i time.=)
kuat tak??
suhaila came back 2 years tak visit rindu la. first pc seyy.
then wait for farah n mira.
went home otw saw someone.
rindu dier lah dey.
but jgn bilang dier shhshh.
dier ngan orang.
sighh.
asal ahh rasa mcm sighh .
the feeeling not nice lah.
then didnt feel like gg home. sigh but i end i did.
y i feel angry? maybe sad?
maybe khai say is right?
should i ? or not?
anyway had to finish lit n study for my poa CT.
n gd luck peeps.

2009-02-23T06:52:00.000-08:00

bby!

sial ... @$%&!..
c. @#$% ##$%!
aini tak nak maki lah sial.
grrr.
tatingg.
lambat2.
nasib mama keluar=)
thanks khai said nak bebual kat my blk jerr..
jerrr.
sampai pukul 10:30 lah dey.
mati3.
day 5 night str?? eh? is it?
wanna forget sat.
sorry. if not tears will roll down my chick
faiz is right i dun have to give them an answer=)
n kayy thankss jer k.
sigh??
sedih sedih.

n kat school.
nak tau tak??
naknak??
airul wave at me lah nurul!
terasa lah dier gaga haha..
sighh..=)
walk past but he had this masam face .
kay wateva.
b4 sit for CT saw him=),
motivation?
kay wateva.
kayyy,
guess wat just realist been acting like a big fat fool.
my behavior is similar like an idiot
why go high?? why hyper?
for the lil' thing that happen? betul ke tak betul aini??
i dun like the way people is treating me.n how i treat them.
kay wateva. maff n nurul had so much laughter lately.
i was open n shut my self to some matter,

i will be okay if i got one.
if i have one wish we be bestf love will never and it just begin.

hey fuck love.
let just be me, myself N my sweet bear
just us 3.
maybe ainiL.
dun wanna share my feeling that much. for more info. read my notebook haha.
semagat can nurul farah ?
kk so wateva..

wish someone could feel wat i'm feeling.
its hard.
time bby i need time.
w/o peeps teeling me wat to do n wat not to do.
n telling me its my fault.
i know its my fault.
its always had been.
but can dun make it obvious??
can dun make it harder than its already been for me??
pleasee,,
u all care about faiz than wat about me??
wat about my point of view.
i know lah
aini sedar diri.
selalu salah.*
dah .Dah. aini dah stress ni.
better control.
b4 it get out of control and i go mia.
grrrrrrrrrrr
i dun need help!
dun need advise.
gg to do wat i like.
not gg to listen to anyone.
my ears are close.
too bad.
had enough of crying.
been hurt enough.
i'm sorry.
but its is not goodbye.
nor the beginning either.
just another day had past.
n i'm still walking alone.

2009-02-22T05:51:00.000-08:00

call me a liar but its for ur own good for my too.
3 more weeks for cross country i'm not prepare grr help me anyone.

2 more month say tis penipu.

my superr smart alex sister the first
told me its so cool to be in a diif environment n to be the new kid.
its fun meeting new friends.
kimak u sure??
its like first day of school all over again.
dun want aini takut.
nanti siapa nak jaga aini,?
anyway i realist that i havent been myself.
i dun noe who i am anymore tis few days.
i was really scared of myself with the incident i did to fateha.. hehe
sorry.
i really didnt meant it.
n yeah dun worry my bby and syg.
as long as u give me reason to stay
i will do wat it take to stay.
no one can replace u syg.
no matter how far i must travel no matter how early i must wake up.
sanggup aini buat kan untuk MU.
hehe
maff nurul.atq amalina. THRREfourians.mu
ily
n yeah my head been turning n spining tis few weeks.
please can i just make my OWN decision?
i been hearing voices in my head telling my wat to do.
pretty please let me decide n listen to NObody but ME.

n yeah KAU ape case ade hal ngan kawan aku.
jgn kacau dier leh?
dier tak pernah kacau KAU .cover kan kau ader lah.
baik kan ? but i dun think KAU deserve it
u dun even appreciate it.
KAU could be in so much trouble now but MY kind lovey-dovey fren help kau,
dun worry i will always be right here whenever u need me gerl.

sooryy cant stand it.
dun read if u find it tating coz tis is MY blog MY say.
i DUN want n CANT change it for ur liking,
otherwise appreciate it =)

n yeah dun ever disturb MY syg / frens.
distrub them is as good as disturbing me.
then would u be honored to be the first to feel my hand kissing ur chick??

