jeah farah.
jyeah faiz. i'm not the only one who is feeling stress.
yeah ur right.
ur prob is bigg then mine.
yeah
wait i dun have a prob.
even if have i will bottom up from now on.
not like anyone is listening.
i should keep it to myself.
until i explode one day kay.
will that be fair n fine to everyone?
i think that day will come soon.
havent decide.
idk lah.
i seriously now have no problem.
maybe.

today is 28 yup. nothing happen. was a lil disappointed
a lil peeps went to mendaki.
listen to what fyras?? say.
then recess time sigh.
idk wat to say.
farah was mad at me.
its better she' mad at me then to tell her the truth,
coz it will hurt her.
seeing her hurt will kill me.
then went to bugis.
search for the class outfit .
need it urgent went o bugis. tm loyang point,
as usual they make me laugh. n they keep pulling my shirt.
jgn !. sensed you haha.
n agi sikit leh nampak nazhar. asal lambat ! grr.
bila nak alik a group of boy sembarang sebut nama. yg pelik terdengar nuraini 2 kali.
lol.
sighh.
alah. ! tak tau ahh ngah stress,
dunnoe who to trust.?
sigh.
bodoh ahh.
farah told me something. fatin told me something.
sigh.
why?
why everyone hate me?
why?
they all. everyone seems so nice,
but the truth is they hate me?
then y be nice to me?
asal?
wat did i do?
this is tupid sad. babiehuntan sialllllll!!.
i'm sick of pretense.
tired of faking.
i'm really tired.
really tired of saying that i'm okay but actully i'm not.
maybe its better is i go.
maybe its better.
but y should i give in.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
cb ahh.
aini dah penat tau!.
is everyone like that?
are they nice but deep inside they hate me?
is it?
dunnoe who to trust anyone.
feel so lost.
all my peeps have their own trouble.
wanted to voice out my prob but end up listen to their trouble.
sigh.
all i want is a ear to listen to me. all i need is a shoulder for me to cry on.
all i ask for is a friend who stay by my side no matter wat happen.
thanks farah. fatin. nurul. mira

i wanna run.
i wanna hide.
but all i see a endless journey.
i wanna give up.
i'm so lost. i'm so scared
i hear alots of voices .
i dun wanna listen to them
i dun wanna obey them.
i'm finding my own voice n say.
help me find my way?
i'm so lost.
lose of hope
lose of trust
lost of everything.
now .
i'm left alone with no one.
tak de orang nak tolong aini.

kay.
i nedd no one help but myself.
i trust nobody. nobody but me.
i need nobody nobody but ME!

nari pakai sock tinggi maut.
me n my twinnie farahsyg,
idk why.
why must peeps say negative?
why? wat had i done?
why cant i do anything w/o peeps to talk?
everything i do wrong!
whywhywhywhywhy.
the wisperr the stare the looking. why?
i noe lah. aini sedar diri
i'm not pretty. i'm not smart. i'm not sweet.
i'm not everything they are.
i dun have lots of frens like them.
sigh..
am i that useless?
am i that weak?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh cb ahh,
stress bodoh..
i can fight back but i dun want to.
i can ignore but its hard,
why like people hate me.
teachers hate me.
the student dun like me.
everyona i feel that they hate me. why?
everyone have lots of fren to turn to.
i only have 5. besties.
but its hard to open up to them.
they wont understand.
after cca slack with nurul.
then sent farah n nurul homy. then i'm off.
went up the stair. but didnt want to go in.
so sit at the staircase mcm budak sleng maner n budak bodoh.
look like i'm waitting..
jyeah .waitting for noone.
sit. think though. cry myseft.
its sad.
i'm like waitting for someone to came n lent me a shoulder.
but no one came.
i scream.
i shout.
i cry.
i'm sad.
but no one came.
for some crazy reason.
i wish azhar was there.
i noe!
i just love his personality. i just got to noe.
but idk y for some crazy reason.
i wish azhar would come.
i wish i have that bearbear of mine to hug.
but i had nothing.
i still hear voices.
i'm still confuse.
!@#$#$%...
bodoh! @#$$!!! aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.....
i wanna run farfarfarFAR away i wanna HIDEHIDEHIDE from evrything.
i wanna DISAPPEARdisappeardisappear .

heard ader orang nak .. my twin?
eh?
asal?
pasal skirt deir pendeq per?
salah ker?
its own personal per?
wats with peeps this day i really dun understand.
why do things all turn wrong things few days.
sigh?tapi i dun get it.
we didnt disturb anyone
..
ahhhhhh stress ahh aini tak tau ahh!
nak mati ah
bye!

aini vanish~

nari sedih.

sigh dunoe lah
today is just sad.
as usual the normal peeps make me laugh to my stomach cramp.
after ct hujan turun tak ingat dunia.
so wait.
heard they waiting for airul.
ohh.
sigh but didnt see .
nvm.
start clearing.
mesyy!
cant stand it.
n keep coming.
dunnoe how to wait is it?
finish common test.
please give me reason to stay.
hinthint. hehe
n yeah maff slap me.
u all jaga,
must wait will 1 march then my phone activate.
sial hahh lama siak.
grrr,
its okay must sabar.
cross country coming.
ahh mati ah.
nak aini lari? sigh tak yah susah.
sigh so stress.
prob trouble sress beribu homework. assignment. project, test revision.
grb prob. friendship prob. family prob. aaaaaaaahhhhhhh
probprobprob. sigh wat to do it love me.
grr tatingtating.
dizzy. pening, spin2
i need a light i need giude to tell me wat to do. wats wrong n wats right,
but dun order me. coz i'm ain ur dog people.
anyway.
this selalu lambat gerl had to wakey2 early to keep up with thing.
phm2 jer lah.
gg inactive soon.
not using blogg soon.
mia-ing soon.
yupp. that soon.

