sighh,
Hey nari sunday.
I argue with u noee.
Over the same matter.
Sighh bila nak game?
Its suck i stay home for 2 whole day like wat the fcukk boring noe.
Besok school?
nahh but need go the councellor innvest?? Thing la
How am i?
Okay lahh
The same
I am single babee & i'm proud of it
Hehe i noe random
I see peeps hu r couple fight2
Sighh
Niway fren been okay.
I smooth my relationship wit them already so okay already dah tak gaduh

Breath slow count from 1 to 10
With my eyes close

And everything gg to be fine
Hahaa
Yesterday watch one of tis show.
Its said
Close your eyes and they will disappear
Anyway sighh
Very bored lahh stay home
Butbutbut sighh.
nvr go mendaki coz wake up at 0830then see tyme so sleep back wakaka.
so long nvr sleep enough coz always sleep late then wake up early
sighh.
Kay practically i am writing crap haha.
I hope me n someone stop fighting yupp i think hymmm is right we non-stop fight.
Fight also the same topic
I'm sorry kay.
I want that dress
I want that shirt
I wanna that dress
That short
That pant
Thatthatthat
I wantwantwantwant!!!
Get me that please.
Sighh i say i want then my belove cuz say save myself
if u havent noe me yet i cant save i always ask fatin to save for me haha
Coz i 24/7 keep munching tib bit or eat
That y i am fats!
Goshh i need lose weight.
fobia lahh go jogg k actually paisey lahh.
Muka tuu mcm drop lahh.
Nvm i waana go gym=)
Hmmm i wanna go swimming nak ikut??
I waanna lose weight.
I wanna grow.
i want my milkky.
Speaking og milkyy remind me that
I lose my mr milky ='(
I dunnoe where i put sedih ahh.
Sighh i want to go out!
I noe i banyak wishh
Not like i get wat i want.
Anyway nurul is gg east coast have fun
Mardiana following hav fun u two wit ur frenss.
N
Anyone can tell me the meaning of khilaf??
I like the song haha but sadly i dunnoe the meaning.
Practically almost all the song i'm hearing is about love patch break falling in love.
Sighh like purposely wanna make me jealous.
Padahal sikit pun tidak.
My mum bought for me the tougue cleaner sweet that one.
Very nice recomended by me.
N yeah that remind me i noe wat to give farah memory pleasant memory when she with us ^^
Good idea??
Okay lahh i gtg byebyee

I need a miracle

ainikeceq€

heyy,
U noe last friday lots of things happen.
Many peep angry/merajuk with me sighh.
on thursday i fall while jogging to burn my fats
Then i fall.
Got blood siol.
And so fcuking pain trust me
Sighh then i buy the kindo beano white to cheer me up=) then i complain to everyone haha.
Then like people all against me i call tis fren of mine.
go scoldd2 sighh dah sakit nvm.. Then gi comfort me^^

doll up with fatin kekek siol.
Like so jakun like that.
Sighh tot of gg to bugis abeh tak jadi my fault lahh bozor betul
After tat.
Hadd funnfunfun!
Yeah i made lots of peep angry at me.
i'm really sorry.
I like the whole day kept apologizing
I'm sorry kay.
-Farah
-nurul
-faiz
-is
Sighh got some more lahh.
Sighh
Sorry kay.
sorry faiz i cant go the firas thingg.
Niway happy birthday ti hym^^
Then today eat like lots of kindo white.
Ask mum to buy for me.
Then she bought me 2 packet sweer or wat??
Then my cuz gave me one stick hehe.
So the sedap u nOe
Then aft sis come home from work i ask he buy mc chicken thx sis,
Then my mum bought sweet for me the tougue cleaner sweet hehe thanks.
dun i have the sweetest lovely family??
Love them>3!
sunday?
Which is todayyy coz past 12 already
Hmm dunnoe if go as plan.
Niwayy sighh
Its 4 in the morning.
Sighh.
Gd nighht.
I sleepy lah.