2009-02-22T02:51:00.000-08:00

mummy tolong.
..
please jgn paksa aini.
aini tak tau!.

wateva i do i cant stop hugging that bear.

kay lots had happen.

friday.
common test.
susah keper.
mr yab sick didnt blame him.
after school palai wanna talk to us.
grrr mcm buang masa jer.
she talktalktalk tatingg tau.
stress...
then lek with nurul while waitting for farahsyg.
we sit under the void deck.
funnyla.
someone ask for"nurul" number haha.
he sent for his lil' sister to do the job .. lols!
i was like. buat susah jer tak payah la.
haha!
meet ricky.
his fren is so suck up.
grrr.
saw airul!
first time saw him ride bike.
omg.
dunnoe why my heat beat dupdapdupdap.
went homy with mira.
one tupid bike was behind us.
sigh..
ainiaini.
kenapa lah aini bodoh sangat.
kay.

saturday.
meandaki was farfarfarFAR better than last week gg to appreciate Fiyyaz from now on.
n yeah heard that i was rude.
yupp.
i wasWAS not anymore .. gg to be that goodygoody gerl from now on.
then study with dalya nurul n farah.
then study3,,, then buy food eat bawah void deck. =)
best giler.
then iya msg.
YEAH!!
meet iyasyg. n themthem.
they play bola.
n yeah dun like khai.
not that khai but that khai.
u noe who i'm talking about.
grrr.
then jumpa. khai nak bebual. grrr.
bebual lah.
is was there. khai was there bearnet was there.
then iya came along.
woooooo,,
siapa lagi??
stress aini. sorry didnt meant to.
was all my fault okay?
sorry.
ilu all.
iya aini lovelovelove you i'm sorry.
then homyy.
went home mama wasnt at home. =(..
hug my bear tight2..
sigh..
keep thinking about it.
nahh i'm sorry peeps.
i HADHAD enoght of listening to people.
them telling me wat to do.
now its aini in control.
i do wat i like kay.
i'm no push over peeps.
crosss country 15 march ehh??
malas!..

sun.
faiz mintak tolong in hw.
so help him out.
n yeah he teach memath.
now i understand. thanksthanks.
me faiz n mirul.
kecian mirul.
2k??
banyak nah??
dicount ahh kecian dier.
saw airul!..
tersenyum aini hehe,
balik awal nari . =)
good2.
coz mama alone at homy. kecian der.
wanna hear a story??
just now went to shop N save.
wanna eat tuna. (tiba2 ade feeling nak makan)
went there.
it is place u now upup.
so i cant reach.
so i look2.
wanna ask this auie but she went off.
so had to ask this guy,
i say." hello can u please help me take that tuna there sory i cant reach"
sumpah i swear i was so paisey,
haha!
sigh why i so keceq??
haha
then fatinsyg call.
yeah FARAHsyg gett well soon tau. memtang2 tuu2 sakit dier pun sakit. menyampah haha. get well soon tau!
k fatin call share my happy story with her.
28 feb.. fatin ingat tau.. be free hehe.
who noe..
kekek seyy.
fatin! ily,
maff ily.
nurul ily
iya. atq amalina, airul ily!
28 feb o8
be free peeps. ily.

aini stress!.
gg to hear to no one but me
wanna listen to myself
shutting myself to all possibilities

listen to nobody but me.

2009-02-19T07:06:00.000-08:00

this morning. nak pakai brown but didnt coz entah lah ehh.
terambil red so its okay.
reallyreallyreally badly wanted to wear brown, " muka sedih.."
things went a whole lots betterbterbetter than yesterday.
test pass for chem happy sey eh farah mcm aner leh pass ni hairan sungguh.
n yeah.
airul.
grr. adelahh with it.
winkwink smileey2..
nari banyak ketawa lah dey .
thanks to nurul n that cute RETARD of minee.. haha mira,
pasal. the botol tu . then tong sampah. banyak lah. then in class physic. the teen titain hahaa.. banyak lah.
sampai nurul ternagis haha.
after school.
slack kat saner2 the ricky martin place n mega mac.
then. nurul went off so the maff head cental to my houde coz i lazy go void deck.
eat for a while then do revision.
n listen to song.
requested hehe.
then serious + laugh2..
n yeah we each have a bear?? lols!
ade lah behin d to story.
n yeah next post will write in eng requested by janan.
heyy i MISS you!
thenthen.
si khai call surul lek.
so lek lah.
k not really.
i went to study. borrow faiz physic n chemp. note.
tak phm sunggguh.
n yang paling bodoh is i bring along the bear. farah .. grr...
n the airul at my hand, sighh..
kk. study! khai teach butbut .
khai kasi answer jer tak explain?? -_-.
tak per he tried but i didnt listen soryy ehh khai.
disturb him about (a) bang kai haha sorry .
aini mintak maaf.
balik mlm. wuuwuu~~~
mak so thethee idk wat to say coz its like this for 3 day. tomorrow cannot2. hehe
balik penat giler terus sleep.
now lah ni ter bangun.
entah lah ..
ngah sort sekarang..