love ya peeps.
lovelovelove; keceq shawt giler airul.ainiL garfield retard. fp. iya themthem. amalina. atq. him. herr.YOU!.

do w need them?
i guess.
i think so.
yeah.

ainiL.

aloha bby.

hey tidur lambat fikir kan benda.
sigh rindu .
rindu dier hehe. semlm.
tis morning went to school with the normal peeps.
i woke up at 4:30.but still the last one to reach there boo-_-
school was V. disgusting. tak senonoh lah korang.
nak belajar pun senang hehe.
but that calm me down.
now left POA.
poa.. teringat lah seorang tu.
sigh,
Social Studies was diificult.
ncc was so tiring. i time.=)
kuat tak??
suhaila came back 2 years tak visit rindu la. first pc seyy.
then wait for farah n mira.
went home otw saw someone.
rindu dier lah dey.
but jgn bilang dier shhshh.
dier ngan orang.
sighh.
asal ahh rasa mcm sighh .
the feeeling not nice lah.
then didnt feel like gg home. sigh but i end i did.
y i feel angry? maybe sad?
maybe khai say is right?
should i ? or not?
anyway had to finish lit n study for my poa CT.
n gd luck peeps.

bby!

sial ... @$%&!..
c. @#$% ##$%!
aini tak nak maki lah sial.
grrr.
tatingg.
lambat2.
nasib mama keluar=)
thanks khai said nak bebual kat my blk jerr..
jerrr.
sampai pukul 10:30 lah dey.
mati3.
day 5 night str?? eh? is it?
wanna forget sat.
sorry. if not tears will roll down my chick
faiz is right i dun have to give them an answer=)
n kayy thankss jer k.
sigh??
sedih sedih.

n kat school.
nak tau tak??
naknak??
airul wave at me lah nurul!
terasa lah dier gaga haha..
sighh..=)
walk past but he had this masam face .
kay wateva.
b4 sit for CT saw him=),
motivation?
kay wateva.
kayyy,
guess wat just realist been acting like a big fat fool.
my behavior is similar like an idiot
why go high?? why hyper?
for the lil' thing that happen? betul ke tak betul aini??
i dun like the way people is treating me.n how i treat them.
kay wateva. maff n nurul had so much laughter lately.
i was open n shut my self to some matter,

i will be okay if i got one.
if i have one wish we be bestf love will never and it just begin.

hey fuck love.
let just be me, myself N my sweet bear
just us 3.
maybe ainiL.
dun wanna share my feeling that much. for more info. read my notebook haha.
semagat can nurul farah ?
kk so wateva..

wish someone could feel wat i'm feeling.
its hard.
time bby i need time.
w/o peeps teeling me wat to do n wat not to do.
n telling me its my fault.
i know its my fault.
its always had been.
but can dun make it obvious??
can dun make it harder than its already been for me??
pleasee,,
u all care about faiz than wat about me??
wat about my point of view.
i know lah
aini sedar diri.
selalu salah.*
dah .Dah. aini dah stress ni.
better control.
b4 it get out of control and i go mia.
grrrrrrrrrrr
i dun need help!
dun need advise.
gg to do wat i like.
not gg to listen to anyone.
my ears are close.
too bad.
had enough of crying.
been hurt enough.
i'm sorry.
but its is not goodbye.
nor the beginning either.
just another day had past.
n i'm still walking alone.

call me a liar but its for ur own good for my too.
3 more weeks for cross country i'm not prepare grr help me anyone.

2 more month say tis penipu.

my superr smart alex sister the first
told me its so cool to be in a diif environment n to be the new kid.
its fun meeting new friends.
kimak u sure??
its like first day of school all over again.
dun want aini takut.
nanti siapa nak jaga aini,?
anyway i realist that i havent been myself.
i dun noe who i am anymore tis few days.
i was really scared of myself with the incident i did to fateha.. hehe
sorry.
i really didnt meant it.
n yeah dun worry my bby and syg.
as long as u give me reason to stay
i will do wat it take to stay.
no one can replace u syg.
no matter how far i must travel no matter how early i must wake up.
sanggup aini buat kan untuk MU.
hehe
maff nurul.atq amalina. THRREfourians.mu
ily
n yeah my head been turning n spining tis few weeks.
please can i just make my OWN decision?
i been hearing voices in my head telling my wat to do.
pretty please let me decide n listen to NObody but ME.

n yeah KAU ape case ade hal ngan kawan aku.
jgn kacau dier leh?
dier tak pernah kacau KAU .cover kan kau ader lah.
baik kan ? but i dun think KAU deserve it
u dun even appreciate it.
KAU could be in so much trouble now but MY kind lovey-dovey fren help kau,
dun worry i will always be right here whenever u need me gerl.

sooryy cant stand it.
dun read if u find it tating coz tis is MY blog MY say.
i DUN want n CANT change it for ur liking,
otherwise appreciate it =)

n yeah dun ever disturb MY syg / frens.
distrub them is as good as disturbing me.
then would u be honored to be the first to feel my hand kissing ur chick??