Thx for being there when no one else did.
I just learn to realist that u all are important to me like peaces of my heart.
Dun ever leave me kay u all??
=)
Thanks for being there for me
Whenever i'm down
I will try my best to return the favo
And be there for all of you=)
Love you all sweetheart.
Muack*

ainikeceq€

sigh poa paper maut siol.Sighh idk lah.Anyway didnt finish sigh. Cher is so gg to scream at me sigh sos??Niway buy food for sis then forgot to give the sweet n shirt slengg lah me.Just now went to school with nasirah tak sengaja lol!for some reason i was so happy haha. Then went separate way coz she take art=( i wantt! accidentaly met fadil rindu siol memory babes. Tomorrow physic comfirm fluck dead! Lah me. Satu benda haram aku tak phm n tomorrow got plan go bugis. Go jln2 with farah i inviting cuz coz she will be bored so y not hehe. Not sure if she can go and tried to upload pics but the loading geram so i cancel. Tis sun ade plan.
not sure can or not go.The presure like is in me. They dun understand they nvr will they only wanna hear wat they want not wat i wanna say its difficult. No one ever there. No one okay. No one there for me never. Fuck lah.
I just need a ear but....
All i ask for is a help hand.
All i want a ....
You dun wanna understand.
At least pretence to.

I just wanna be free like a butterfly.


ainikeceq€
& i'm proud of it.

why must i follow wat they say?
I wanna hear to my own voice
Why is it so hard to do it my way?
Sighh.
Grrr i hav the ttupid-est brother ever!
Touch my thing without permission the go delete MY msg BODOH!!!
My prob ahh
U jealous ahhhh i havv frenn?
Ahhh ttupid!
I HATE MY LIFE!
Idiot ahh!

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ainikeceq€

Errm school been okay just a few hard feeling
Here and there.
Sighh
Anyway.
U noe i am using my PHONE.
To surf.
Cool or wat??
Haha.
Anyway,
Yesterday went to karaoke
Wit my brother lurp
Had fun dey all sing
They force me to sing.
But i dun wana wakaka.
Anyway today wed i hav no school jealous??
I hav my reason lah.

heyy.
you noe my life is in a mess.
but gg okay soon
errm.
sighh.
i treat them as my sis,syg my everyting
but wat did i got back?
its so difficult u noe trying my best to get their
attention.
then i tried to ignore just be alone.
coz even if i join i will not contribute to the talk for wat.
then kene scold n leftt behind. for not joining.
sighh then wat u tink i should do?
haiz,
then sighh weird things been happening to me.
i guess my cuz know bit of the other side of me.
she think my massages are like a story book.
she said its interesting.
more like sad to me.
cz i am the one going thought the pain.
haiz,
then u noe all tis nonsense about guy sighh
sighh hanyerr dewi jer lahh yg tau.
practically coz whnever i wanna tell them(bestf) everything
they will be to busy with each other and forget about me.
sadd.
now sighh this frenn,
this fren lie to me before.
till my feeling went numb for dayss.
i cry coz of this fren lied but of course i act dumb and happy.
but then i begin to trust back but i worry this fren will betray my trust.
maybe i should just give it a chance maybe
and yeah currently having the sweetest cuz ever.
she seem to be like me lost when i was her age wakaka
gd luck in finding ur wayy cuzbby.
sighh exam?
honestly i just make sure i write till i am satisfied.
so wat if it is around the bushh?
niweii.
it been really peaceful for the past few days.
to someone.
i am srry if i got ur ur feelingg sorry i swear i did meant to.
and yeahh finally realist .....
and for mother day got choc for mum n make nasi gorenng wit dewi kekek giler bab lor.
and friday went jog t 9:30 n went home at 11?
fun lah more info go tis cute cuz of my bogg.
n she said i am pretty.
gilerrr she so a thousand tyme prettier.
and aini sikit pun tak teraser yg aini cantik k.
sighh sweet love cuz really cheer me up despite the sorrow that i gone thought
and also to myy sweet love fren,sygg.
to be continue i wanna go sembawangg shopping centree.
byee peeps*
chillax
random
**ps: bring ur thermometer and the blue form for monday no school coz i am collecting. niweii enjy ur holi dear fren but remember to study too!
vice-chairmann here.
and yeahh please if anyone got a invention that could shut my ......'s mouth tell me.
she so the noisy u noe!
byebyee.

