fcuk i said i'm done with tears
but why they keep coming?
kay.
i dun noe wats happening anymore.
goshh.
i suck.
sighh.
kay its all my fault.
its always is.
maybe someone is right.
its better for me not to noe.
butbut.
is it my fault?
if it is.
wat did i do?
..
lots had happen.
all i wanna do i to run.
be as far as possible from those pain.
can i?

no i cant.
i need to be happy for those for actually really care for me.
if i cant be at least i can pretense to.
aini HAPPY
aini TAK ssedih
aini TAK nagis.
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