my dear sister help me edit this pic =)












i took all of this pic when i just come home on saturday..




this is outside my room =)..























smile=)






i am at white sand library..



smile..=)



me and my sister

Ne-yo

go on girl
...




Ne-Yo Lyrics
Go On Girl Lyrics


Ne-Yo Lyrics

Ne-Yo Lyrics

word with lot of meaning to it...




the cuts on my skin are
deep but the cut in my
heart are deeper...
lost in the world that
does not want me...

If kisses were rain drops.
I had send you showers.
If hugs were seconds.
I would send you hours.
If smiles were water.
I would send you the sea.
If Love was a person.
I would send you me but i
know you will never accept any.

I am so tired of crying
inside me...Tired of trying...
but ya, i am smiling but i
dying inside of me thinking
of people's problems and my
own personal problems...
I am so tired of myself...

Sometimes letting go is so hard
but it is easier than holding
on to something that is not there...

I cry silently.
I cry inside of me.
I cry hopelessly.

i lost a part of me
because of you now i
can't even find it .
it is still so hard
to believe.

aini

the name

today

just now me grace denise the usual lah went*shopping* but me and grace did not buy anything the thing big surely got no my size mine so small lor..

at first fatin want to follow but end up going home..

first we go white Sand want to eat at KFC but no seat so end up eat at Mc Donald
i ate mc chicken student meal super size(geo lesson) no lah up size..haha
grace but same as me but got no up size then denise buy fish burger meal with milo..
ten we go in the hnmm shop then go tom and sepfheny like that lah..(wrong spelling right??)
then go aries(i think it like that spell one)
then we go to expo denise buy hmm.. t-shirt for herself and shirt for hmm(who are who are??)hehe
the go tm.. walk walk then go giant wait for the bus damp long!! denise almost want to take taxi.. then the bus come already..the bus..
then denise buy the FBT short purple colour and white then we go home denise stomach cram so take taxi lor..
i had fin today haha lot of laughter hehe..
oh ya we tried the dressbut did not fit

then i go home my sister finish using com. so here i am..
then i chat with my best friend, Khaz miss her so long never met lor..
but lucky got 6 loyalty gathering ..
oh ya saw justina she still so thin!!(sorry justina)
i going to th.. i dun noe lah a ncc thing..

kahz tell me there a new girl group like pussycatdoll but another one..
their group name is girlicious:


khaz recoment hehe

they hot seh....


oh ya yesterday cant use com.
yesterday got CIP
the kid like my child for the day..hehe
they so cute seh cutiepie...
so obedient lor...
i partner with the two nine girl i ask her to write the clue while i hold their hand sweet right??
someone commented that i am their mother!! stupit lor.. me mother too young..hehe
i let go of their hand they run so i hold lor coz i lazy run after them..
saw denise with someone paper with answer so i copy lor.. hehe play cheat so what!! still never win..so tired after take care of them but had lot of fun too
that today the whole girls want to report sick but cannot had to endour the boringness nasirah and hui wen go home so grace sit beside me in geo ang eng then denise come back 4rm sickbay saw daniel seat at her place so sit at huiwen place and Fatin sit in front of me at english saw a video garfield2
i so happy we finally talking lor.. feel like old time hehe..

yesterday CIP i sit beside Fatin=) go and come back=).. she offer me tip bit it so delicious with i bought that lor.. i gave her mentoes i thought fatin sit with farah.. then i sit with gace and huiwen sit with denise but end up
i sit with Fatin=) farah sit with denise huiwen sit with grace... nasirah sit with shi yi
pearlyn sit with tin ying lucky i sit with Fatin not tin ying or not she will talk and talk lor(sorry)
thank you Fatin hehe..

i am done that all
bye
muack

aini

my gosh

i sleep like at around 12 ++ but then i keep waking up
1 a.m i wore up then sleep back then again at 2a.m and again at 3 a.m
then at tree i wore up and on computer.. hehe
i go see the online shop.. until now i wrote a post
why cant i sleep??? especial when later i got school and CIP
i going farm art it the care center ask to go one
i wanted to go to sentosa like twothree lor..
ahh now only 5:32 today i conform early hehe.. dun be surprise
cause i everytime late sorry but thanks for waitting for me =)
i'm bored!..
i conform i very the very the not busy during the holiday

hmm..
i am writting a post and seeing blogshop and listening to song from bearshare..song called go on girl by ne-yo i think and with you by Chris Brown.

