.hey today oklah i mean on Saturday since its already pass mid-night.. now is 2: 38 a.m u see
anyway i bought a schoolbag like denise one but brown like farah one also but mine has 4 poket and it is brown
i think i like brown more than pink..



ok school re0open soon..so
..hmm.. that mean that i will not blog as often as now..
anywayi think she is right i dun appreciate what i have i guess i understand now..
it meant to cherish what i have if not
i dun realist that i am that moody till someone tell me..
am i??should be lah she nvr lie to me so far that is..
i will only regret when i finally lost it... BOO..
ok now that i am sitting in front i guess i better pay attention now..

sit infront is equal to: =

= no talking unnecessarily like last time right nat,melrize,valerie,huiwen,nasirah???
[nak mampus adik duduk depan!!mentak maut..]

=no daydreaming

=hope PEOPLE around me are quiet..(Like Janan, zikri, farah maybe noisy)
[farah oppz i wrote maybe..]

=better not get on to ANY practically any teacher blacklisted list
if not i am going to have a hard time aspecially when i am sitting so close to the teacher table..BOO..
maybe i can concentrate better in English..
then i wont be on that teacher blacklisted list..

maybe it better this way i can bust up my grade isnt that great??
anyway.. all the best for mua...
ok enough of that school stuff..


u know what i think i FIND life really UNFAIR..(just like fatin wrote it )
i am so anti-bias and anti-favoritism and anti-aini too anti-tuupidgerl like me.....
nevrmind lah like i am not use to it in this pathetic lil' life mine...
why do the 1st, 2nd and 3rd always special how about the 4th and 5th??
so what if u are first that does not mean bully the last one right??
where is the justice in the world??..haha..
i hate to be the last one but can anyone fight fate??
takdir..
i just have to accpet it anyway i come to accept it anyway..

i am sure u have no idea what am i talking about right?? anti-bias,favoritism,me,tuupid
haha good coz it like i always say:
it for ME to know and for yoU to NOT find out..
muahaha muahahahhaha..[de evil laugh..]
do i sound evil??
i hope not coz i am not evil.. hehe


okayokay..
i stop now it already 4:05a.m mean in the morning


byebye.
goodnite sweetdream..
oh it morning..
sorry
hello good morning have a good day
[ especially when the next day is school =) ]

i will blog soon if not so busy with schoolwork( homework DUH ) and NCC since ncc day is coming...
i am gg to be tired VERY tired soon i can feel it..with ncc ya..believe me..

i been doing a bit of thinking what am i gg to be 3 years later..
are friends really forever??
will friends forget me??
will KhaZ , FNF , FNN , the-six-of-us forget me??

at least i know that sisters are forever..
i can alway seek for help or advice if i have difficulties..
[okay that lying i can trust/seek help to them sometime only coz i am most of the time NOt entertain by my 2nd sis sometime not entertain by my 1st sister..]
one of the reason why i am treated like that by them is that i always find trouble for kak errah
like-disturb her when she is studying 4 her test!
-calling her name..
and many more..
HEY what ARE younger siblingSISTER(adik that me) for??

i know i am childish but so what..
we get along by fighting so be it.. ceh.. mcm paham
tak lah nowaday we dun really fight mulut jgn masin..


To FaTiN:
u wrong there is some thing that is forever like family/sibling..
nothing can replace it and they are forever..
sibling-brother-sister-adik..
parent-mother-father..
they will always be there for us no matter how mess up our life are..



okay i really got to go...
my mom just come back home and it 4:29!!! in the morning of a Sunday that is a day b4 school start and i already pack my bag
that remind me i think i am getting something purple coz i got a GREEN fulscap ORANGE file
then i will have all th F favorite colour LoL
okay that tuupid..