sigh.. lots had happen.
didnt expect.
sigh.
anyway.
danish is so cute!
haha
mamat too.
lol.
'inside joke'
maff is okay.
getting closer in fact.
hehe.
maybe.
k them getting closer.
me?
idk.
something i'm like in my own world.
sigh
idk la.
23.march which is yesterday.
went to hq.
fuckk.
ncc.
sigh.
sawsaw.
idk.
felt sad and happy at the same time.
confuse la.
ncc?
fateha fainted masuk hospital.
sigh.
tu a siapa suruh tak mamam tak bawa $$
you la.
andand
agi sikit dapat jumpa naz & mac.
hmmm..
farah...
feel so penat.
ncc?
sawsaw..
u noe.
sighhh.
fuck?
geram giler ggrrr!!!
fateha la.
she say . .... you
to MYYYYYY!!!!
nvm.
grrrr...
yg paling sort nyer la.
sigh.
'inside thingg'
tating babe.
dun like.
then alik ncc kene marah coz kat hq tak behave. i must admit la i was at fault too
soryy nabilah. sorry to let you down.=(
then kene punishment. maybe we do deserve it. sighh. dk la.
nagh sort. confuse. dun noe wat to do. maybe its better for me to walk away.
maybe.
hope i dun regret my action.
wish my luck peeps.
my love,
ainiL (there a history to that name hehe)

hello.
life sucksucksucksucksucksuck.
too much prob.
shit*
sigh.
as usual.
tiredtiredtired.
sigh mff change blogskin.
wooo~
i lazy anyway like peeps care like that.
sighhhh.
been feeling scared this few days.
been feeling rather alone.
sigh
idk lahh.
my friends have their own prob.
i should not add in by sharing mine.
i'm okay.
i'm fine maybe
sigh.
i gtg.
byebye.
and if u dun hear from me.
means i'm dead..

Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't now
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)

Baby I kno that u like me
U my future wifey
Souljaboytellem
Yeah u can be my boonie
I can be ya clyde
U can be my wife
Text me, call me
I need u in my life
Yea all day
Everyday I need ya
And eveytime I see ya
My feelings gets deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya
But I can't
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Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't now
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)

Baby I've been thinkin
Lately so much about u
Everything about u
I like it, I love it
Kissing u in public
Thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen
Talkin on da phone
Baby u so sexy
Ya voice is so lovely
I love ya complexion
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya
But I can't
678 triple 9 8212
Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't
Now baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)

She call my phone like da(20x)
We on da phone like da(20x)
We takin pics like da(20x)
She dial my numba like da(10x)
678 triple 9 8212

Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)

sighhh.
tupid3.
ttupid aini.
sigg.
from mon to wed over night at sis homy.
there was time limit sol.
tuesday went to beach.
wd went to maf outing. made video slenger bacin.
until 5.30 i must go home.
then on wed night sis let me go out.
went to beach..y
wth atqsyg.
went home at 9 gg to 10.
had a time of my life?
maybe.
atq we are in the same broken boat in a way.
see the sea very calm tried to sort things out.
i realist that i was fucking tired.
stress out.
nvm.
just forget about it.
tahan jer la.
ldk.
ldk anything!
i dun want anything. except for..
nvm.
forget about it.
#$#%$#%^$%^$%^#!!!!
can i? cn i?
too much things to do.
too much responsibility.
people expect too much from me.
wat if i disappoint them?
sighgg.
put up brave front fake smile.
wats the use?
the harder i tried to cover my sorrow
the more i am lost.
sigh.
its okay.
no one hav a clue of at i am feeling right now.
but its okay.
i'm use to it?
i guess.?

tired.
every day the same routine.
wakey2 early nak mampos.
around 5.
then bath.
off to school.
then came home around 7 or later.
str away bath n sleep.
life like puppet siol.
so tired.
everyday do same thing.
dunnoe how long i can take it.
maybe MAYBE just maybe la.
asking for transfer.
dunnoe la.
we will see if i can cope for the following week la.
every day.
from wooldand to pasir ris.
pasir ris to woodland.
like nothing to do.
pffft.
and yeah.
aini stress and fucking tired lah dey..!

heyy.
ncc camp was fun.
i am the new a-pc yo!.
camp was nice.
the part a was.
OH MY GOSHH.
i love shafikah prase belum part b nak step part c.
siol ahh.
but over all.
they are all NICEE peeps ya!.
gg to love them i think=)

congrat peeps for ur rank.=)
fateha nanti i help u kay=).
go part C!

strees la siol!

heyy.
been doing fine in school.
the usual peeps make me laugh again n again n yet again. .. maff garfield.
my school result??
i did fine. i pass all. i should have rub that off my sis face. she say i will fail coz i constantly go out.
ish3! so encouraging. NOT!
its a lil scary...
sigh.
n yeah mls nyerrr! nak bangun awal.
ak yeahyeahyeah..
someone is so sweet.
i think that someone is made of honey hehe.
n yeah mls ahh nak layan semua ni ..
i'm so tired.
kay gtg to school dah pukul 7.
byebye. sweetheart,
kaykay n dah mls ahh nak blog.