mummy tolong.
..
please jgn paksa aini.
aini tak tau!.

wateva i do i cant stop hugging that bear.

kay lots had happen.

friday.
common test.
susah keper.
mr yab sick didnt blame him.
after school palai wanna talk to us.
grrr mcm buang masa jer.
she talktalktalk tatingg tau.
stress...
then lek with nurul while waitting for farahsyg.
we sit under the void deck.
funnyla.
someone ask for"nurul" number haha.
he sent for his lil' sister to do the job .. lols!
i was like. buat susah jer tak payah la.
haha!
meet ricky.
his fren is so suck up.
grrr.
saw airul!
first time saw him ride bike.
omg.
dunnoe why my heat beat dupdapdupdap.
went homy with mira.
one tupid bike was behind us.
sigh..
ainiaini.
kenapa lah aini bodoh sangat.
kay.

saturday.
meandaki was farfarfarFAR better than last week gg to appreciate Fiyyaz from now on.
n yeah heard that i was rude.
yupp.
i wasWAS not anymore .. gg to be that goodygoody gerl from now on.
then study with dalya nurul n farah.
then study3,,, then buy food eat bawah void deck. =)
best giler.
then iya msg.
YEAH!!
meet iyasyg. n themthem.
they play bola.
n yeah dun like khai.
not that khai but that khai.
u noe who i'm talking about.
grrr.
then jumpa. khai nak bebual. grrr.
bebual lah.
is was there. khai was there bearnet was there.
then iya came along.
woooooo,,
siapa lagi??
stress aini. sorry didnt meant to.
was all my fault okay?
sorry.
ilu all.
iya aini lovelovelove you i'm sorry.
then homyy.
went home mama wasnt at home. =(..
hug my bear tight2..
sigh..
keep thinking about it.
nahh i'm sorry peeps.
i HADHAD enoght of listening to people.
them telling me wat to do.
now its aini in control.
i do wat i like kay.
i'm no push over peeps.
crosss country 15 march ehh??
malas!..


sun.
faiz mintak tolong in hw.
so help him out.
n yeah he teach memath.
now i understand. thanksthanks.
me faiz n mirul.
kecian mirul.
2k??
banyak nah??
dicount ahh kecian dier.
saw airul!..
tersenyum aini hehe,
balik awal nari . =)
good2.
coz mama alone at homy. kecian der.
wanna hear a story??
just now went to shop N save.
wanna eat tuna. (tiba2 ade feeling nak makan)
went there.
it is place u now upup.
so i cant reach.
so i look2.
wanna ask this auie but she went off.
so had to ask this guy,
i say." hello can u please help me take that tuna there sory i cant reach"
sumpah i swear i was so paisey,
haha!
sigh why i so keceq??
haha
then fatinsyg call.
yeah FARAHsyg gett well soon tau. memtang2 tuu2 sakit dier pun sakit. menyampah haha. get well soon tau!
k fatin call share my happy story with her.
28 feb.. fatin ingat tau.. be free hehe.
who noe..
kekek seyy.
fatin! ily,
maff ily.
nurul ily
iya. atq amalina, airul ily!
28 feb o8
be free peeps. ily.

aini stress!.
gg to hear to no one but me
wanna listen to myself
shutting myself to all possibilities

listen to nobody but me.

this morning. nak pakai brown but didnt coz entah lah ehh.
terambil red so its okay.
reallyreallyreally badly wanted to wear brown, " muka sedih.."
things went a whole lots betterbterbetter than yesterday.
test pass for chem happy sey eh farah mcm aner leh pass ni hairan sungguh.
n yeah.
airul.
grr. adelahh with it.
winkwink smileey2..
nari banyak ketawa lah dey .
thanks to nurul n that cute RETARD of minee.. haha mira,
pasal. the botol tu . then tong sampah. banyak lah. then in class physic. the teen titain hahaa.. banyak lah.
sampai nurul ternagis haha.
after school.
slack kat saner2 the ricky martin place n mega mac.
then. nurul went off so the maff head cental to my houde coz i lazy go void deck.
eat for a while then do revision.
n listen to song.
requested hehe.
then serious + laugh2..
n yeah we each have a bear?? lols!
ade lah behin d to story.
n yeah next post will write in eng requested by janan.
heyy i MISS you!
thenthen.
si khai call surul lek.
so lek lah.
k not really.
i went to study. borrow faiz physic n chemp. note.
tak phm sunggguh.
n yang paling bodoh is i bring along the bear. farah .. grr...
n the airul at my hand, sighh..
kk. study! khai teach butbut .
khai kasi answer jer tak explain?? -_-.
tak per he tried but i didnt listen soryy ehh khai.
disturb him about (a) bang kai haha sorry .
aini mintak maaf.
balik mlm. wuuwuu~~~
mak so thethee idk wat to say coz its like this for 3 day. tomorrow cannot2. hehe
balik penat giler terus sleep.
now lah ni ter bangun.
entah lah ..
ngah sort sekarang..



aini
airuL

sudden i felt like cry about everything.
miss ong came to schhol w/o! visiting us.
iLoveyou l MISS you its okay if u dun miss me. or even remember about me.=(
wateva.
dunnoe felt like crying.
so random.
i feel happy when i'm sad.
i laugh or smile when i felt like crying??
weird? right??
i had to keep up.
semua dun have to know.
i'm sorry but everyone needs time.
wat nurul say is right.
i am soft hearted. kind. cant decide my mind rush .(hmm maybe she say that. hehe)
yupp. i need time.
one month?? nurul.
lambat nahh takper lah we will see how.

now i can see that everyone care i was blind by sadness n pain to see it.
hope its not too late to realist it;) ily peeps.
i wanna make up right na na na.
the least i can do is to keep them high. laugh. smile.
n favo! help me wake up early! i have. to. i yeah paito is takTAK datang terus bukan lambat lah dey.
gi check dictionary gogogo..
yesyes i am sorry. dah lahh.

