embarrasing but nice...

todaytodaytoday..
went to school with my dear again..=)
never go with grace and denise coz need tell him something..
haha.. first time talktalktalk untill so long oppz oklah.. told him something he seem kindda anyry i kindda can tell felt like a total bastard everytime i think back.. sorryyyyy........
bertram say i shouldn't have say about the dare but i felt so guilty that y i told him.. it all about honesty bertram..and bertram is one rare species he is one sweet guy!! sigh so jealous of him and his gf.. he aim 1000 days with his gf...what to cook a meal for his gf for next year valentime day ain't him sweet and romantic.. but told him he dun believe he plan to buy stuff toy for his gf ask me how to give him.. gave him a LOT of suggestion and advice.. good luck bertam
hmm this morning.. felt so nervous but still.. i even ask him first lol.. felt so tuupid lor.. but still while i was hmm his hmm we talktalktalk
his hand felt so warm i like the feeling =)my hand felt so small compare to him for some reason i felt like he is protecting me=)
sssssssshhhhhhhh dun tell anyone=)
i think mrs lim is right after feeling nervous we will get tired.. i like the whole day so tired.. happy and embarrassed try to avoid him.. been caught 4 time for like almost sleeping..
then after school got oral think i did badly..i was like the first.. did badly..talk crap..lie whateva shit lah then waited for grace.. denise come out first waited for grace.. then saw farhan after a looonnngggggggggggg day i try to avoid him.. denise go walk to him i had to follow he talk to me (yeah he not mad at me=) lol)
then i forgot what we talk about but i remember i like after this morning keep saying sorry felt bad.. but even thought i do as a dare i felt really really happy ..i am always happy when i am with u dear.. love u alot wish i have the courage to say that to u face to face.. if only.. wish tomorrow u will hold my hand again.. love to feel ur warm hand near mine..=)
then we when to that new 7 eleven sent denise home then grace then on the way saw jummirah so i say i will accompany her to go buy her things and accompany her till her bus come.. =)
chat with her..then her bus came noe a few things..
then home i went.. weeeeeeeeeeee
home sweet home sis at home...

tomorrow got common test.. suck got to study shit..
nvm later later later tomorrow got homecon=) we same group

currently
sigh current chat chatting with khaz.. and dear..
crazy time with khaz.. chat with bertam my turn give him advice =)
he say can msg him anytime..12 mid-night also can lol,,. we go out sometime kk bertram.. =)



byebye..

iloveudear..