oklah.. i go first..
now is 5:42

muack
aini

today i very bored so i go out with grace denise and tin ying hmm..we went expo go see-see.. first we went simei we went to every hmm(u know the shop) and ask if got sell hmm..
there so many of that shop but none sell the want that we want lor..
then we went to expo..
wah firat time seh.. i do such thing u know..(right grace right denise??)
then at expo so fun lor..
we saw what we wanted but i end up never buy.. so many design all i like one.. i like the strawberry design one..u know right grace that one.. we saw a group of 4 student consist of 3 gerl and 1 boy the gerls go to the bra section then the boy quickly go out of that section
i pity the guy lor.. the girls lah..
denise waittind for today.. she finally buy the bag that she wanted she bought two bag i like the another one not the one she buy at ink shop that one is nice..
oh ya something else happen right denise??? the phone in fact ur phone..the sms no lah i won tell anyone but i will ask someone to thank me hehe
thank to me and grace idea hehe if it work u have to thank me lor..

tomorrow got cip yeah can see the zhau hui.. they all so cute i cant bear to say goodbye lor..
but i will treasure my memory with them and my classmate good memory last faster than the bad one..

hey three more days than no more school for the month hehe
maybe i am not going for the class chalet sorry.. maybe lah coz i got the ncc thing if i dun go i cant be promoted
i am so tired
of
-school
-homework
-home
-chore
-responsibility
-and many many more

it so hard to impress people like my mother and sister no matter how hard i try my elder sister is alway the best watevalah i want to give up in try.. cause i sometime think it ain' worth it
but nevermindlah i should just bear a little cause in a few years than we will tell who is more fulfill or something like that..
it apply to friend and teacher too..
i find it hard to impress them..
i feel very tired..

I WANT TO GO TO THE ISLAND NOLAH
JONAS'S COMMUNITY BETTER..

HMM...OK LAH I AM DONE ...


HEY
aini
the name.. hehe=)

muack

hmm

hey i think am stupid and
useless as
i cant even pass a subject
that i speack almost every day
that is English i find myself stupid
i also find a friend who say that
i have not been a true friend to her
then where is she when i need help
last year and early of this year
i feel sad that she felt that way but
it not fair the way she push all the
blame to me i want
us to be friend but it difficult u '
make it difficult for me i know everyone
have it own problem i got attitude problem is it??
BUT NO one
will ever know what mine...
right find you are alway correct while
i am in the wrong can?? so can we still be like usual??

i am just a small little girl
who is missing her class mate..
ohh.. or should i say ex-classmaye
6 loyalty rox!!
hmm twofourians too..

thank a lot for the past year i know it alway
my fault no one else it a;way been that way
i saw your blog i know u meant me i know it i
never betray u tell me what did i do exactly what??
i friend our classmate and go with the chinese??
we are like jummirah and amirah right??
all i am saying is i be there for u but did you??

maybe small but i feel a little stupid and useless
as there are MANY things that i could NOT do..

i make a lot of mistake in my life
there is one mistake that i make that i want to forget,
i wish peolpe never remind me
what mistake all i can say is i make make that mistake when i was
in primary school..
it not a big mistake but i can't forget itbut my friend had got over it\
hmm..
i guess i am all that and i am done....
sorry if u cant read it because i dont wanna it be read
thank you..

aini
the name..

hmm

hey yesterday on Saturday 24/05/08
i watch a movie with my mother..
i watch congkak again..
it was so scary and nice.. oh ya i saw farhan too.. hmm.. he and his softball friends..
he say hi and ask where am i going i think i did not really hear because i was late i am meeting my mother i was kindda in a bad mood waiting for the bus..
i watch at tm @ golden village
hmm.. hmm ..i saw someone who look like kak ita really!!
it the second time first was at friendster kak ela told me.. and this is my second...
wow there is two people who look like her

hmm...
tomorrow suppose to be a holiday but i have extra lesson..i hope there do not have any homework because i did not do any.. hehe
i have a class chalet on 9-10 june 2008

today i stay at home because i woke up late as yesterday i watch a show and did something else
i slept at 4:36 like that late right???