"i heard u are a heartbreaker"

ainikeceq

I had plan on leaving.
you came and gave a reason.
now I know the reason why....

It takes time.
Living in a world when you don't know who to trust.

time to love akon.

my lovelovelove;
maff,aff,nurul,atq,amalina,iya,bby wani.


hey i love you.
pagi sort siak.
aini nak mintak maaf to like everyone.
to khai , twin n themthem . sorry if i got u in trouble.
maff.aff. nurul
eh syg bby sorry i havent been like sharing thing with u coz.
i dun wanna make u worry. sorry i have been neglecting u all.
i been neglecting everything.
syg. aff. nurul school hw. study.
thanks farah bby fatinbby mirasyg. no matter wat i do i realist that u are alway there for me.
no matter how badly i mess up.
u help me to clear thing.
just realist that i dun need anyone else since i got u!
finally i have open my eyes n yeah i am happy noww.
i let everything go now.
i can really cry knowing that they can forgive me.
aini betul2 mintak maaf tak bby-S. maff nurul
now i have to study do my hw nononoNO 'ajar2' make up for things that i have lost.

miraa never fail to make me laugh.
kay disgusted they toilet thing eeeew!..
she is so fun to be with once u get to know her.
she have so manymany cerita.
all so funny.
she is very nice loving gerl.
maybe thats y i love her.

fatin she.. haha if i need a hug she my victim hhehe she is that sweet guy.
dun think she cant get mad .
one she angry watch out i tell u hehe.
fatin she is seriously so loving n caring.
there no reason to NOT love her hehe.
she like a sister i always wanted;) my twinn

farah my twin.
she fun to be with. give good advice. sarcastic with word.
caring will always be there when i need her.
she like a sister i always wanted;) my twinn,
never ever give up on me. swwet kann??

nurul.
she will help me no matter wat.
she will help to the end.
she like an elder sis.
she is so cute when she is angry shhshhh dun tell her.
when she is hyperr. that when i love her!. hehe
when ur with her its impossible not to laugh.
with her crying n emo is not allow,

maff nurul. iya. bi wani
aini syg mu sangat. thx for being there when i am at times of needs.
if u wanna hurt them hurt me first.
walaupun aru jumpa iya n wani they are really nice peeps. its like love at first sight.
dun ever hurt my syg. if u really must hurt them.
hurt me first if thats make u feel better.

n i just realist that i have change.
no more scared of people.
dun ask me why. coz i dun even noe.
n yeah sha say i mature.. =)
but now?? then say u late lah u! hehe but thanks sha dear.
n yeah i am still the same aini yupp. same with that v. innocent. in primary school then.
hehe

n yeah farah forget about the thing u talk to me.
aini tak tau mcm mane u tau.
but forget it kay=)
n she is pretty farah.
i know i am not to say that but if its a fact. y not..

now i know my mistake try not to do again i will try my best i swear i promise.

k dah lah gtg talk to fatin teaching fatin chem.
k dah lah byebye.
ssyg bby ku!..
muack*

nari tuesday.
cca day.
aini pening.
so gi umah nak sleep.
hehe.
aini ni since mon ade prob sigh..
semlm ingatkan dah settle check2.
tak tau lah.
nari.
sedih sey bila dengar ade lah orang tu ckp gitu, no?? sigh.
but dah.
n aini super duper sorry pade khai. rahim twin n. syaaban n them.
they are so innocent. i am so sory its all aini fault.
seriously its all link back to me. u have the right to hate me. i understand. sorry atq.
n its FAiz NYER BDAY.
DUNDUNDUN WANT TO MAKE HIM ANGRY OR SAD.
kk manage tu do that .until,
si themthem . pandai ke perr uat hal..
sighh. jgn passpass please. padahal aru depan mate
mentang2 aini datang seorang n ngan syg aini tu.
n aini tau lah aini keceq.
entah lah. say wat u want. i know , just wanna say i dun hate u . i really dun.
i understand how u feel. trust me i dun hate u or dislike u.
aini tak pasal lahh.
tapi bday faiz sey.
alahh2 kesian faiz hehe.
n his sekejab sampai sejam.
SORRY NURULsyg, i really am.
n yeah made fren with this sweet gerl wanie.
she is so sweet my bi!
n iya!
i miss u get well soon. i love u iya. forever my sis. n saw the clan. FINALLY yes haha.they seem diff talk more now good. me also aini ckp agi banyak to them sekarang. n yeah kalau aini buat ape2 salah soryy. maaf kan aini kay - f-clan=)
hehe, n yeah sorry kakak syg..adeq paitau agi.
sorry adeq ade prob sorry.
n yeah aini reallyreallyreally sory to nurul.
i sygsygsygsygyou ;nurul.
maff. sorrry my sweetest love.