aini
airuL

sudden i felt like cry about everything.
miss ong came to schhol w/o! visiting us.
iLoveyou l MISS you its okay if u dun miss me. or even remember about me.=(
wateva.
dunnoe felt like crying.
so random.
i feel happy when i'm sad.
i laugh or smile when i felt like crying??
weird? right??
i had to keep up.
semua dun have to know.
i'm sorry but everyone needs time.
wat nurul say is right.
i am soft hearted. kind. cant decide my mind rush .(hmm maybe she say that. hehe)
yupp. i need time.
one month?? nurul.
lambat nahh takper lah we will see how.

now i can see that everyone care i was blind by sadness n pain to see it.
hope its not too late to realist it;) ily peeps.
i wanna make up right na na na.
the least i can do is to keep them high. laugh. smile.
n favo! help me wake up early! i have. to. i yeah paito is takTAK datang terus bukan lambat lah dey.
gi check dictionary gogogo..
yesyes i am sorry. dah lahh.

"i heard u are a heartbreaker"

ainikeceq

2009-02-18T04:47:00.000-08:00

I had plan on leaving.
you came and gave a reason.
now I know the reason why....

It takes time.
Living in a world when you don't know who to trust.

time to love akon.

2009-02-18T03:13:00.000-08:00

my lovelovelove;
maff,aff,nurul,atq,amalina,iya,bby wani.

hey i love you.
pagi sort siak.
aini nak mintak maaf to like everyone.
to khai , twin n themthem . sorry if i got u in trouble.
maff.aff. nurul
eh syg bby sorry i havent been like sharing thing with u coz.
i dun wanna make u worry. sorry i have been neglecting u all.
i been neglecting everything.
syg. aff. nurul school hw. study.
thanks farah bby fatinbby mirasyg. no matter wat i do i realist that u are alway there for me.
no matter how badly i mess up.
u help me to clear thing.
just realist that i dun need anyone else since i got u!
finally i have open my eyes n yeah i am happy noww.
i let everything go now.
i can really cry knowing that they can forgive me.
aini betul2 mintak maaf tak bby-S. maff nurul
now i have to study do my hw nononoNO 'ajar2' make up for things that i have lost.

miraa never fail to make me laugh.
kay disgusted they toilet thing eeeew!..
she is so fun to be with once u get to know her.
she have so manymany cerita.
all so funny.
she is very nice loving gerl.
maybe thats y i love her.

fatin she.. haha if i need a hug she my victim hhehe she is that sweet guy.
dun think she cant get mad .
one she angry watch out i tell u hehe.
fatin she is seriously so loving n caring.
there no reason to NOT love her hehe.
she like a sister i always wanted;) my twinn

farah my twin.
she fun to be with. give good advice. sarcastic with word.
caring will always be there when i need her.
she like a sister i always wanted;) my twinn,
never ever give up on me. swwet kann??

nurul.
she will help me no matter wat.
she will help to the end.
she like an elder sis.
she is so cute when she is angry shhshhh dun tell her.
when she is hyperr. that when i love her!. hehe
when ur with her its impossible not to laugh.
with her crying n emo is not allow,

maff nurul. iya. bi wani
aini syg mu sangat. thx for being there when i am at times of needs.
if u wanna hurt them hurt me first.
walaupun aru jumpa iya n wani they are really nice peeps. its like love at first sight.
dun ever hurt my syg. if u really must hurt them.
hurt me first if thats make u feel better.

n i just realist that i have change.
no more scared of people.
dun ask me why. coz i dun even noe.
n yeah sha say i mature.. =)
but now?? then say u late lah u! hehe but thanks sha dear.
n yeah i am still the same aini yupp. same with that v. innocent. in primary school then.
hehe

n yeah farah forget about the thing u talk to me.
aini tak tau mcm mane u tau.
but forget it kay=)
n she is pretty farah.
i know i am not to say that but if its a fact. y not..

now i know my mistake try not to do again i will try my best i swear i promise.

k dah lah gtg talk to fatin teaching fatin chem.
k dah lah byebye.
ssyg bby ku!..
muack*

