sighhh.
tupid3.
ttupid aini.
sigg.
from mon to wed over night at sis homy.
there was time limit sol.
tuesday went to beach.
wd went to maf outing. made video slenger bacin.
until 5.30 i must go home.
then on wed night sis let me go out.
went to beach..y
wth atqsyg.
went home at 9 gg to 10.
had a time of my life?
maybe.
atq we are in the same broken boat in a way.
see the sea very calm tried to sort things out.
i realist that i was fucking tired.
stress out.
nvm.
just forget about it.
tahan jer la.
ldk.
ldk anything!
i dun want anything. except for..
nvm.
forget about it.
#$#%$#%^$%^$%^#!!!!
can i? cn i?
too much things to do.
too much responsibility.
people expect too much from me.
wat if i disappoint them?
sighgg.
put up brave front fake smile.
wats the use?
the harder i tried to cover my sorrow
the more i am lost.
sigh.
its okay.
no one hav a clue of at i am feeling right now.
but its okay.
i'm use to it?
i guess.?