wink*
ni semua aini nyer pasal.
sorry peeps*

i walk alone.
i walk alone.


ainikeceq.

last SUN!


westley n danial n vanedda n benita. hope u get the fun u wanted.
kau tak senonoh.
n yeah
di danial tu the action dier sungguh the tak perlu.
kay had fun.
thanks FARAHsyg NURULsyg SERIhun
letletlet go out again kay=).
n farah wait tau! please for mac donald kat clementi /bedok/ws/loyangpoint/tm sake. kay. hehe. wink*

http://explode-s.blogspot.com

met SERI.
fren are lovey-dovey yaw!
firstfirst, went to the memorial thing.
sungguh tak senonoh.
wore balck shoe.
mampos.
i just wore the tshirt n skirt.
sih n my peragai sugguh taktaktak senonoh langsung.
met kamil.
kwn lamer.
was so sarcastic to him.
he ask if i ncc.
i wore the uniform.
soalan tak de lagi obvious per??
hehe soryy.
then me n nurul camwhore! while waiting for farahsyg.
then met seri.
she look so cute n she is preety,
we slack at riverside.
the off to loyang point.
my lovelovelove place. hehe
then saw this britain n italy guy n couple.
finding their way to dte.
they i swear to u sungguh tak senonoh!.
this cute guy saw down town WEST . HA!
they went there to hav FUN.
u noe wat i meant thier kind of find.
DANIAL finding robeca, hehe
westy is so cute!
took some pic wit them.
the pic with seri,
then went to LP.
n slack at the RICKY martin n megamac place. hehe
nurul was such a show off!
jealous aini.
then went homy.
was flat dead shock.
didnt realist to bebebebe...
n adeq sweet lah sey..
kakak syg adeq!
hehe
adeq ari.
dier sakit kecian sey .
mkn ubat then sleep tau adeq. hehe.
oh yah ka pun.
alahh hope his better.
..
n yeah aini mcm budak bodoh msgmsgmsg abeh
tak de orang pun layan.
tak de orang reply.
dah lahh.
menyamok aini!
serious seyy,
sort siak aini.
one full day imagine that,
mia afterafter.
risau lah maner dier pergi,
..
felt so alone.
going crazy soon.
soon if i'm not there.
miss me kay?
coz i will reallyreallyreally be miss all like hell,
aini ngah sort sekarang!


ainilovelovelove my weekend.
goodluck for my my common test n for tomorrow school.
coz i nvr study n
didnt even do my hw.

mylovelovelove; KFC

nari gerek ahh
..
happy valentine day to all!
first gi mendaki..
tating giler.
ade relieve teacher.
tating.
aper aini buat salah.
aini nak msg ka abeh that tatinggg!..
then ckp jab salah.
say i dun noe how to do salah,
i dun have the book WITH reason salah.
then i do work also salah.
salahsalahsalah,
citot tatingg tau!
the boys keluarkan hp talk buat ribut abeh tak marah!.
bias!
then after break si wan tuu gi kacau i complain to that tatingg SALAH.
he ckp aini act mcm budak2 !
eh wan thx ehh bagat2!
n he mak me be late for my valentine day ..
i chongg out of class haha,
then si Dan kasi loli hehe thanks=)
n wan ckp aini minah.. grrrrr another tating!
was early hehe.
went to tm .. walkwalk watch movie.
i swear his damp handsome hehe*
well they all were. but ka❤ is the handsome-est hehe
watch 'defiance' cerita history. hehe.
rahman n rahim was sweet.
syaaban was tating. go sit the other side ..
the movie was ok.
except that the beginning was boring
the shooting part was scary .
the romance partt was so nice hehe. (tatingtatingg)
as usual like any other movie i went
i was to busy ... focusing cant help it it was nice. very.
was v. cold everyone except for me went to the washroom.
didnt wanna let go.
had fun.
i'm sure amalina n atq n me had fun.
syaaban sit therethere.
geram aini.
then gi walk2 n mamam.
then gi loyang point.
goshh everything happen at loyang point.
lovelovelove loyang point
mylovelovelove;ka❤
n yeah khai get well soon
dier sakit. sedih sey tengok dier.
get WELL soon khai,
u too FATINsyg.
farah u too i know u sick keep haacuu-ing
get well soon yeah
especially khai hehe
getgetget wellwellwell SOON!
then jumpa faiz ask about the clan n the game n adelah.
then went homy..
yo!
ainisygsygsygsygsygsygsyg sangatsangat ka❤
n aini akan rindurindurindu semua.
if i change forgive me.
i just reallyreallyreally dun want.
but was force to.
wateva happen
aini tetap syg semua.
syg ka❤ more hehe
thanks to every one.
on MONDAY eh.
i will be waitting.


lovelovelovethisDATE;
*14FEB09'

thanks amalina syg n atiqah syg n khai n his frens for today had so fun fun!


ainikeceq❤



❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

happy advance valentine.
youyouyou.
disappointed much.
youyouyou.
thanksthanks.

hey nari annoyed giler!
and speaking of giler.
that syg of mine didnt come to school..
alah bucuk2..
get well soon eh gerl.
ainimissulahdey!
kat school. entah lah.
like i said lost of hope.
lost of direction.
ainiainiaini tak tau lah.
tangan aini fateha uat lawa hehe..
kfc yaw!
youyouyou all of u!
yesyess get out of my head.
it felt like it gg to explode any day.
tating!
problemproblemproblem.
tating oi!
gg of this .. soon.
but i dun want to.
i rather hav my head exploded n problem caoming thn to leave this place.
my heart is with my gerlf.
n mira is pizza hut.
free delivery hehe.
..
i walk alone.
i walk alone.
in this lonely street with nothing but emptyness
where they leave me there all alone.
i walk alone
i walk alone.