2009-02-17T04:47:00.000-08:00

nari tuesday.
cca day.
aini pening.
so gi umah nak sleep.
hehe.
aini ni since mon ade prob sigh..
semlm ingatkan dah settle check2.
tak tau lah.
nari.
sedih sey bila dengar ade lah orang tu ckp gitu, no?? sigh.
but dah.
n aini super duper sorry pade khai. rahim twin n. syaaban n them.
they are so innocent. i am so sory its all aini fault.
seriously its all link back to me. u have the right to hate me. i understand. sorry atq.
n its FAiz NYER BDAY.
DUNDUNDUN WANT TO MAKE HIM ANGRY OR SAD.
kk manage tu do that .until,
si themthem . pandai ke perr uat hal..
sighh. jgn passpass please. padahal aru depan mate
mentang2 aini datang seorang n ngan syg aini tu.
n aini tau lah aini keceq.
entah lah. say wat u want. i know , just wanna say i dun hate u . i really dun.
i understand how u feel. trust me i dun hate u or dislike u.
aini tak pasal lahh.
tapi bday faiz sey.
alahh2 kesian faiz hehe.
n his sekejab sampai sejam.
SORRY NURULsyg, i really am.
n yeah made fren with this sweet gerl wanie.
she is so sweet my bi!
n iya!
i miss u get well soon. i love u iya. forever my sis. n saw the clan. FINALLY yes haha.they seem diff talk more now good. me also aini ckp agi banyak to them sekarang. n yeah kalau aini buat ape2 salah soryy. maaf kan aini kay - f-clan=)
hehe, n yeah sorry kakak syg..adeq paitau agi.
sorry adeq ade prob sorry.
n yeah aini reallyreallyreally sory to nurul.
i sygsygsygsygyou ;nurul.
maff. sorrry my sweetest love.

wink*
ni semua aini nyer pasal.
sorry peeps*

i walk alone.
i walk alone.

ainikeceq.

2009-02-17T04:44:00.001-08:00

last SUN!

westley n danial n vanedda n benita. hope u get the fun u wanted.
kau tak senonoh.
n yeah
di danial tu the action dier sungguh the tak perlu.
kay had fun.
thanks FARAHsyg NURULsyg SERIhun
letletlet go out again kay=).
n farah wait tau! please for mac donald kat clementi /bedok/ws/loyangpoint/tm sake. kay. hehe. wink*

2009-02-15T05:30:00.000-08:00

http://explode-s.blogspot.com

met SERI.
fren are lovey-dovey yaw!
firstfirst, went to the memorial thing.
sungguh tak senonoh.
wore balck shoe.
mampos.
i just wore the tshirt n skirt.
sih n my peragai sugguh taktaktak senonoh langsung.
met kamil.
kwn lamer.
was so sarcastic to him.
he ask if i ncc.
i wore the uniform.
soalan tak de lagi obvious per??
hehe soryy.
then me n nurul camwhore! while waiting for farahsyg.
then met seri.
she look so cute n she is preety,
we slack at riverside.
the off to loyang point.
my lovelovelove place. hehe
then saw this britain n italy guy n couple.
finding their way to dte.
they i swear to u sungguh tak senonoh!.
this cute guy saw down town WEST . HA!
they went there to hav FUN.
u noe wat i meant thier kind of find.
DANIAL finding robeca, hehe
westy is so cute!
took some pic wit them.
the pic with seri,
then went to LP.
n slack at the RICKY martin n megamac place. hehe
nurul was such a show off!
jealous aini.
then went homy.
was flat dead shock.
didnt realist to bebebebe...
n adeq sweet lah sey..
kakak syg adeq!
hehe
adeq ari.
dier sakit kecian sey .
mkn ubat then sleep tau adeq. hehe.
oh yah ka pun.
alahh hope his better.
..
n yeah aini mcm budak bodoh msgmsgmsg abeh
tak de orang pun layan.
tak de orang reply.
dah lahh.
menyamok aini!
serious seyy,
sort siak aini.
one full day imagine that,
mia afterafter.
risau lah maner dier pergi,
..
felt so alone.
going crazy soon.
soon if i'm not there.
miss me kay?
coz i will reallyreallyreally be miss all like hell,
aini ngah sort sekarang!

ainilovelovelove my weekend.
goodluck for my my common test n for tomorrow school.
coz i nvr study n
didnt even do my hw.

