fcuk i said i'm done with tears
but why they keep coming?
kay.
i dun noe wats happening anymore.
goshh.
i suck.
sighh.
kay its all my fault.
its always is.
maybe someone is right.
its better for me not to noe.
butbut.
is it my fault?
if it is.
wat did i do?
..
lots had happen.
all i wanna do i to run.
be as far as possible from those pain.
can i?

no i cant.
i need to be happy for those for actually really care for me.
if i cant be at least i can pretense to.
aini HAPPY
aini TAK ssedih
aini TAK nagis.
...

yeah faiz n dice meet me.
gooshh i miss them.
grr dice did that on purpose.
want me admit bluek ahh*

..

next the mendaki teacher is so irritating!
made me do so much,
aini mls lah dey.
nvm.
there so lil' people.
gerl r aff, Q, hazwani.
then after that me n farah went to bedok,
had fun.
that anak mak.
n that schoolboy.
thanks farahsyg.
n dun forget our plan=)

TSHIRT

ohh, let me tell you no.
oh baby.
trying to decide, trying to decide if i, really wanna go out tonight.
i never use to go out without you, i'm not sure i remember how to.
i'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, i don't know if i like my outfit.
i tried everything in my closet.

nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you.
ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
in that i lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.

hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but i'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
i thought maybe i'd do some shopping, but i didn't get past the door and, now i dont know now i dont know if i'm, ever really gonna let you go and i, couldnt even leave my appartment.
im stripped down torn up about it.

nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of thisdress and these jimmy choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you.
ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
in that i lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
(i'm all by myself with)with nothing but your t-shirt on
ohhh, with nothing but your t-shirt on
(cause i miss you, cause i miss you) with nothing but your t-shirt on.
(cause i miss you baby)

trying to decide, trying to decide if i, really wanna go out tonight.
i couldn't even leave my appartment, i'm stripped down torn up about it.

nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you.
ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
in that i lay.
hey hey, nothing feels right when im not with you.
sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im mising you.
ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
in that i lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
in nothing but your t-shirt on(2x)

BUKAN NIATKU

Sering kali ku terfikirkan mu ..
Dikaulah pada malam syahdu ..
Tertanya apakah salahku ..
Hingga jadi begini ..

Namamu berbisik di telinga ..
Wajahmu bermain dimata ..
Terimbas kembali sejarah kita ..
Air berlinang dari mata ..

(chorus)
Sungguh bukan niat untuk menyakitimu ..
Percayalah kasih ...
Apa gunanya aku merayu ..
Jika engkau dah tak sudi ..

Maafkan aku kerna ku bersalah ..
Ku ingin kita kembali bersama ..
Tak rela aku berpisah denganmu ..
Kerna itu bukan niatku ..

(Ulang korus)

Dalam hati kau selalu kucinta ..
Impian ku untuk kita bersama ..
Ku tahu tak pernah kita bercinta ..
Namun ku berdoa suatu hari hatimu kan terbuka

hey went out wit the single ladies plus haikal.
goshh he have that look haha
right single ladies lols?
goshh yesterday bebual seorang again dah 3 whole night..
grr tak perr2.
was like one month tau.. kyy ahh nyer.
mcm budah bodoh!
sigh.
in school stress sey.
went to school as normal.
kay finally late enough.
goshh went out tot my look was messy
well it is.
been thinking about it during lesson
goshh.
finally during recess.
force myself to be happy2 so they wont notice.
haha.
i hope they dun coz i dun wanna kill the joy.
Both lah.
recess dunnoe felt jumppy maybe coz i wanna make myself grow haha.
n jyeah saw sarah.
as usual she pretty haha kay infor tak perlu langung.
kay yeah.
hey i grow ONE cm n gain 0.2 kg siol ahh gemuk per..
dah 36kg.
i have to totally lose weight dah boncet.. grr
n recess eat my cooky , yogurt and drink milk JUMSYG treat me.
syg dier.
n thx eh for the imbalance in my hahaha
kay manage to make some laughter during recess.
kekek ahh tadi.
n thx shanirul for the CAM.
then in chemistry set a target to understand the formula yang i swear like alien
formula.
i did succeeded on studying about it=)
weeee~ tis slow giler bab gerl.
finally understand
n yeah aru nak start jer ade lah nama ni ter nampak.
sigh.
n during eng did the whole paper
i REALLY did change .
yeah!
hey i just realist when someone say u can lie to the whole whole but me that A LIE BABE.
i can lie to the whole world wanna bet?
i really change its weird when i suddenly bought a newspaper coz its quite rare to see me read papers.
wow.
amaze.
aft school idk lah waited so long.
in the end farhan faiz fateha jum tak ikut wat sey.
atq n amalina is V. fun n funny kind of peep*
same like aff except there are limit place of places we went. haha
like go bedok. geylang. tm. beach alah manymanymany more lah.
kay.
went to school.
and then went to MPH
chat..
oooh nominated5..
wow.
k then bla nak alik one car ni almost langgar me haha coz i was slow..
as usual.
and yeah faiz back=)
but sigh.
heyheyhey.
its too much.

tadi nak beli speck but kedai tutup.
pantat*
hmm instead bought lots of goodies..
n \jyeah i bought a slipper??
i guess..
hmm.
was so slumber!
did contack grr felt so wrong??
dunnoe y..
grr
damp!
anyway went to bedok library cool huh?
so long nvr go there.
i meant not the library the place.
did my hw.
i meant REALLY did.. farah keep taking pic.
which tempted me on taking..
damp her!
grr haha
kay then went to fatin house back
they help me on my POA hw..
wee thx aff
then home i went.
then called bby .
finally .
but he was busy.
as always.
nvm will talk to him later i guess.
i think.
idk.
still got left over hw undone.
fish*
grr nvm.
of course i gg to do.
like i say i change from YESTERDAy onward baby;)
change?
btter or worse??
i dunnoe u decide.


ainikeceq❤

hey.
meeting my bbabygerls..
aff.
they helping me wit my poa hw..
n i'm buying a new speck =)
pink or orange??
i think pink lah.
suit me better i think.
n yeah
my mum just appy just now.
woow.
k.
so wateva..
come on aini be happy.
cheer up.
thats the way u should be.
kay..
nevermind.
love you
i really do.
bye.