lyric aini sembarang jer. hehe dun mind me.
ni kat hehe.school library ni ..
ni lah budak selalu merayap
actually kene uat project but mira jer uat wait eh jab agy aini tolong.=)
nanti gi gi .. hehe adelah.
maf outing.
"f" tuu tak gi. blueakk ahh*
k i gtg help ..

aini insert "innocent face"
*aini innocent lah dey!

ainikeceq spreading the love ya' all.
muack*

he left me there stood by the rain.
lost of hope.
lost of direction.
weird thing is the rain had stop but why do i feel it across my face?
the rain fall make me sick.
who am i to you?
probably just another friend.
sad.

merepek ahh aini.
n yeah thanks ehh aff u left me there takperr.
nasib ade mirrabby!
hhehe thanks syg for waitting for me.
let forget wat had happen kay.
dah nak kat hilang harrapan.
n u owe me a bubbletea treat i won right?? hehe..
n yeah ade bayak namer..
maff lah.
n its mira retard.
sug kfc ku hehe.
ainikeceq; kfc (finger licking good) *sound so wrong haha!
fateha; fish & co.
farah ; mc donald (i'm lovin' it)
fatin; burger king. (omg)
we lovelovelove our fast food!
our song yaw!
mac donald, burger king.
kfc and fish & co.
with a great big hug an a kiss from me to you
muack*
ainikeceq syg MU.
ni lah kat sekolah tak de kerja nak uat hehe.
n yeah aini dah penat, malas nak layan love this song.
Akon - Dream Girl
Akon Trouble Maker
Chris Brown Time To Love
check yes juliet.
over it.
luahan hati , cinta ku dipermainkan.
n yeah havent been doing my hw n study for test lately.
so have to be doing my hw. no "ajarajar" agi.
bluek ah.
should must put everything a side
i have no comment.

lyric mendalam siol!

goshh.
nari. so goshh.
trytrytry not to look that way.
grr.
susah giler.. grr. takper.
pagi2 buta i think i saw someone smile at me which light up my day.
happy yaw!
tak tahu lah senyum kat aini ke siapa tapi masaalah ni aini terasa so. hehe
rasa gembira di hati
n yeah must sleepsleep now coz later in class mcm citot.
eye later like bernart haha.
slumber jer aini sleep in class
sit in front some more.
opppz!
hehe.
3 more weeks.
my swweeetest time.
maff ka. murul single ladies is my sweetest drug.
but mostly ka lah.
grr jgn2 terasa ke ape2 kay=)
n yeah reamamber the song that nurul sang to muahh.
kawan baikku nurul.
aku syg .......
ehhahhehhahh.
ainipunya.
aound like out of tune. but its oky i love it all the same.
n yeah 20 lebih lah sia join ncc gerl.
goodluck ehh. hehe kesian nurul. nabilah ckp aini pandai2 jer ckp nurul future usm ahaha ad bakat. like
omairah say.
fated . hehe. takdir... hehe
aini mals nak gi sekolah.
kalau ikut hati nak nak tukar sekolah.
tapi ka nyer pasal agi lama ehh. hehe.. wait longlong ahh.
entah walaupun aini memang ss ka tak ckp ngan aini pun .
but its okay. hehe.n yeah valentine day coming
aini as usual single.
tak de valentine.
dunnoe lah.
sedih kan.
but is okay mcm aini akan nanti selalu ckp.
aini single n proud of it hehe.
its not that bad. rasa kosong tu ade.
isnt feeling empty better than feeling hurt?
maybe.
we will see.
dun sell ur heart and say we are not meant to be
run baby run dun ever look back.
hehe wink*

byebye. aini ak gi jauhjauh dari sini rindu aini kay =) promise i will visit . i will


ainikeceq❤here

request by nurul to write(atually at frenster but its okay hehe)
i love my fast food.
KFC!!
ak❤ka

ainikeceq❤


nurul say i wih kfc...
hehe.
she make a song for me i forgot damp.
anyway lazy to upload.
will do so next time kay=)
edit pics.
delete lots of pic from frenster finaaly. hehe
and yah today one more peeps msg. grrr...
today was so kekek!..
nurul ahhh. grrr.
hehe.
sampai ter nagis kite.
paling rabak nurul haha.
n yeah.
o9FEB which is today .
maff lah dey.
a new member join in hehe.
cool huh?
i love maff!
miratating.
ainikeceq.
farahshawt.
fatingiler.
n yeah. grrr tak tidur lagi aini.
sigh always like this..
its already past 2.
grrr.
my intention was to do lit hw. but. hehe
i dunnoe something sad happen.
n yeah. ka like dun layan me so like. sighh.
case SS..
and u know when a guy msg u.
then best solution to shut them up is to say ur att. hehe.
it work. prove to be true.
that happen to my FREN. definitely NOT me.
aini maner ade peminat. sigh.
tak lawa agak nyerr.
takper2..
aini dah berubah ke??
aini tetap samer kann??
this sat. gd.
got plan??
no plan??
the singlesingle invite me to sunbath.
grr aini dah cukup hitam ehh.
grace.narrisa BLACK.fateha. ajak. maybe i not gg.
n yeah aini tetap ade mendaki habis at 12:15..
farah got a date?? maybe nvr invite me. bluek ahh gini knw??!
haha.
my valentine wish is that all my love one will be safe n love me back.. lame huh?
andandand thatthathat ermmermm. to ermmermm.. lah.
done.
ak ka.
cool right?