mylovelovelove; KFC

2009-02-14T04:56:00.000-08:00

nari gerek ahh
..
happy valentine day to all!
first gi mendaki..
tating giler.
ade relieve teacher.
tating.
aper aini buat salah.
aini nak msg ka abeh that tatinggg!..
then ckp jab salah.
say i dun noe how to do salah,
i dun have the book WITH reason salah.
then i do work also salah.
salahsalahsalah,
citot tatingg tau!
the boys keluarkan hp talk buat ribut abeh tak marah!.
bias!
then after break si wan tuu gi kacau i complain to that tatingg SALAH.
he ckp aini act mcm budak2 !
eh wan thx ehh bagat2!
n he mak me be late for my valentine day ..
i chongg out of class haha,
then si Dan kasi loli hehe thanks=)
n wan ckp aini minah.. grrrrr another tating!
was early hehe.
went to tm .. walkwalk watch movie.
i swear his damp handsome hehe*
well they all were. but ka❤ is the handsome-est hehe
watch 'defiance' cerita history. hehe.
rahman n rahim was sweet.
syaaban was tating. go sit the other side ..
the movie was ok.
except that the beginning was boring
the shooting part was scary .
the romance partt was so nice hehe. (tatingtatingg)
as usual like any other movie i went
i was to busy ... focusing cant help it it was nice. very.
was v. cold everyone except for me went to the washroom.
didnt wanna let go.
had fun.
i'm sure amalina n atq n me had fun.
syaaban sit therethere.
geram aini.
then gi walk2 n mamam.
then gi loyang point.
goshh everything happen at loyang point.
lovelovelove loyang point
mylovelovelove;ka❤
n yeah khai get well soon
dier sakit. sedih sey tengok dier.
get WELL soon khai,
u too FATINsyg.
farah u too i know u sick keep haacuu-ing
get well soon yeah
especially khai hehe
getgetget wellwellwell SOON!
then jumpa faiz ask about the clan n the game n adelah.
then went homy..
yo!
ainisygsygsygsygsygsygsyg sangatsangat ka❤
n aini akan rindurindurindu semua.
if i change forgive me.
i just reallyreallyreally dun want.
but was force to.
wateva happen
aini tetap syg semua.
syg ka❤ more hehe
thanks to every one.
on MONDAY eh.
i will be waitting.

lovelovelovethisDATE;
*14FEB09'

thanks amalina syg n atiqah syg n khai n his frens for today had so fun fun!

ainikeceq❤

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

2009-02-13T07:02:00.000-08:00

happy advance valentine.
youyouyou.
disappointed much.
youyouyou.
thanksthanks.

2009-02-11T22:29:00.000-08:00

hey nari annoyed giler!
and speaking of giler.
that syg of mine didnt come to school..
alah bucuk2..
get well soon eh gerl.
ainimissulahdey!
kat school. entah lah.
like i said lost of hope.
lost of direction.
ainiainiaini tak tau lah.
tangan aini fateha uat lawa hehe..
kfc yaw!
youyouyou all of u!
yesyess get out of my head.
it felt like it gg to explode any day.
tating!
problemproblemproblem.
tating oi!
gg of this .. soon.
but i dun want to.
i rather hav my head exploded n problem caoming thn to leave this place.
my heart is with my gerlf.
n mira is pizza hut.
free delivery hehe.
..
i walk alone.
i walk alone.
in this lonely street with nothing but emptyness
where they leave me there all alone.
i walk alone
i walk alone.

lyric aini sembarang jer. hehe dun mind me.
ni kat hehe.school library ni ..
ni lah budak selalu merayap
actually kene uat project but mira jer uat wait eh jab agy aini tolong.=)
nanti gi gi .. hehe adelah.
maf outing.
"f" tuu tak gi. blueakk ahh*
k i gtg help ..

aini insert "innocent face"
*aini innocent lah dey!

ainikeceq spreading the love ya' all.
muack*

2009-02-11T05:16:00.000-08:00

he left me there stood by the rain.
lost of hope.
lost of direction.
weird thing is the rain had stop but why do i feel it across my face?
the rain fall make me sick.
who am i to you?
probably just another friend.
sad.

merepek ahh aini.
n yeah thanks ehh aff u left me there takperr.
nasib ade mirrabby!
hhehe thanks syg for waitting for me.
let forget wat had happen kay.
dah nak kat hilang harrapan.
n u owe me a bubbletea treat i won right?? hehe..
n yeah ade bayak namer..
maff lah.
n its mira retard.
sug kfc ku hehe.
ainikeceq; kfc (finger licking good) *sound so wrong haha!
fateha; fish & co.
farah ; mc donald (i'm lovin' it)
fatin; burger king. (omg)
we lovelovelove our fast food!
our song yaw!
mac donald, burger king.
kfc and fish & co.
with a great big hug an a kiss from me to you
muack*
ainikeceq syg MU.
ni lah kat sekolah tak de kerja nak uat hehe.
n yeah aini dah penat, malas nak layan love this song.
Akon - Dream Girl
Akon Trouble Maker
Chris Brown Time To Love
check yes juliet.
over it.
luahan hati , cinta ku dipermainkan.
n yeah havent been doing my hw n study for test lately.
so have to be doing my hw. no "ajarajar" agi.
bluek ah.
should must put everything a side
i have no comment.

2009-02-10T06:11:00.001-08:00

lyric mendalam siol!