i woke up at around 2:30 .. thnk to the late wake up i did not go out....
i plan to do something today..
nevermindlah


that all i am done

aini,

hey

hey i so piss off haha nasirah...
yesterday i get scolded by mrs lim lor..
she lor scold scold scold...!!
me! me!! me!! and ME again!!!!!!!!!!
(sigh)...
scold me like this:
nuraini i seen ur true colour...(WTH)
so u been pretending to be good in class....
she dont noe the true then ..NVM she judge on wat she see only.. the part where we are good she didnt come see
i very angry
oh ya i change seat i dont wanna seat there i want natalie
she very nice and fun lor and huiwen...
i will miss hui wen, abdulallah, nasirah,valerie NATALIE!!!melrize...
NVM lah
oh ya today i angry for a while with them,shi yi melrise valerie
for a while only sorry gerls..
coz we, me denise farah and grace come to play bowling with them then
they leave without telling us but lucky we reach there when they were about to leave..
but nvm lah

oh ya yesterday p-t-m were fun i eat while mr ong were talking sorry i am so hungry!!! over all it nice ...

today!! just now!!!something very nice and unpleasant thing happen
here it goes:
the seng kang childcare centre 4 our cip
when we reach there the children looks
unfriendly. our grp is all boys
then when we playing the first
game the game is boring bt there
is a boy name zhaohui his name like yau hui i think
he is very playful bt he very damp cute
then almost all the girls in our class like him hor it valerie saw him first
(valerie i let u win!!) but he is in my grp hor grace hui wen denise nasirah..
then the second n the third game
were very fun, especially the third game
the boys run around like crazy people
bt we manage to make the boys listen
to the instruction, got one boy give
nasirah bubble gum so gd la he nvr give me i should have follow the boy then maybe i will get!! bt nvm
then after we gave out goodie bags
we wave gd bye to the children
thn in the bus MrsOng say the
people in charge of the childcare centre
say that we are much better than
the last batch(ex-2/4) thn we were soo happy at least i noe i am happy!!
overall we are very happy every one were shouting farah scream my ear can burst

oh ya i forgot..
the last game eugene ask the zhau hui to sit on his lap
but another boy uninvitedly sit on his lap zhau hui go sit behind eugene then the boy were like touching touching2 his leg his taking advantage lor..right nasirah..
even eugene feel so 'eeeee' that type of feeling
i pity him i meant eugene.. and i like the part where janan help this two boys tie their
u noe wat the malay boy use to prayer then they messy up his hair
then i ask them to say 'THANK YOU JANAN-koko'(i tink that how it spell)
hehe ...


okayy that pretty long i think i better and will stop here for now..(= (: (;

bye bye

muack
aini

hmm...

hey i just come back from fatin house
hmm. geram sehh..
ingatkan nak gi jalan2 kat white sand ke.. downtown ke..
tapi end up gi rumah fatin main monopoliy
farah this one is for you
farah u cheated a lot of my money!!!!
tapi tak pe i still win haha!!
hmm... i own the most house hotel and money(YEAH)
farah kau kan asik campak duit tu jeer
irritating tau!!!
hmm...
but pleasant doing business with u hehe..
i had fun playing with u..
fatin this is for you
fatin lain kali campak kat farah eh.. duit tu.. let her take herself
hmm.BUT
we are not that evil..
pleasant doing business with u too hehe..
lain kali main lagi k.. =)
(jangan ajak farah tau..)
shh dont say to her that i say that
oh ya fatin besok ikut lah.. kite tak pernah tengok
movie sama2 boleh ah..
k..


dah i am done.. =)


fun day

muack
aini

hey

hey,

today is sunday..

hmmm...
kindda bored at home
i am going out with FNF
later who to i also don't know
i think we are buying bubble tea..
hmmm...

anyway anywhere beat at home..& school...
hmm..

anyway i am meeting them at 2:30..

oh ya i got a lot of homework to do shit i forgotten about it..
hmm.. lucky tomorrow holiday!! =)
i think i will do tomorrow..

let see now is 12:37 i have plenty of time before i meet them..

hmm... i am done

thank you..
muack ,
aini,

that me
the first pic is me..
it was taken last year.. i took with fatin but i cuut her pic.... fatin sorry hehe

then the pic was taken on friday before drama class
it was so fun we took a lot of pic but i dun have them if u wanna see go to fatin blog..

the third one i s taken on the marking day..12May2008
we took a few more if u wanna see go to the th e six of us blog
but it private sorry
that what i wear that day which i watch movie-speed racer



hey this is life in secondary school

oh ya alot of the teacher of my school is leaving i think coz the principal exapectation is too high

and some of the student are leaving too i WILL miss them
don't worry u will never be forgotten by me.. =)
alway remember you muack


love you alway sincerely by me,
ur friend,
aini

i did badly for my exam but at least i improve i get 11 in class and 17 in level
last year i get 13 in class and 27 i level
i fail my english
but i pass all the other subject
hmm.. i better hit the book ..
hmmm...the drama class is really boring except the
snack and the video(chosen one)
hmm..
next week cca start and lesson start too
i can't wait for holiday..
waitting for june..
oh ya next week is the last week
as then it would be holiday but there is extra class..
and next week there is ptm..parent teacher meeting...damp..
..
ok i am done..