k lah.


lets spread the love yaw!
ainikeceq❤

thanks allah s.a.w.
for granting my wishh in sec 1 but can take back??
i dun want anymore,
thanks allah s.a.w
for making the one i loves loves me back.
for making me wat i am.
for making me realist that with them i dun need anything more.
i guess good thing dun last forever.
lastly, thanks allah s.a.w for making it last till this long.
n thanks for gg to make me apart of them!
thanksthanksthanks.
a MILLION thanks.
gg to be like day 1 again.
(if u know wat i mean)
better keep my distance b4 i get to close
and it wolud be harder to break away.
gg to wear the green2 thing everyday to keep me accompany.
dun worry no one will replace u peeps ka, khaz aff. mirra tating hehe(new nick) single ladies hehe(27 all the way!)
nurul.u all u all.
jum is getting close to aff.
maybe we should rename it . coz like aff + jum like so weird n tak sedap.
hmm. maff? or jaff? okay per.. hehe.
hey aini happy lah DEY.
aini happy sekalli.
nuraini itu namaKU.
nuraini sering di hatiMU.
peace ya all.




ainikeceq selalu di hati mu.

wink*

grrrrr
bodoh ahh.
da lah,
ade benda ngah kacau aini.
aini nak benda tu keluar dari kepala aini,
hati aini sakit,
aini sedih,
taktak.
aini happy sekali.
bodoh!

dah.
i had had enough
going somewhere far.
gg to miss u.
will not be spending time wit the aff like last year
coz will be busy
i hope they understand.
been feeling so trouble.
i feel like i'm gg to explode soon.
i guess something is better settle alone.
beside.
no one was there for me when i was alone
no one was there when i was crying.
no one notice that i was sad with thoes fake smile.
but its okay.
no one understand me.
wait.
its not okay.
it nvr have been.
,,.
soon maybe. idk.
should i??
but they r all here,
n i will be all alone.
there by myself.
butbut.
idk.
aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
feel so fcuk up.

the chers all dun like me.
n the mendaki cher is so the tatingg.
they nvr do nvr scold.
i doing something just cover my face cannot.
get scolded! tating lah. wasnt my fault that i dun have the books,
..
abeh tadi 2 budak loyang ni..
sigh tak tau lahh.
..


grrrrrrrrrr
i wannt to runrunrun away.
far2 away from all this.
ka like dun like me.
nvm.
aini pulak mcm phm kat sini,
i should nvr have.

yeah,
all of this was my fault
everything is my fault.

i'm going carzy soon.


dun border asking me if i'm okay or not.
coz we all noe that i will say that i'm okay.
adding with a smile.
but we both noe the true that i'm not!

grr its already past 1 am.
grr my eyes wont shut.
shit i can sleep.
i had this coming.
grrr.
miss calling someone
to sing me to sleep
when i had those sleepless night,

ainikeceq❤

chat.
msg.
like mls nak layan.
sedih nyerr,
takper2...
dah la.

hey.
went to school.
feel sadsad.
grr.
fcuk.
nvm.
hey then boring lesson.. then recess!
sigh.
felt hungry but dun feel like eating.
sigh so lek ngah amalina!. hehe.
then sawsaw ka hehe.
but recess emo2 ahh grrr,
went there but then felt so paisey taper2
thhenthenthen idk lah wat happne.
MT the boy ambil kesempatan they went out of class SLAMBER!
every now n then i will look down hehe.
n yeah if i nvm see. i look at mah phone.
ONLY u know n i know. hehe but ka dun noe..
hehe.
then after school.
went to fatinsyg house.
aff + jum.
then we went to do our stuff.
then a beautiful phone rang!
its atq baby.
she call farah.
then dotsdots,
finish we all went homy..
then meet atq with amalina.
andandandandand...
ade ahh,,
hehe.
aini HAPPY sekali.
we baby dec lah sey,
baik kan?

n its 05 feb.
i love today!
(part of today)
HAPPY 3 & 2 month anniversary aff!!!

mak ngah ckp ngan kak.
explainiing they say it loud. i dun wanna hear. i wanna run. i wanna hide. all i wanna do now is so be free.


farah❤:
thanks for being my greatest twin ever!
love u more babe. you always there when i'm in trouble.
yeashh we do fight but so wat that make us even closer when we patch up.
i meant which sister dun fight?
u are there when i have relationship trouble.
always.
u are there when i'm moody.
ur always there.
thanks u syg.

fatin❤:
thanks for being my twin!
ur also the best twin ever!
love you more babe. your alway there when i need help.
thanks for that nights kay 2 night we had together wooo~ haha.
u n farah are closer to be than my sibling. boleh lahh.


aff❤:
thanks i really appreaciate alll that we have.
really love you!
noone can replace u!
NO! farah. farah shut up!.
u will not be at my pantat.
u will be in my heart.
we went to lots of place.
fatin house haha.geylang. bedok. tm. shit. where else ahh .
i know we been though lots.
i cant.. i really cant.
yeashh farah.
aini bodoh! aini sleng. u hate aini. i also hate her!
but... idk.
sigh.

khaz:
even we not same school.
still we are close gerl!
like duh hun!
love you too.
muack haha.
you are alway there for me. even thought i am at my lowest.