2009-02-10T04:45:00.000-08:00

goshh.
nari. so goshh.
trytrytry not to look that way.
grr.
susah giler.. grr. takper.
pagi2 buta i think i saw someone smile at me which light up my day.
happy yaw!
tak tahu lah senyum kat aini ke siapa tapi masaalah ni aini terasa so. hehe
rasa gembira di hati
n yeah must sleepsleep now coz later in class mcm citot.
eye later like bernart haha.
slumber jer aini sleep in class
sit in front some more.
opppz!
hehe.
3 more weeks.
my swweeetest time.
maff ka. murul single ladies is my sweetest drug.
but mostly ka lah.
grr jgn2 terasa ke ape2 kay=)
n yeah reamamber the song that nurul sang to muahh.
kawan baikku nurul.
aku syg .......
ehhahhehhahh.
ainipunya.
aound like out of tune. but its oky i love it all the same.
n yeah 20 lebih lah sia join ncc gerl.
goodluck ehh. hehe kesian nurul. nabilah ckp aini pandai2 jer ckp nurul future usm ahaha ad bakat. like
omairah say.
fated . hehe. takdir... hehe
aini mals nak gi sekolah.
kalau ikut hati nak nak tukar sekolah.
tapi ka nyer pasal agi lama ehh. hehe.. wait longlong ahh.
entah walaupun aini memang ss ka tak ckp ngan aini pun .
but its okay. hehe.n yeah valentine day coming
aini as usual single.
tak de valentine.
dunnoe lah.
sedih kan.
but is okay mcm aini akan nanti selalu ckp.
aini single n proud of it hehe.
its not that bad. rasa kosong tu ade.
isnt feeling empty better than feeling hurt?
maybe.
we will see.
dun sell ur heart and say we are not meant to be
run baby run dun ever look back.
hehe wink*

byebye. aini ak gi jauhjauh dari sini rindu aini kay =) promise i will visit . i will

ainikeceq❤here

request by nurul to write(atually at frenster but its okay hehe)
i love my fast food.
KFC!!
ak❤ka

2009-02-09T09:57:00.000-08:00

ainikeceq❤

nurul say i wih kfc...
hehe.
she make a song for me i forgot damp.
anyway lazy to upload.
will do so next time kay=)
edit pics.
delete lots of pic from frenster finaaly. hehe
and yah today one more peeps msg. grrr...
today was so kekek!..
nurul ahhh. grrr.
hehe.
sampai ter nagis kite.
paling rabak nurul haha.
n yeah.
o9FEB which is today .
maff lah dey.
a new member join in hehe.
cool huh?
i love maff!
miratating.
ainikeceq.
farahshawt.
fatingiler.
n yeah. grrr tak tidur lagi aini.
sigh always like this..
its already past 2.
grrr.
my intention was to do lit hw. but. hehe
i dunnoe something sad happen.
n yeah. ka like dun layan me so like. sighh.
case SS..
and u know when a guy msg u.
then best solution to shut them up is to say ur att. hehe.
it work. prove to be true.
that happen to my FREN. definitely NOT me.
aini maner ade peminat. sigh.
tak lawa agak nyerr.
takper2..
aini dah berubah ke??
aini tetap samer kann??
this sat. gd.
got plan??
no plan??
the singlesingle invite me to sunbath.
grr aini dah cukup hitam ehh.
grace.narrisa BLACK.fateha. ajak. maybe i not gg.
n yeah aini tetap ade mendaki habis at 12:15..
farah got a date?? maybe nvr invite me. bluek ahh gini knw??!
haha.
my valentine wish is that all my love one will be safe n love me back.. lame huh?
andandand thatthathat ermmermm. to ermmermm.. lah.
done.
ak ka.
cool right?

k lah.

lets spread the love yaw!
ainikeceq❤

2009-02-08T03:30:00.000-08:00

thanks allah s.a.w.
for granting my wishh in sec 1 but can take back??
i dun want anymore,
thanks allah s.a.w
for making the one i loves loves me back.
for making me wat i am.
for making me realist that with them i dun need anything more.
i guess good thing dun last forever.
lastly, thanks allah s.a.w for making it last till this long.
n thanks for gg to make me apart of them!
thanksthanksthanks.
a MILLION thanks.
gg to be like day 1 again.
(if u know wat i mean)
better keep my distance b4 i get to close
and it wolud be harder to break away.
gg to wear the green2 thing everyday to keep me accompany.
dun worry no one will replace u peeps ka, khaz aff. mirra tating hehe(new nick) single ladies hehe(27 all the way!)
nurul.u all u all.
jum is getting close to aff.
maybe we should rename it . coz like aff + jum like so weird n tak sedap.
hmm. maff? or jaff? okay per.. hehe.
hey aini happy lah DEY.
aini happy sekalli.
nuraini itu namaKU.
nuraini sering di hatiMU.
peace ya all.

ainikeceq selalu di hati mu.