bye
muack aini

oh no!!

i like this show
it called hanakimi
but this is japan version..

marking day

today i went to DowntTownEast to watch a movie i watch speed racer with grace denise and
hui wen..
it was so fun we watch at 1:25.. show so early yupp..
hmm.before that we eat mc donald.. i ate mc chicken student meal upsize..it cost me $$5
hmm..
the show was nice but the cinema is so cold lucky i bought a jacket..ah-huh
hui wen is so funny today..rain is the bad guy..
i told hui wen "rain get beaten up ur heart not pain??" she just laught..haha lol..
after watching the movie,it ws so fun then hui wen went home
so me,nuraini, n grace n denice n ting ying right?? i think that how it is spell..
we went *shopping*
we went to city hall to buy grace skinny jean for her and her sister..hmm..
then we went to bugis ..ting ying buy a cute shirt.. and she buy a hmm. what is it called again..
i don't know ah..
for more information u can ask ting ying..
it rare that denise did not buy anything
i had a lot of fun..

oh ya we take taxi go home.. it was so dizzy on the taxi..
oh ya ting ying look so preety today..
grace wore a short and a black shirt
denice wore a short and a cookie monster shirt
aini wore a 3/4 white pant a necklace (pink and brown)and a pink and blue shirt..with a blue thing..i don't know what it is..
hui wen wore a jean belt a spiderman shoe shirt she look like a collage student
they look grown up i look like a child ..hmm..it ok lah..

the clothes at bugis street is so nice!...
but i did not not buy anything..
later i go with my sister ..then i can go *shopping* with her..

aaaaaaAAAhhhhhHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! ...
tomorrow school.. BORING! same old stuff..
but at least i had fun during the marking day

oh ya u noe the cinema is so pack when we got there i saw a lots of PRCS student yupp.
sec one two three four all there..
i saw my classmate there.. the one who sit in front of me during class
oh ya i saw Amira and the gang(pank) she look so different but nice..
oh ya we saw Melrize Valerie and shi yi just outside DTE..
when we wanna go to city hall..
they just watch a movie too they watch ironman
nat watch a movie too with her family and couzin.. Nat watch 'over her dead body'
so far i had fun it is so nice to be able to go out with ur friend everyday..
yupp..

love the kid and the monkey at the speed racer
haha..lol..
inspiration ..*the kiss*
right grace,denise,hui wen..
you should watch speed racer..

bye bye
i am done for today..

muack
aini...

mummy dae....=)

hey,
my mother day i had fun even if i did not go out my sis
the first one buy a cake i was delicious..
i am kindda broke so sorry mummy ur birthday i promise i will buy something k...
love you lot..
mother day..
my sis bought the cake it was damp nice...
one day dah besar i wanna to learn how to make a cake..
then, i can make a cake for my mother or for my friend birthday .. =)
hehe..
mimpi jer.. just dreaming..
but maybe in future it would be true..
i can't wait for the future where dream can come true..
hey i had become an adult
adult.. it sound so old... hmm..
hmm..young adult..
yupp.
that it young adult..
nope it still sound old..
hey i am only going to be14 that not old..
hmm.. i decided a teenager that what i am a teenager
i can't wait to work..
then can go *shopping*
with my be loving friends and my be loving sister (duh)
wait i am talking about mother day right.
mother day way fun ..
very..
ok..so i am done..
oh ya mother day is yesterday day..
hmm sorry late one day
hehe..
oh ya today i'm watching movie with huiwen grace and denice
nat watching with her family at vivo i am not jealous
it fun having a family day out..
my family alway got work if not my father my sister(1st) or my brother(1st)
or my (2nd)brother got school.. next year he is going to army at around September yeah then at home ther would only be me sis(2nd) and my mother if she do not go out with my father..
hmm..
i'm use to it lah i have freedom
hmm.. lot of it..
ok lah
that all ..i have nothing more to say

muack,
aini

love you always..

hey it me again duh!! it my blog

today i never go watch movie coz Denise cannot go as have to go *shopping* with her mom but it ok i miss being free coz the exam have tired me out cousing me to have no time for myself..
haha now i have a lot for that i have the whole week end and now to myself haha..
i am chatting with hui wen and denise
and melrize but she go already.. so sad one less person to chat with