KA❤ (kako okay?) :
thx for being there evn thought its not really there.
but thanks coz u keep me like ... hehe
sigh. u make me smile. even though i dun want to.

jum.
thanks for being there.
i had fun.
u shoulld have been to 1/4..
haha or not uf 4 will be like that close. lol.
syg ur like the best best fren i can ever had!.
thanks syg.

atq n amalina:
walaupun we baru nak closercloser.
thx. u peeps are like so fun! thx a million =)
you are such a fren!..
u cheer me up!.
27 eh.
jgn lupa!
syg u darlings!

nurul:
syg. i love you,
i love hugging u the most!
i love u gerl.
ur such a dear.
thx for being there for me.

edmund:
we always together haha.
the ne thing.
thx for being my besties!=)

melrize shi yi valerie. :
hey u three pretty babe!
thx for the fun!
thx for being such a dear to me.!
thx for beong my fren yaw!
love ya peeps!

nasirah.
terima kasih beribu2 kali for being my fren.
the time we share is priceless hun!
thx for keeping my sectret safe.
i know i can always count on you! =)
love u hun. thx eh!2

faiz putra❤:
thx for being there.
wont forget the time we had. will never forget the time we share.
will keep u in my heart ehh hehe=)
u are one sweet guy. belajar tau endure for 20 month only. k=)

is fadil dice:
heyy thx for being my fren.
will miss u! haha.

faiz tarmizi:
thx for being the besties eh.
thx.
i always go to u when i have trouble.
k sometime.
thanks for being there.
u are a sweet guy .
FYI.

farhan:
thx for being there. i think?
ade ke?
haha
thanks tau

jaga nabila:
thx for being there for me for cca.
THX BABE!

mardiana, amira denise huiwen nat pearlyn celine farrehan=)(haha ) threefourian twofourian onefourian YOU!:
thx for being my fren=)
i love you peeps*!


thank you!
love ya lotslots like a million and more times!
muack*

ainikeceq❤

i told you i'm done with tear!
why it keep coming to me.
pantat!
grr say its fake he dun like her.
kay.
dunnoe lah.
feeling confuse.
alahalahalah.
idk lah.
but had to leave that a side!
bodoh ahhh!!!!!!!!!!
aini tak nak!
aini tak suka!
~sobsob!
ONLY aff know.
shhh~~ okay.
n yeah i miss out the part where.
its comfirm n this month lah babe.
pantat ahh!
kau! suara serak gilerr.
yeah the prob is I'm HAD TO GIVE UP MY PHONE!!
sedih kan??
i know i'm miss World
farah fatin. DIAM!!
SHSHH!
aini tuupid.
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NOTHING HAPPEN!

aini HAPPY sekali.
aini happy lah.


just leave me alone!
for now.

helllo.
went school wit new hair-do.
great day today.
get 2 green form!
1 bcoz did bring temometer than the other is bcoz of hair.
baik per.
say go to office good.
me mel melrize, shu min. farah(sec 2)
coz of colour hair.
wait then this councellor talk.
we kalahkan point them.
they terus diam.
lols.
kay.
then mrs pretti came along say go home.
wth.
i complain coz mine like a few a few only. dye wat shit.
wooo~
then i say u cut my hair lah. done habis cerita but she dun want..
then that v. kind hearted mrs pretti say cut myself then tomorrow show her.
went to class moody siol mesti lah.
kay the whole day like an idiot.
grr.
KAko okay. lols.
cca was nice.
after cca hang around jab
nabil was such a dear(nice n sweet)
then went home wit farrehan. so random .
told him i live at 122. lols
then went home. then meet faiz they all.
rindu dier orang! - is n dice tak ade .
tadi si adil nak bilang benda then idk lah.
aper say pasal zp?? wooooooooooooooo-
and dah dier mcm avoid jer.
k lah who am i kid'??
dier tak TAK..... me
sedih kan,??
sighh! biar lahh,
he do? he do not?

hey ,
today is the bestbestbest day.
okaylah.
went to school almost late.
wierdly i understand my poa enough to do for the test=)
wear that hairband. like nasirah n melrise.
n yeah keep finding forforfor.
not there.
tapi paisey siol depan dieroang.
KA main bola. grr.
takper.
then amalina farhan atq fateha they all went depan situu. haha boleh beridri kat situ.
but cannot find.
me n nasirah keep gg to the washroom to do our hair. haha
then finally after school.
went bedok for nothing sorry syg.
but bought the bands there.
went to central for the hair-cut n stuff.
haha.
idk lah.
muka mcm budak keceq.
always haha.
wat if he dun like?
is it that funny?
alahh.
and yeah found out something.
make me go hiper2.
yeahyeahyehyeah.
besok mcm mane?
my hair?
grrr.
n besok.
can wait?
cant wait.
lovey-dovey.
KA❤,faiz aff,khaz,jum,atq,amalina.nurul,nasirah.
nso my first 2 wish had been granted.
the phone part.
w595 couple phone wit syed haha
jgn jealous ehh.
okay gtg sleep coz tomorrow is a big day hehe
pfffffffffffffffft.
byebye
goodnight baby.