wink*

2009-02-07T06:45:00.000-08:00

grrrrr
bodoh ahh.
da lah,
ade benda ngah kacau aini.
aini nak benda tu keluar dari kepala aini,
hati aini sakit,
aini sedih,
taktak.
aini happy sekali.
bodoh!

dah.
i had had enough
going somewhere far.
gg to miss u.
will not be spending time wit the aff like last year
coz will be busy
i hope they understand.
been feeling so trouble.
i feel like i'm gg to explode soon.
i guess something is better settle alone.
beside.
no one was there for me when i was alone
no one was there when i was crying.
no one notice that i was sad with thoes fake smile.
but its okay.
no one understand me.
wait.
its not okay.
it nvr have been.
,,.
soon maybe. idk.
should i??
but they r all here,
n i will be all alone.
there by myself.
butbut.
idk.
aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
feel so fcuk up.

the chers all dun like me.
n the mendaki cher is so the tatingg.
they nvr do nvr scold.
i doing something just cover my face cannot.
get scolded! tating lah. wasnt my fault that i dun have the books,
..
abeh tadi 2 budak loyang ni..
sigh tak tau lahh.
..

grrrrrrrrrr
i wannt to runrunrun away.
far2 away from all this.
ka like dun like me.
nvm.
aini pulak mcm phm kat sini,
i should nvr have.

yeah,
all of this was my fault
everything is my fault.

i'm going carzy soon.

dun border asking me if i'm okay or not.
coz we all noe that i will say that i'm okay.
adding with a smile.
but we both noe the true that i'm not!

grr its already past 1 am.
grr my eyes wont shut.
shit i can sleep.
i had this coming.
grrr.
miss calling someone
to sing me to sleep
when i had those sleepless night,

ainikeceq❤

2009-02-05T05:23:00.001-08:00

chat.
msg.
like mls nak layan.
sedih nyerr,
takper2...
dah la.

2009-02-05T03:20:00.000-08:00

hey.
went to school.
feel sadsad.
grr.
fcuk.
nvm.
hey then boring lesson.. then recess!
sigh.
felt hungry but dun feel like eating.
sigh so lek ngah amalina!. hehe.
then sawsaw ka hehe.
but recess emo2 ahh grrr,
went there but then felt so paisey taper2
thhenthenthen idk lah wat happne.
MT the boy ambil kesempatan they went out of class SLAMBER!
every now n then i will look down hehe.
n yeah if i nvm see. i look at mah phone.
ONLY u know n i know. hehe but ka dun noe..
hehe.
then after school.
went to fatinsyg house.
aff + jum.
then we went to do our stuff.
then a beautiful phone rang!
its atq baby.
she call farah.
then dotsdots,
finish we all went homy..
then meet atq with amalina.
andandandandand...
ade ahh,,
hehe.
aini HAPPY sekali.
we baby dec lah sey,
baik kan?

n its 05 feb.
i love today!
(part of today)
HAPPY 3 & 2 month anniversary aff!!!

2009-02-04T04:39:00.000-08:00

mak ngah ckp ngan kak.
explainiing they say it loud. i dun wanna hear. i wanna run. i wanna hide. all i wanna do now is so be free.

farah❤:
thanks for being my greatest twin ever!
love u more babe. you always there when i'm in trouble.
yeashh we do fight but so wat that make us even closer when we patch up.
i meant which sister dun fight?
u are there when i have relationship trouble.
always.
u are there when i'm moody.
ur always there.
thanks u syg.

fatin❤:
thanks for being my twin!
ur also the best twin ever!
love you more babe. your alway there when i need help.
thanks for that nights kay 2 night we had together wooo~ haha.
u n farah are closer to be than my sibling. boleh lahh.

aff❤:
thanks i really appreaciate alll that we have.
really love you!
noone can replace u!
NO! farah. farah shut up!.
u will not be at my pantat.
u will be in my heart.
we went to lots of place.
fatin house haha.geylang. bedok. tm. shit. where else ahh .
i know we been though lots.
i cant.. i really cant.
yeashh farah.
aini bodoh! aini sleng. u hate aini. i also hate her!
but... idk.
sigh.

khaz:
even we not same school.
still we are close gerl!
like duh hun!
love you too.
muack haha.
you are alway there for me. even thought i am at my lowest.