..

that all for now later i post some more k..

bye bye
muack
aini

i love myself
and today

exam is over!!

my heart is hurting after seeing fatin friendster i am not even in her featured friend i put her pic & farah i felt kindda of sad coz she and farah the first friend who i met and felt comfortable with at sec one..
it not fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can someone tell me is it my fault??
aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhHHHHH..!!!!!!!!!!
i fell like shouting..
nvmlah this always happen to me..

k lah i gtg my bro wanna use the com.

bye..
sad girl..

aini

hey peeps*

hey,
i finish my art for tomorrow art exam already..
YEAH!!
today my friends- Denise & Grace come over for a while..
they like my house i don't know why??
they love my bedroom i also don't know why..
then me and Grace go over to Denise house to do art
until finish i was the first to finish then i read Denise's teenage book
then Grace join me in reading but she have not finish she wanna do at home..
nowadays there so many case of molesting girl i am so scare..
there no one to protect me..
only have myself
I REALLY REALLY SCARE..
its just that i would always pretend to be brave..
hmm just now so fun we play @ our usual place..
tomorrow me hui wen and Denice are going to watch movie if i am not wrong
oh ya i feel kindda sad cause fatin is now not close to me
like today
i talk to her she purposely talk to pearlyn
..
I MISS
the time when we are together it so fun..
i miss FNF..
..
..
this remind me of a phase.. more like two sentence

we live in the real world i'm just a lil' girl i know exactly where i stand
this is a the real world i'm still a lil' girl i know exactly who i am..

..
..

sorry if anyone read my blog this post is kindda long..

muack,
sad girl,

i can't wait for tomorrow watch movie..

hey peeps

hey,
i finish my art for tomorrow art exam already..
YEAH!!
today my friends- Denise & Grace come over for a while..
they like my house i don't know why??
they love my bedroom i also don't know why..
then me and Grace go over to Denise house to do art
until finish i was the first to finish then i read Denise's teenage book
then Grace join me in reading but she have not finish she wanna do at home..
nowadays there so many case of molesting girl i am so scare..
there no one to protect me..
only have myself
I REALLY REALLY SCARE..
its just that i would always pretend to be brave..
hmm just now so fun we play @ our usual place..
tomorrow me hui wen and Denice are going to watch movie if i am not wrong
oh ya i feel kindda sad cause fatin is now not close to me
like today
i talk to her she purposely talk to pearlyn
..
I MISS
the time when we are together it so fun..
i miss FNF..
..
..
this remind me of a phase.. more like two sentence

we live in the real world i'm just a lil' girl i know exactly where i stand
this is a the real world i'm still a lil' girl i know exactly who i am..

..
..

sorry if anyone read my blog this post is kindda long..

muack,
sad girl,

i can't wait for tomorrow watch movie..

hey

today is science paper it is ok lah lil'bit hard
some Question i don't know how to do..
but over all it fine..
i don't know why when i take my exam paper(all)
i seem happy and i keep smiling
i think i am going crazy soon..LOL..but it true don't believe watch..

it 12:17
at 1:oo
i am going to do my art and study my mathematic for tomorrow paper..
=)
everyday weekdays i watch a show called Cinderella it a Malaysia channel..
it about a girl called Cinta and a boy called Rasya
Cinta is so pretty ..
oh my,
look at the time it already 12:22
i better get ready don't wanna be late
i am coming home before 5:55
as the show start @ 6..
hehe
oh ya today is NPCC day..
they look so smart in their uniform
but NCC smart-er..
hehe
i gtg and get dress i want to do my art with Denise and Grace
and aini =)
hehe

Cinta and Rasya..
C & R


bye
muack,
aini

aini love candies!!

oh ya i forgot to say aini love you love candy
if u r free and have lots of money with you u can buy candies for me..
=)

my hard exam

just now exam dNt i did anyhow
i'm dead for my dNt
instead of studying i am now watching detective conan
@ crunchyroll it so fun
school fine
my friends are fine too =)

the six of us..}love them

FNF.. } love them
i had fun today =)
the video i am watching about Detective conan
is so fun u all should watch too but not like me
during exam..[bad example]
this must be the reason why i just pass for most of my subject!!
oklah i gtg and watch detective conan
bye
love,
aini(love you)

hello!!

hey it night time
just now math paper was ok
quite difficult