heyy,
exam was fine k la.
doable but not sure if it is passablee la.
and noe wat?
people are really very irritating nowadays
hey i am a grwn up woman.
yess hell yeah i can take care of myself.
ciz,
sighh/
yeahh afai,ajai,syaee is duperr nicee=)
school is okay.
just that been super tired n sleep n class.
behind is nice with dahlya company.
haha also eat at the back..
thats y i put on weight n not that hungryy anymoree haha
and yeah thing is really been annoying
i want to go home str from now on..
or study with maff.
either tat or home sweet home.
........
just now in mt class was really fun.
played true or dare with them haha.kkekek siol.
farhan ishh he very.... nvm.
ahaha. dare serious tak senonohh.
n yeah i noe i am very random.
i want to eat kindo beneo(SP?)
haha.
the white.
'tak habis2' kan dahlya haha??
and yeahh aini setia pade haha..
for me to noe..
sighh random ahh nowadays.
..
love kill yet pure.
love kill.
yet sweet,=)
its all depend on the person ur loving.

peace ya, all.

heyy ,
you wanna noe wat?
i tink i am fat.
am i?
hmm.
sighh
some people say i amm.
ciz even if i am does it hurt to lie??
..
sighh.
school holi.
on fri make puding with maffsyg.
and went loyang point
saw that guy.
he seriously need help kan maff?
boleh muntahh.
wat with people tis days?
stress kan orang jerr
irritating tau.
k wateva.
the puding was very nice see lah hu make haha.
then we talktalk see tv.
pcd is so hot n britneyy spear is verry nice actually.
okay sat got mendaki.
lazy lah go.
sighh.
ttupid la.
then i wanna go home.
always go home late. sigh i wanna be home early la.
then sun,
bro ade bola.
so plan to watch.
study first.
they been really such a dear each of them thanks=).
is, reza, faiz thx.
i dunnoe y suddenly i can see hu really care 4 me=)..
obviously maff lahh haha.
i just love ya peeps lahh.
i dun hav bestf just close fren
everyone is my closef.
maff is my syg.

heyy
life been ups abd down babyy,
heyy thats life
now i juust realist i fcking long tyme nvr update.
entah.
sighh.
hows my life you wana ask?
complicated muchh.
sometime i got fed up i off my phone.
ringgring noisy noe.
and heard some untrue ting about me.
sighh wthh la
watev.
exam is on.
gg to be relax.
study .
sometyme i do need tyme of my own
and yeah took test at mendaki.
seriously i tink i am gg to fluck.
so difficult sighh hanya tuhan jer lah yg tau.
heyy my emo sad and those tyme are over babe and dude
let me repeat OVEROVER!
yo babyy i am still youngg.
over ttupid useless tings.
i wanna b depress?
it ain' worth it.
heyy,
me.
aini yeahh that my name.
goig to chill and go with the flow.
for now my syg is all i care about.
maff. tis post is for u bby,
dey always been there when no one did.
dey care when no one else did.
they were there even when i make mistake.
hey you noe wat?
they even punish me for my wrong did.
over all their kind deed.
they are vry nice lovely peeps
sighh..
sometyme.
i shout but they nvr listen.
but its okay.
i learn how to control my emotion=)
anywayy.
they are my concern now.
andd why al song hav or got somting to do wit love??
sighh.
sengaja ehh sighh it okay dun need boyf coz i got my syg=); maff.
we can nvr breakup ehh?
hehe. layan kan jer hehe.
okay la.
aini nak gi dulu bybyee.