KA❤ (kako okay?) :
thx for being there evn thought its not really there.
but thanks coz u keep me like ... hehe
sigh. u make me smile. even though i dun want to.

jum.
thanks for being there.
i had fun.
u shoulld have been to 1/4..
haha or not uf 4 will be like that close. lol.
syg ur like the best best fren i can ever had!.
thanks syg.

atq n amalina:
walaupun we baru nak closercloser.
thx. u peeps are like so fun! thx a million =)
you are such a fren!..
u cheer me up!.
27 eh.
jgn lupa!
syg u darlings!

nurul:
syg. i love you,
i love hugging u the most!
i love u gerl.
ur such a dear.
thx for being there for me.

edmund:
we always together haha.
the ne thing.
thx for being my besties!=)

melrize shi yi valerie. :
hey u three pretty babe!
thx for the fun!
thx for being such a dear to me.!
thx for beong my fren yaw!
love ya peeps!

nasirah.
terima kasih beribu2 kali for being my fren.
the time we share is priceless hun!
thx for keeping my sectret safe.
i know i can always count on you! =)
love u hun. thx eh!2

faiz putra❤:
thx for being there.
wont forget the time we had. will never forget the time we share.
will keep u in my heart ehh hehe=)
u are one sweet guy. belajar tau endure for 20 month only. k=)

is fadil dice:
heyy thx for being my fren.
will miss u! haha.

faiz tarmizi:
thx for being the besties eh.
thx.
i always go to u when i have trouble.
k sometime.
thanks for being there.
u are a sweet guy .
FYI.

farhan:
thx for being there. i think?
ade ke?
haha
thanks tau

jaga nabila:
thx for being there for me for cca.
THX BABE!

mardiana, amira denise huiwen nat pearlyn celine farrehan=)(haha ) threefourian twofourian onefourian YOU!:
thx for being my fren=)
i love you peeps*!

thank you!
love ya lotslots like a million and more times!
muack*

ainikeceq❤

2009-02-04T04:27:00.000-08:00

i told you i'm done with tear!
why it keep coming to me.
pantat!
grr say its fake he dun like her.
kay.
dunnoe lah.
feeling confuse.
alahalahalah.
idk lah.
but had to leave that a side!
bodoh ahhh!!!!!!!!!!
aini tak nak!
aini tak suka!
~sobsob!
ONLY aff know.
shhh~~ okay.
n yeah i miss out the part where.
its comfirm n this month lah babe.
pantat ahh!
kau! suara serak gilerr.
yeah the prob is I'm HAD TO GIVE UP MY PHONE!!
sedih kan??
i know i'm miss World
farah fatin. DIAM!!
SHSHH!
aini tuupid.
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NOTHING HAPPEN!

aini HAPPY sekali.
aini happy lah.

just leave me alone!
for now.

2009-02-03T07:54:00.000-08:00

helllo.
went school wit new hair-do.
great day today.
get 2 green form!
1 bcoz did bring temometer than the other is bcoz of hair.
baik per.
say go to office good.
me mel melrize, shu min. farah(sec 2)
coz of colour hair.
wait then this councellor talk.
we kalahkan point them.
they terus diam.
lols.
kay.
then mrs pretti came along say go home.
wth.
i complain coz mine like a few a few only. dye wat shit.
wooo~
then i say u cut my hair lah. done habis cerita but she dun want..
then that v. kind hearted mrs pretti say cut myself then tomorrow show her.
went to class moody siol mesti lah.
kay the whole day like an idiot.
grr.
KAko okay. lols.
cca was nice.
after cca hang around jab
nabil was such a dear(nice n sweet)
then went home wit farrehan. so random .
told him i live at 122. lols
then went home. then meet faiz they all.
rindu dier orang! - is n dice tak ade .
tadi si adil nak bilang benda then idk lah.
aper say pasal zp?? wooooooooooooooo-
and dah dier mcm avoid jer.
k lah who am i kid'??
dier tak TAK..... me
sedih kan,??
sighh! biar lahh,
he do? he do not?

2009-02-02T06:38:00.000-08:00

hey ,
today is the bestbestbest day.
okaylah.
went to school almost late.
wierdly i understand my poa enough to do for the test=)
wear that hairband. like nasirah n melrise.
n yeah keep finding forforfor.
not there.
tapi paisey siol depan dieroang.
KA main bola. grr.
takper.
then amalina farhan atq fateha they all went depan situu. haha boleh beridri kat situ.
but cannot find.
me n nasirah keep gg to the washroom to do our hair. haha
then finally after school.
went bedok for nothing sorry syg.
but bought the bands there.
went to central for the hair-cut n stuff.
haha.
idk lah.
muka mcm budak keceq.
always haha.
wat if he dun like?
is it that funny?
alahh.
and yeah found out something.
make me go hiper2.
yeahyeahyehyeah.
besok mcm mane?
my hair?
grrr.
n besok.
can wait?
cant wait.
lovey-dovey.
KA❤,faiz aff,khaz,jum,atq,amalina.nurul,nasirah.
nso my first 2 wish had been granted.
the phone part.
w595 couple phone wit syed haha
jgn jealous ehh.
okay gtg sleep coz tomorrow is a big day hehe
pfffffffffffffffft.
byebye
goodnight baby.